
"I am happy to have you, even if you are not as whole, and I will not force you if you are not ready,seeing you behave normally is more than enough for me. I will continue to wait until you are ready to give your heart to me" said Azam.
Azam sat pensively in a daydream while watching his eyes enjoy every gust of angina hit his skin, imagining what had happened at dawn all happened just like he realized.
"Ah..... "
" Astagfirullah.." Azam was surprised by Rahma's shout.
"Aren't you papah..?" tanya Azam panicked to see Rahma was lying down.
"Gak papah ka" Rahma's great-grandson.
"Let's wake up sister help" Rahma just nodded, Azam grabbed Rahma's right arm helping her to stand up.
"Aw. "ringis Rahma's.
"This must be your leg sprained" said Azam "emang Rahma want to say this" said Azam again.
"You take the bag that is on top of the closet "squeak Rahma slowly.
"Why not ask for help brother" protested Azam Rahma just smiled bumbling Azam just want to pinched his nose.
"Here's sister massage"
"Slow ka" carefully Azam massaged Rahma's ankle.
"Why see kaka like that ?"asked Azam flatly, Azam tau from earlier Rahma watched him.Lee Azam's speech made Rahma wrong her own behavior let alone her cheeks flushed like tomatoes it felt Azam wanted to laugh.
Trek....
"Ahhhh" cried Rahma as Azam pressed hard.
"Try Rahma slowly movement pain slowly disappeared not" said Azam.
With doubt Rahma moved her legs slowly her lips slightly grimaced with pain then Rahma tried to stand up and sure enough the pain was somewhat reduced.
"Alhamdulillah feet. Rahma's legs are not too painful.Thanks you.."
"Yes together"
Azam also took the bag that Rahma needed right and put the bag on the mattress. Rahma was so enthusiastic to immediately enter the items she needed to carry, why did I think the woman had so many items she brought made Azam dizzy to see it.
Azam just sat his butt on the chair while looking at a flat object, and fiddled with it.
"Alhamdulillah is done, we go ka.." Rahma said.
Azam only looked at Rahma carefully, so much so that he would take a moment to get rich enough to make Azam shake his head for a year. The rich behavior of Rahma of a child makes a happiness for Azam himself. I don't know if Azam is happy especially when Rahma sulks.
"Emmmz here so that kaka who brought " said Azam immediately took Rahma's bag but Rahma instead prevented it.
"But.ka…"
"Gak papah " nervously Rahma thrust her bag at Azan.Dengan glad Azam took the bag.
On the way there is no conversation at all there is only silence. And the sound of the car Azam was driving could be heard. Rahma smiled brightly looking out the window once in a while Azam glanced at his adorable wife.
"Alhamdulillah has arrived" said Azam immediately parked the car.
"Assalamualaikum Mah ,Yah" said Azam immediately entered in follow Rahma.
"Waalaikum greetings son, how are you healthy?..
ouh mamah mantu more beautiful aja" said mamah Azam spirit immediately embraced Rahma.
"Alhamdulillah healthy mah .oh yes mah I went to the room first" said Azam.
"Come." Azam said to Rahma.When Rahma just nodded and walked behind Azam but Azam's mama call made Azam stop and turn around.
"salm…."
"Dad mah"
"Why is your wife?."
"Astagfirullah Azam forgot Rahma had sprained" said Azam while patting his own eel.
"Astagfirullah son, it's been sorted yet."Mamah Azam looks so entrepreneurial, approaching his son-in-law.
"Gak papah ko Mah, Alhamdulillah was already in the same order as Azam"
"Zam carry your wife is kasian if trying to climb the stairs yourself" said Azam's father suddenly came chiming in.
Azan glanced at Rahma with a look of look on Rahma's face that held in shame and immediately lowered his head.
" Ahh.ka.." cried Rahma because Azam suddenly held her.Hand Rahma held tightly to Azam's arm may be afraid to fall occasionally Rahma looked down.
"Well, Azam went to Mah's room first"
"Let's not forget to apply massage oil"
Azam carried Rahma slowly though a little heavy but Azam was resistant for the sake of Rahma his dear wife.
