Dina - Deni 'Love Story'

Part 21's.

"Dina, where are you? How come there's nothing at home?" you're okay, right?" Deni hunts Dina with various questions after the 52nd call he made was finally answered also by the girl.

There is no reason why Deni did it. That was because since last afternoon Dina had no news at all. The last time they met was in the faculty canteen of Dina. After that Deni did not get any news from Dina.

Deni was quite anxious, because Dina from three hours ago did not answer the phone call from the man. It's eight in the evening now.

"I'm home again" Dina answered quietly with a distinctive voice just waking up. Because he fell asleep in his old house after cleaning up from this afternoon. Even before Dina also stopped by to eat the Grandpa on foot because the distance of his house and the tomb is not too far away.

"Whose house? How come there's no?" asked Deni again a little impatiently.

"Old house. I fell asleep after cleaning up!" dina answered after her consciousness returned. He recalled the main reason he did so. Especially if not to remove bad thoughts from his head, but also miss the Grandpa of course.

Yes, ever since Desi left her yard, Dina has started thinking strange things about Deni and Shilla. To get rid of those bad thoughts, Dina went to Grandpa's grave, then did some homework. Cleaning every corner of the house that he had not occupied for long enough. Even forgetting the location of his own phone. Even he also fell asleep in the living room, on a simple sofa that was there.

"OKAY. Wait me. I'll get you!" Deni decided on the call first. He forgot about the anxiety that had haunted him after hearing from Dina. As simple as it is to eliminate the worry of a Deni. 

"He's what the hell?" sulk Dina while staring at her phone. Then he went to wash his face. If bathing does not seem possible, because all his clothes have been taken to Deni's house.

"Even I don't have a single shirt in this house" he said after confirming the contents of the closet in his room. All that is left is a few sheets of blankets, mattress pads and also towels. The rest is not there.

Fifteen minutes later Deni arrived in his car. Looks like this guy is really worried. The distance usually traveled for more than thirty minutes it could be fifteen minutes when Deni did it. Not wrong again, this man must be jockeying on the road.

"Why don't you tell me if you want to come here?" the first question came out of Deni's mouth after Dina opened the door of her house to the man. Even his breathing still sounded like hunting was out of sport. Dina gave neither an answer nor a response, she walked up to the sofa, and sat herself there. Deni sat down next to him.

"Forgotten" he replied. Because he was reluctant to give any explanation. If Ngabarin not run away dong name? His inner. But there was a bit of guilt as well when looking at the state of this man sitting next to him.

"forget? What the hell are you? Since it was close to the name of Riyan that you changed you know?" for some reason why, Deni finally pulled out the uneg-uneg in his head. He faced to the side, towards Dina. "Actually I've been curious as to who he is, but you seem to be deliberately covering him up from me. Even every time I ask about him, you try to distract him" he continued. The man tried to turn his gaze in another direction.

Dina who heard all those words out straight from Deni's mouth felt quite surprised as well. Especially because Deni brought Mr. Riyan in the discussion this time. Men with jealousy turned out to be quite scary too huh.

"Or do you have a taste for that guy?" asked Deni again in a cold tone. This time he looked back at Dina. Deep. He needs certainty. Although it was a bit painful later, but it didn't matter. At least he already knew the truth before it felt like it was growing bigger.

Quite a moment of silence. No more words came out of Deni's mouth. It seems like everything has been removed.

"Have you?" ask Dina at the end. Deni did not give any response. Dina straightened her seat while holding her hands.

"But it's important to me Din. I need an explanation that you don't think is important. I need certainty" said Deni hoarsely staring at Dina with a difficult gaze to interpret.

"What certainty is there? It's all clear. There is nothing to doubt about us" Dina replied quickly. Somehow his heart felt pain if Deni really doubted him. Because Dina felt it was quite clear what she had been doing all this time. What else is doubted by this man? No tears were welling up in her eyes. His sight was starting to blur. A little more, those tears will spill.

"You! You made me doubt!" deni's answer really made the tears that Dina desperately tried to endure finally fall to the cheeks. Dina held her chest holding back the tightness. He tried to hold his shit.

"You doubt me? Then what about you? Huh uh?" snatch Dina did not accept. He pointed at Deni right in front of the man's chest. Dina tried to ward off tears that did not stop falling from her cheeks violently. "Do you know how scared I am when I see you close to that woman? Do you know how I try to strengthen myself when I see you close to a perfect person like him? Do you know what it's like to be me? Having nothing, having no parents, not being rich. Do you know Deni? Haaah?" dina said while shouting at the end of her sentence. He was also sobbing.

His body was bowing under the sofa. Both of his palms covered his face that was wet with tears. He brought out everything he felt. His mistrust all this time when facing the reality that was in front of him. It feels like all of that is very heavy if you keep it to yourself.

That sound is still heard. Deni let Dina with her cries. She also felt guilty for making her loved ones cry.

He shouldn't have asked that. He should not have doubted Dina. He should have trusted the woman completely. There were even more words that he should not have done.

Look now. How sad the poor girl was. How heavy the burden he had been carrying all this time. He only needed someone who was truly capable of strengthening him, not one who doubted him. He needs someone he can back up, not the one who makes him fall back and feel the same wounds. Even repeatedly.

You stupid Deni, you've made your loved ones to come back to shed their tears. Even these were not happy tears, but tears from wounds. Deni continues to curse himself.

"Shuuth's. Yes already. Don't cry anymore" Deni grabbed Dina's body into his arms. Dina tried to rebel, but her power was drained. He only resigned when Deni held him tightly.

Dina was still sobbing small in the warm embrace of Deni. Even her tears were still dripping, it was hard to stop.

Deni rubbed Dina's back slowly. "sorry. Ii'm sorry. I'm sorry I doubted you. I'm sorry for making you cry again. I'm sorry, huh? Hmm" Deni muttered softly beside Dina's ear. His hands are still busy rubbing the back of the woman who is still sobbing. Even the word sorry continues to be said.

"I'm sorry Din. I'm sorry" he said repeatedly. Even Dina did not give any response.

After quite a long time, Dina finally cried. It seemed like the woman was tired of tears. Deni gives distance between them. He held both shoulders of Dina, then stared at the woman for a long time.

His face was still wet, his eyes slightly swollen, and his long unglued hair looked a bit messy. Many hairs were also stuck on his face.

Deni raised both hands, then rubbed the remains of tears on Dina's cheeks with his fingers. Not to forget also he tidied back the hairs that stick to the wet face.

Dina just silently enjoyed every treatment Deni. Don't blame him if he misunderstands what the man is doing. Is it because you feel guilty? Or because you feel responsible? I don't know.