Divine Destiny
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For some reason this day was so tiring, or tired of not being able to grasp the taste that would soon belong to someone else, everything was so quick for Azam to accept, and convince his heart. that the steps he took were not wrong.
Azam walked lunglay into his house, the atmosphere seemed quiet.
"Assalamualaikum" said Azam entering the house.although the residents have fallen asleep, still Azam said greetings, that is the teaching of Islam which is exemplified by the prophet muhamad SAW.
Even though the inhabitants of the house do not exist, we still have to say greetings, because there are angels who answer our greetings.
Slowly Azam walked up the stairs, it felt very heavy just to step. Azam sat his butt on one of the benches outside his room. His gaze, Azam looked up at the star-filled sky to decorate the darkness of the night was very beautiful, but not as beautiful as Azam, he closed his eyes considering the events of a few hours ago.....
When Rahma had returned home, Azam found a phone call from the fauzi, waiting for her at the Coffe store.Azampun immediately rushed away with his motorbike. It turns out that Fauzi was already in Coffe's shop, Azam went straight to him.
"Assynolajet.. Bro. "say Azam.
"Waalaikum salam." replied Fauzi while playing his phone.
"Order what first" said Fauzi again, Azam immediately sat in the chair next to Fauzi.
"By the way there's nothing. "say Azam was curious. Fauzi put his phone in his shirt pocket. Fauzi took a slow breath"huuppp" looked at Azam seriously.
"Zam I want to propose to Rahma. "fauzi said seriously, five words of success made Azam choke his drink"uhuk... "
Degs...
Azam was surprised instead of playing suddenly his chest was tight.
"Zam you're not papah" Fauzi said in shock at Azam's response. Azam painstakingly neutralized his attitude so that Fauzi did not think strangely.
"Gak papah Zi, I was just shocked. the time suddenly he. "said Azam behaved as if what was spoken fauzi is a joke when his heart was so sick.
"I'm serious Zam, the plan is I'll propose to him already graduation.. "
"You are serious, said Azam shocked by the seriousness of Fauzi, only answered a nod by Fauzi as an answer to his seriousness. There was pain in Azam's heart, why he had to be helped by his own friend, if Azam listened to his mama's words, surely Azam would not hurt this much.
"Again no. "said Fauzi expectant support from his best friend.Fauzi speech disperse the daydreams of Azam. Azam only nodded in response, fearing that he let out an indomitable voice made Fauzi feel suspicious.
Not long ago they stopped the chat. Fauzi pamit first because there is still business .
Azam just stared at the loss of Fauzi until lost in the darkness.
"What is Nak" said Zenab mamah Azam. The words of Zenab made Azam aghast shocked and realized in his daydream let alone mamah Zenab who was already beside Azam while enveloping Azam's body.
"Wind of the night is not good" said mamah Azam again, because Azam did not answer his words.
"What Azam's decision is correct Mah. "said Azam downstream.
"About... "
"Company of Azam"
"Are you still unwilling to try to express your feelings" suggested mamah Zenab. Azam just shook his head in response to make the Mamah sigh softly.
"Whatever the decision of the Son of Mama, Mamah supports, Azam origin will remain happy here" said mamah Azam while pointing at Azam's chest.
"Do'akan Mah" Azam answered while hugging his mama's arm. Only his mama understands Azam's current condition, a mother must know what her children feel. Although Mamah Azam was a little disappointed, why not fight even more backward before stepping, in the end people stepped over.
Is Azam sorry ? there's got to be.Let's rent? there must be.Maybe this is the flow of his destiny that must pass on the people he loves to be with others.
Although Azam's illness tried to swallow him the most important friendship with Rahma was not destroyed. That's one of the reasons Azam won't express his feelings. Fear of being left behind.
Azam forgot when there was still a faithful God accompanying where Azam stepped, even God was not jealous to see his servant love one of his creatures. But God will be jealous if his servant loves too much, to forget the creator.
What is this that Azam experienced"astagfirullah" in Azam, until Allah distanced Azam from his loved ones.
Azam continued to be privileged, with the feeling that was in his heart. "o Allah forgive the servant who has been presumptuous to keep feelings for one of your creatures and without your permission, he said, until I forget who I really need to love more.., may this path be rebuked from you... Astagfirullah forgave the mistake of the servant of Allah. "untayai kata, Azam revealed to the owner of his heart.
Make the azam a little calm, with the feeling of his heart. Azam's determination is round, Azam will let go of his feelings. Let the flow of God's destiny guide his life, whoever will be Azam's companion to the path of Allah's Ridho. Azam will accept everything that is in the line of destiny.
......"*Feelings cannot be forced......
...Just feel it, and please"...
...*Destination flow**...