" Sister.turunin" said Rahma whispered to Azam let him down but Azam did not heed Rahma's whisper but Azam continued to step.
"Ka…"
"Alhamdulillah" said Azam directly placed Rahma on the bed.
"Still sick huh" Rahma simply nodded
"Together"
"Ma'af rahma is troublesome.."
"Sutz"
Azam raised his telunju to make Rahma stop talking.During silence Azam stared at the eyeballs that always appease his heart.Azam traced the creation of God is perfect.
"Huh.. " Azam took a slightly rough breath.
"Don't apologize, Rahma did not bother kaka, all that you did was the responsibility of brother, guarding, protecting and men.well Rahma rest only brother will be gone for a while "said Azam immediately left Rahma.
"Astagfirullah, I've been patient" Azam's inner creak as he walked away.
"I'm just a weak woman who is helpless if I can open my heart to Azam Astagfirullah.I'm sorry I am a servant who cannot love him yet" Rahma muttered while looking at Azam's nervousness.
Rahma always tried to let Azam into her heart."what should I do ! am I a bad wife? " murmured Rahma to herself.
"Definitely every family wants the child inside yes to be a happiness embezzler"
Zenab's mama's speech made Rahma was satisfied even though she had discussed the issue of grandchildren .
"Can I? I don't want to upset mommy " Rahma murmured.
Rahma's mind drifted to the incident a few minutes ago when Rahma forced to go down to the bottom of the kana indeed her legs had improved even though Azam asked Rahma to eat in the room alone.But Rahma forced her down even though still a little limped.
Plasbacks.
"Aren't you sick anymore, son ?"ask mama Zenab.
"Alhamdulillah has improved" replied Rahma and immediately sat her buttocks on a chair near Azam and began to eat.
"Bismil was bornohmannirohim" said Rahma directly eat.
"As for where Nak if there is good news mamah already can't wait to carry grandchildren is Yah" said Mamah Zenab.
"Ohuk.uhuk…"
"Are you not sorry ?drink first" said Azam directly thrust water to Rahma.Rahma took the water given Azam and immediately gulped his tampa leftover.Mamah Azam speech made Rahma really surprised.
"Thank you.."
"For where to "say mamah Zenab again repeat.
Making Rahma confused about what to answer, it feels like Rahma's tongue is mute she only looks down occasionally glancing at Azam.
"..God willing in the prayer process is not only Mah, Yah.."
"Yes my prayer…."
.
.
Plasback Off's.
"Allah it is very difficult to open this heart forgive servant ya robb" inner shriek Rahma.
So many events that Rahma went through until she was at the point now .
Imprisoned by the circumstances that forced him to dock in the new port it was very difficult. It feels like just yesterday Rahma laughed with her father and was happy with Fauzi's presence but now everything changes feels like half of Rahma's life has disappeared as well.
But Rahma must rise for the sake of the person who will always be the reason she smiles and is happy "trying Rahma, you can certainly "say Rahma encourages yourself.
"What can ?" tanya Azam suddenly who just entered.
"Eh.anu.."
"No need to answer"
Jelp.....
Rahma just swallowed her own saliva why Azam always came to make Rahma so wrong .
"But thank God ka Azam was not lost to hear my babbling earlier, if the ka Azam heard can be ashamed of Me" said Rahma.
"Anu ka... When did you start working? "
"Maybe two more weeks, why?
"No passion for kaka"
Only that Rahma could say, it felt awkward what else Azam also felt so different maybe he was tired.
"Yes thanks….."
Azam walked closer to Mattur maybe he was tired and turned his back to Rahma as usual and just the last word ma'af Azam said.
"Oh well ma'af with the words mamah don't think too much"
After that there was no more conversation between them.Rahma decided to sleep honestly her eyes were already sleepy.Rahma laid her body on the side of Azam they turned to each other only the bolster that became the separator between Azam and Rahmas.
The silent night is silent or only the approaching situation.
"Yes robb thou who renews the heart of every one of thy servants, please bring love in my heart to receive it".inner Rahma and fall asleep immediately.