
..."Hopefully this is the beginning...
...not the end of my love story,...
...don't fox, though,...
...if only a call! "...
...*Muhammad Khoerul Azam**...
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Azam Prov.
The cold night wind woke me up at exactly one o'clock in the night, I lyrically to the left where my wife was lying, her breath so calm made me smile, I pulled a blanket to cover her body, I took a smile, I'm just afraid he's cold.
A silent night bears witness between Me and my robb.I sat on a sajah berbasbih, kahlil and last beristigfar.Keluh kesah who was tight on my chest, and,I let out it feels so tight if I keep holding it.No tears my eyes dripping down my cheeks, with the trembling of my lips spoken"Yes robb thou the owner of the heart of his body soul thou who is entitled to him,but the servant is just an ordinary human who wants him to also be my travel companion towards your ridho".
I'm satisfied I took out the burden that stifled the chest it feels now light, like I never felt tightness.Already my business with my robb, I continue to open leptop want to finish all-my work, I want to finish, and check important files.
Because now I have a big responsibility not to have to bother both parents.Actually I have pioneered my own business, mamah and father do not know, with the business I live let alone she is my wife, I've actually started my own business, it's not time I told you.
"Alhamdulillah already" I murmured.Ku lyrics to the top of the bed he was still asleep, the proof of his position is still the same when my movement is quite noisy let alone open the files.
It feels like my body feels so sore and sultry. I walked outside the room looking for angina all towards the mosque I think I miss the congregation.Ku I put the adhan as usual lapse of a few minutes of congregational morning prayers was started "Allahu akbar.." said Imam. We pray inshaallah solemnly may Allah accept our prayers.
"Assalamualaikum warahatullah.Assalamualaikumwarahmatullah alhamdulillah"
Prayer congregation is finished I think while closing my eyes until the voice that so I love to call me while his hands pat my head, I lyrics him with a smile.
"Son..."
"Yes yeah.."
He was my father, the most valuable person in my life, and my first teacher who taught me so much about life, love, love, and responsibility, many people say that the bond between the child and the parent is as thick as blood.I admit to my father's question as if he knew what I was feeling.
"Is there a problem weighing on your mind?" say Father.
"Emmmz well" I answered nervously, confused as to what to answer. If lying is impossible, it is a sin.
"Don't lie"
Two words that successfully made me swallow selavina I can not deny the target father exactly what maybe I have to tell it so that my burden is reduced or not.
"Did you love mama so much?"I said think long. My question succeeded in making my father smile while telling me to sit in the garden chair I just according to, I saw my father take a deep breath.
"Hupppp ..."'makes me even more curious to hear the story of father.
"You know I didn't love your mother" he said.
My father's words surprised me and turned to face him, I did not think it turned out that my father did not love mamah and made me even more surprised that they were married because the matchmaking made me more curious what the length of the story.
"How can you love your mom so much?"my many.
I saw a silent father emanating from his eyes a deep sadness, eyes that glared very far the gaze was empty like a broken cassette, maybe dad told me while imagining the world of his past until he turned his body around combing my net while holding onto my two shoulders.
"Don't be patient like your mama in conquering love, everything needs a struggle and remember never yell at your wife even if she makes the slightest mistake" said the father.
"Create her like you did your mama and more importantly you have to remember, the woman's heart is a little sensitive, you as the head of the household must be able to adjust to the feelings of your wife"father's words were so warm, I seemed to find a new spirit.
I just nodded my ass and understood what to do I did not feel warm the sun smiled at me until I remembered that today I want to go to my in-laws' house afraid of bad luck because the time is short ,maybe I didn't keep my word inviting him to spend the night at my in-laws' house ,because there's a lot of business that I have to deal with I hope he's not disappointed because I haven't told him in a hurry I'm in.
"Assalamualaikum.. "i liahat mamah and my wife are in the kitchen to make breakfast for us, their routine is interrupted because of my greetings they glanced to answer my greetings.
"Waalaikumsalam.."they answered compactly.
"Have come home son where your father is." asked Mamah.
"Dad saw the fish pond for a while behind mah" I replied casually.
I saw Rahma washing both her hands in the wastapel and she walked towards me, making my heart beat violently she kissed the back of my hand but a little bit different somehow, I'm afraid my mind may I get carried away until I'm a little surprised by his words and successfully make me peg..
"You want breakfast what a bath first mas…."
"Mas.." he said again, holding my arm.
Makes me realize, I don't know what is in my heart like there are flowers blooming, did I not hear wrong Rahma said. "ahh "it felt like I was crazy until I ran to the room ignoring Rahma's call, I just wanted to calm my heart that was in a deep depression.
"Bring first.." cried me, who kept running.
Happiness that almost disappeared seemed to grow back even though it was just a call.
Fabiayyialairrobikumatukadziban"Wisdom of your god which you deny "really my heart feels happy, heard his different calling, is this the beginning of my relationship with him, has he opened up a little space for me.
What an amazing thing you robb, overturning the feelings of your servants, so much of your favor but I cannot thank him for being too busy in world affairs.
"Don't unplug this taste ya robb" said my inner self.
Already calm with my heart, I immediately rushed into the bathroom to clean my body it feels very fresh. Already done the ritual bath, I wear clothes that somehow since when it is available on the bed again I like a smile and then I wear the clothes.
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