Divine Destiny
#18
..."*Truly play a role in lies...
...very sick...
...but what is power...
...*I'm much sicker who created it"...
...**R*samma qolayuby*...
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From that incident the relationship between Azam and Rahma more and more there is a change they have revealed each other's feelings in their hearts, precisely Rahma who did that because often Rahma had a nightmare to be left behind, make Rahma a little traumatized by the word "Leaved".
Two people who meant so much to Rahma they had gone to erase the traces but their memories remained attached in the depths of her heart, making Rahma have to fight the fear alone from the incident Rahma always dreamed will be abandoned make her more afraid .So Rahma tried to open her heart to Azam by being warm.
No one knows what Rahma is feeling, she struggles alone to shake off her trauma and fear. Rahma thought it was not necessary to tell her she did not want to make her mother sad what else made Azam disappointed who had put a lot of great expectations on her.
"Second..what time do you get home from college?"
The words of prayer made Rahma stop her movement that would come out of the car and turn around again to look at the husband.
"Jam three.. Why is it? "
"Ma'af.... Mas can't pick Adek up, Mas must be overtime today" Azam said in a weak tone.
"Gak papah Mas, Adek can ride a taxi"
"His spirit of learning"
"Thank you Mommy"
Rahma also immediately got down from the car walking in the distance already there Dinda waving her hands with a smile.
While Azam immediately drove his car again to the company he built his own efforts.Today Azam's work is so stacked, Azam's company is not too big like other companies, but Azam's company is not too big, but for an entrepreneur must give a thumbs up to him already five years he pioneered and the results satisfy many Insvetor who want to cooperate with Azam company.
What else is a very good Azam skil, his friendly attitude makes all business people like him especially Azam always humbled and did not discriminate his employees want it to be Muslim or non-Muslim.
But not a few are cynical or envious because of the success of Azam. That's how the business world competes must be mentally strong 100% not half.
Already entering the clock home campus, Azam could not pick him up, making Rahma stand waiting for the taxi to pass.
"Wait for an invitation"Rahma turned around the source of the voice and smiled.
"Wait for Din's taxi" made Dinda frown in confusion.
"Mas Azam ngabarin me, he said he could not pick up much work"
Rahma's explanation made Dinda understand "what kind of work does Azam do? "
Jelp.....
Rahma swallows her own selavina she is confused to answer what honestly Rahma does not know what her own husband's job Rahma just grimacing shows a row of white teeth, Rahma's behavior makes Dinda immediately understand.
"Aw. "ringis Rahma had her forehead on Dinda's centile.
"You're a wife when you don't know what your husband does? there-there's aja"
"He... "
"Just be with me, all you want to play he... "
They also leave the campus laughing, precisely Dinda laughs at Rahma's nervous behavior.
They soon arrived at Azam's house.
"Wow.amazing your house is a very classic Ma" said Dinda sparkling.
Dinda is a human flower lover so naturally he will be happy even if just see the flowers that are blooming.
"Wow... Rah ka Azam knew a good home design"Rahma only smiled occasionally at the head bobbles at Dinda's silly behavior.
long time they talked finally Dinda decided to go home because almost magrib. It's nine o'clock in the evening Azam hasn't come home making Rahma anxious.
"Ah... "
Rahma held her stomach that felt wrapped around, she tried to walk towards the sofa her hand was still holding the stomach "what pain my stomach ulcer relapsed" Rahma muttered to herself.
Azam's car roar sounded but Rahma reluctantly moved her stomach more and more pain to make Rahma cry.
Slowly Azam opened the doorknob while raising a smile on his lips.
"Assalamualaikum" said Azam but did not long make Azam frown confused because there was no answer "where Rahma"in Azam. Slowly Azam walked up and Azam heard a sobbing sound making Azam step widened towards the sofa and then Azam's eyes bulged.
"Astagfirullah Dek. "said Azam panicked and immediately dropped the object in his hand and ran to hold Tahma who was lying on his stomach with a stuffing and his body shook.
"You are why Dek, what happened" Azam said again, Azam immediately lifted Rahma's body and brought her to the room.
"Ah... Mas Ade stomach hurts.. hik. it hurts so much"Rancu Rahma while continuing to hold her stomach, making Azam alas the fog of the sense of entrepreneurs gnawing at her.
Azam quickly ran to take warm water and nagged it on the stomach of Rahma, already half an hour Azam did it slowly the pain that attacked the stomach of Rahma reduced his sobbing had stopped. Azam stopped the movement of his hands and kept the bottle that had been put warm water into it.
Azam pulled the blanket over Rahma's chest rubbing Rahma's head gently "why can Ade be rich in gini, what is Ade eating spicy-spicy on campus?"azam said quickly Rahma shook her head.
"Emmmz.. Adek ate noodles with Dinda"
"Have known to have an ulcer why dare to eat noodles" muttered Azam.
"Pengen" made Azam not talk anymore even pay attention to his wife who still slightly endured the pain.
"Don't repeat it again"Rahma just nodded feeling guilty already troublesome Azam out of Azam must be tired.
"Ma'af"
"Mas should ask ma'af can not take care of Ade"
Rahma was more guilty of herself, under any circumstances Azam always asked for ma'af and blamed himself even though it was not his fault as Azam said earlier, azam's tenderness and sincerity were so radiated that Azam was very affectionate and loved Rahma.
Azam's attitude was shown to make Rahma more guilty especially until now his heart remains the same, still in the abyss of mass - Rahma's chest tightened why it was difficult to open her heart even though Rahma had tried to be warm still Azam could not knock down the locked heart ding-ding.
Really first love is always strong, especially in there is no pain if there is pain maybe easily Rahma can forget it, especially in it there is no pain, moreover, Azam's always gentle attitude never forces every woman to want to be treated so.
But unlike Rahma, the more Azam was gentle, the more Rahma was stacked with guilt if Azam knew about the true taste of whether Azam would forgive him, just imagine Rahma goosebumps.
"*Y*a rabb please allow this heart to accept, and love him do not you make the servant always feel guilty, the servant is not able to hurt him, eliminate the sense carried away go present with a new one, the servant is not willing to hurt him,I know you do it easy"
That is what every long prostration of Rahma proposes to the creator of her heart . Rahma knew what she was doing if Azam knew it would break her heart but it really was not Rahma's intention that when deep down Rahma's heart she was also sick.
The trauma that is difficult to leave behind and difficult to open the heart makes Rahma continue to be entangled alone . what pain Rahma felt, she said, he also did not want to like this he also wanted to give his whole heart to Azam but I don't know what? it was like something was blocking his heart that Rahma had not yet understood.
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