Diorama Love (RaniAnggara)

Disconnecting Love

Nickolas has heard what really happened to Anggara. Nickolas did not understand why the girl was so desperate to hurt an Anggara. What Nickolas regrets more is the way he cut ties with Anggara. Should I use it that way?

Tuttt.... Tutttt....

Nickolas was waiting for the girl to pick up the phone from him. Nickolas was still patiently waiting until the sweet girl picked up her phone.

"Hello," the voice was finally able to return Nickolas heard after the last time he heard when he said goodbye to continue his education abroad.

"It's me" Nickolas said with his usual cold tone.

"Yes, I know, what's wrong?"tanya dance with her impressed tone of voice does not want to linger.

"Why did you break up?"ask Nickolas directly to the heart of the matter. Dance seemed to laugh flatly at the no-nonsense question of a Nickolas.

"Why really? What right do you have to rule my life?"the question of a Hastari Anugrah that really went through Nickolas' mind. It is true what is said by dance, what is the right of Nickolas to manage dance life.

"You're a nobody Nick, so what right do you have to do? Who am I supposed to be with? And what should I do? What do you think of me as, huh? Only puppets you can arrange as you please, heh!"the word dance seems once he is holding back his emotions so as not to explode.

Nickolas himself only let out a short sigh as he closed his eyes for a moment regretting what he had just done to Hastari Anugrah. He should not judge the girl that way. The question he asked would only make Hastari Anugrah think if he was the same as Arki Anugrah, the father of the famous authoritarian Dance to the princess.

"I thought you were gonna ask me. Even I've been stupidly waiting for you to call me, Nick. But apparently it's just me waiting for you. You never think of me again. And now you haughtily ask me why I broke up with a fencing?"there was a fleeting laughter from the dance. More precisely it was the sound of laughter of sadness that she could listen to to represent her feelings being completely shattered this time around.

Nickolas was unable to answer or refute Hastari Anugrah this time. He really doesn't know what else to say. The dance words just now really made her chest feel claustrophobic. Nickolas knows he's crossed the line this time. And Hastari Anugrah was feeling very angry at him right now.

"I'm tired, Nick. I'm tired.." said the dance with a tone that sounded really weak helpless. Nickolas who heard it also felt like he was feeling what the dance was feeling.

"I don't want to pretend anymore. I want to live my life according to what I want. Not what Dad wanted. Nor does it have to be what you ask for. I'm not a doll for you two. I want to live free. I want to set my own footstep. I want to live according to my own wishes. Can I do that?"ask the dance in a tone that sounds desperate.

Nickolas leaned his back against the wall of his room. He really has hurt the heart of dance that deep. How could he have done it to the girl he actually loved.

"Don't call me again. I want to live without your shadow again, Nick. Can I?"tanya dance back cut Nickolas's words.

There was a long sigh of dance voice across the street. Nickolas did not dare to answer yes or no from the question that dance had asked him.

"Better he knows now than he knows all along I've pretended to love him" she said in a quivering tone.

"Good night, Nick,"a sudden dance camel before Nickolas had time to answer and say anything to the dance.

Dance had already hung up her phone line. Nickolas sat down with both hands propped up on his bent knees.

"I'm sorry to dance, I'm sorry." said Nickolas softly while covering up all the sadness he felt.

"You don't know what it's like to be me, Nick. I have to smile at people I don't love. I know who I choose in my heart. Why are you hurting me now, Nick. Am I that bad in your eyes" muttered Tari to herself with sobs that she could not hold back. Tears that have been shed from both of her eyelids.

Hastari Anugrah,

Nickolas Barata's,

Two people who have both been hurt for loving each other without a word.

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The Lemon Tea Author

"We both have hearts, you should know if these hearts can be broken if you are hurt"

N.A