Diorama Love (RaniAnggara)

Withstand Feelings

That morning Nickolas woke up with shaky steps. Bhakti who saw his only son was lethargic immediately rebuked him. Nickolas doesn't usually act like that.

"Hey, boy, what's wrong with you?"bhakti asked when she saw Nickolas's lethargic and lackluster face.

"No, I'm just not feeling well" said Nickolas evaded the father's question. Though Bhakti himself knew that it was not the cause of his son seeming uninspired like this.

"Alright, I'll go to the office first. You take care of your condition, if there is anything immediately to the doctor, "bhakti's message to the son only wayangnya.

"Well, yeah," replied Nickolas as he walked to deliver the father who was about to go to work. Bhakti drives his car alone. Nickolas closed the gate of his house after his father's departure.

Nickolas is very lazy to travel today. Even in his little heart he actually wanted to go to the airport to see his departure that somehow will return.

Dance had already notified the departure time of the plane she was about to board. However, Nickolas did not intend to come along to deliver the dance departure. There is already an Anggara there who will accompany the dance. So, for what else, Nickolas should be there. He will not be able to see the departure of Hastari Anugrah.

"I'm leaving tomorrow" said the dance on the phone line.

Nickolas just kept quiet and didn't answer anything. He himself was confused what to say to dance. His feelings again had to be at war between love and friendship.

"I just tell you, if only you could come," said the dance back.

I heard a hopeful tone at the end of his speech. But Nickolas remained silent, closing his eyes. He understood what dance meant by saying that.

"You..could come?"tanya dance again dare her to ask. Even though he himself had already restrained himself from blowing up tears. Dari has prepared with whatever answer from Nickolas later.

Nickolas was silent and did not comment. That alone has actually made myself feel sad dance. Dari feels she is not considered by Nickolas with her residence.

Nickolas himself also understood, deliberately asking dance to listen to his voice. Tari also hopes that she can come to deliver him to the airport. Nickolas let out a long sigh before answering the question from Hastari Anugrah.

"You already know the answer" replied Nickolas briefly.

Exactly like what is in the mind of dance. Nickolas' answer would be like that.

Dance only smiled faintly at Nickolas's reply. The tears that welled up were already directly wetting his cheeks. The reply which immediately wounded the Hastari Anugrah with the heart was delivered from Nickolas's mouth.

"Ba...alright.I don't.dak force you, see you.."dance camit instantly and then hung up his phone line before Nickolas returned his last greeting.

Dance tried to calm herself down but the pain in her heart was still unable to stop her. Tears continued to pour from his eyes. Hastari Anugrah could not lie to herself that she loved a Nickolas so much.

Across from there, Nickolas sat down and lowered his head. He knew that right now he was also hurting his own heart. He knew that there must be Dance crying because of her actions just now. But Nickolas also knows that what he is doing right now is true. Dance is the lover of Anggara Handoko, her best friend. How could he stab Anggara by seizing the dance from his side.

Nickolas has nothing to compare himself to a Hastari Anugrah who has been a treasure from birth. Nickolas doesn't have the strength to grab himself Dance with what he has right now.

Nickolas hits the wall in front of him. Until it did not feel his hand was hurt by it.

"Sorry, dance, I didn't mean to hurt you. But I am nobody now. What can I do for you? I'm so helpless." said Nickolas regretfully with what he had done to Hastari Anugrah.

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Hastari Anugrah departs for the airport escorted by Anggara and Abhimanyu. His father, Arki Anugrah, was busy with his work so he could not deliver his only daughter.

Anggara helped carry the suitcase belonging to the dance up to the last place of introduction.

Anggara with a heavy heart must give the suitcase belonging to the dance. She sees the girl she likes for the last time before she lives abroad.

"I'm sorry, I can't accompany you there" Anggara told the dance that was greeted by a smile by the sweet girl.

"Take care of yourself there, yes" Anggara said with a heavy heart as he stroked the top of the head of the girl he loved.

"Yes sister,"sahut dance.

"Often give news yes dance,"sahut abhimanyu who actually said that he was referring to Anggara. Because he knows Anggara must miss the figure of the sweet girl.

"Yes must be sis,"so dance with a smile and pull the handle of her suitcase to pull her into the waiting room.

"Let's tell me if it's there," Anggara's message came back. And again the dance just nods its head. Dance began to walk and intermittently she looked back. Anggara simply waved his hand at the dance stance which seemed to feel heavy to go.

But actually dance is looking for a figure that he hopes to bring him. And many times he looked back, he did not find the figure he expected.

Abhimanyu who understands the meaning of the actual dance attitude he also knows who the dance is looking for since. Dari must have been looking for Nickolas who was not present when it delivered him. Abhimanyu understood the relationship between the two. However, Abhimanyu did not want to say anything to honor the friendship between them.

Dari turned his face away and walked straight towards the waiting room after officers checked his ticket and passport. Dance turned her head one last time to Anggara and Abhimanyu before she actually went inside. The eyes of the dance had spread around the two people. But still he got nothing. Dance smiled in her tears, she knew what she expected was a mere waste.

Dance pulled the handle of her suitcase and walked inside with a sad heart. Those tears had already dripped just like that as soon as he turned around.

Nickolas looked from a distance at the dance that had entered the waiting room. Nickolas' heart also felt sad to see the dance that seemed to be looking for his existence.

"Sorry, sorry.I'm sorry," muttered Nickolas bitterly.

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