
After the incident we went through on the beach yesterday afternoon, I saw Deni's attitude one hundred percent change. He who was usually stiff and cold, now turned into a warmer figure and liked to smile.
He even showed it in front of Desi. He who used to talk as if only, has now started to talk a lot. That certainly makes Desi's face sparkle.
But not with me. I just don't like every change he makes. I prefer him who is stiff and cold, and just smiles at me. Selfish indeed.
Every time he asked me to talk I just answered or just muttered. I don't know why my mood changed drastically seeing Deni change. Am I afraid of losing? Even when we have no relationship at all.
"You why the hell? The face bent mutely from earlier" he started the conversation when he was about to drive me home. Now we are in his luxury car.
"No. Why me?" askaku. He just breathed a tired breath.
"If you have a problem it's a story. Let me know. If it's a gini cake, how do I know that you have a problem. And if I'm wrong, I'm sorry" he said without looking at me. All right, every word of his hits my heart. Why is he apologizing? The wrong thing is me.
"Deni. Actually the wrong is me" I said slowly while biting the lower lip. "Why don't I just like to see you smile at other girls" I added, closing my eyes. Because I was too embarrassed to see his face after what I said just now.
Long enough no sound. I tried to open my eyes slowly, and it turned out that Deni's face was plastered in front of me, more precisely in front of my face. Instantly I felt a loss of oxygen supply to breathe, and I also felt my face heating up. I could only close my eyes, not knowing what would happen next.
The sound of weirdness made me instantly open my eyes again. I saw Deni already laughing out loud and his eyes were also watery. I can only be ashamed. Shame in my own thinking. What was I expecting?
"You jealous?" tanyanya after her laughter subsided. I looked back at him. Am I really jealous?
"No. Who is jealous" I said, biting my lower lip. It became my habit when I panicked and all that.
"That's a lip why is it bitten all the time? Here I help you bite him. Can you?" he grabbed both of my cheeks in front of him. My eyes and eyes were long. A mischievous smile was drawn on her lips even though she was trying to hold back that smile.
"What the heck" with all my might pushed the filled body away. Basic perverted brain.
"Haha. I was just kidding. Where would I dare if I did not get permission from you" he said grinning horse. You weird guy, wear a grimy all over again. Though I desperately control my heartbeat that is getting crazier. Weak-headed. So weak.
Not getting a response from me, Deni revived the engine of his car that stopped on the side of the road. I just realized that we're in a slightly quiet place. Duuh, I have goosebumps huh.
After I got home, I went straight to the door and went inside regardless of Deni who was still in the courtyard. I was too embarrassed to talk to her after what happened.
Instantly my heart beat back when my memory returned to the incident.
Bugs.
I threw my body on the bed.
"Arrghh. Maddened. Crazy" rutukku while rolling his body on the mattress.
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#Deni Pov
"Why do you Bang?" the first question Revan asked, when I walked into the house.
"What?" tanyaku.
"Udah, you don't have much. Sana learned to be smart" I said as she pushed her body away.
"Lo who studied for a long time, the evidence is not clever" he sneered while trying to refrain from pushing my hand.
"Lo camel. It's noisy!" I rubbed his face rough with my palm, and next to my arm wrapped around his neck tightly.
"Ma! Mamaaaa, Mama's favorite child has gone mad" he shouted after breaking away from me as he passed into the room.
Yeah, he's Revan, my brother. My sister is the only one I have right now. Am I expecting another sister? Haha. No. gabe. Just one more. A long time ago, maybe a few years ago, I told Mama that I didn't want a wayward little brother like Revan, I just wanted a cute and sweet little sister. But Mama instead said this 'Kok asked Mama anyway. You dong who made again' answer that I did not expect. I saw Revan outraged at Mama's reply back then.
So why add another sister? If this one alone gives me a headache with all his mischief.
I set foot into my room upstairs. Instantly the memories of the events of these few days returned to my memory. And simultaneously I felt something warm tracing my heart.
Is it true that the feeling I have been feeling is love? Then can I accept Dina who does not love me at all? I don't know why I was worried about my decision.
Instantly my memory draws me to the events of seventeen years ago.
The Flash Back On.
At that time little Deni was about five years old. Mama and Papa often bring little Deni if they travel, including when meeting with colleagues. At that time little Deni did not have a sister, and Mama did not have the heart to leave little Deni at home with a maid. That's why Mama always takes little Deni with her wherever she goes.
Like at the moment. Mama brought little Deni to meet one of her friends during High School. Little Deni forgot the name of his mother's friend. Little Deni was introduced to a little girl whom he knew was the aunt's son. The girl was cute with the pink dress she was wearing. But baby, he looks dirty and grumpy. Even the girl had made little Deni cry because the toy in her hand was seized by the girl. Surprisingly, when he saw little Deni crying he also joined in crying, and it succeeded in making little Deni instantly speechless.
Mama also often had meetings with the girl's parents, because they often met eventually they became close. The girl is no longer jutek but soft and always smiling showing her toothless tooth because she likes to eat candy.
"Eni. We play yuk" he asked little Deni. Little Deni replied with a nod of his head.
After being satisfied to play Mama brought little Deni and the girl out of the room, because Mama will attend her friend's wedding while in college. The girl's mother was also invited.
"Later when we are older we also married yes Nana" said little Deni. While continuing to stare at the two brides in the pelaminan.
The girl sitting beside him smiled happily while nodding her head many times. Even they did not realize the parents were already smiling amusedly at their behavior.
After attending the wedding, little Deni never again meets Nana because Nana's family has moved out of town. It made little Deni sad and devastated. It took him two years not to remember the girl again.
Flash back off.
Denise
Revan