Dina - Deni 'Love Story'
Part 10's.
Three days of socialization has been done. It had been three days since Dina left the Grandfather in a house guarded and escorted directly by Desi's men.
There was actually a sense of unease leaving Grandfather at a time like this. But whatever the power, Dina has to do her duty. Previously Grandfather also convinced the hesitant-looking Dina to leave, and said it was fine. Dina finally established her heart to leave Grandfather for five days. May Grandpa be well, sure before leaving at that time.
This morning Dina was shocked by the arrival of someone to her place of residence. That person was Deni. Yes Deni decided to catch up with Dina who was outside the city. Actually this man was disappointed because Dina did not say anything to him, but after knowing everything from Grandpa Deni finally decided to follow Dina here.
"Deni!? What are you doing here?" shocked Dina who suddenly saw Deni in front of the inn door.
"You think?" deni asked back with her sharp gaze and cold voice. It made Dina nervous to mix in fear of being stared at like that. Moreover, Deni's cold voice just now Dina listened to him this time. Although Deni was often flat, it was never this cold.
"I'm sorry" Dina said slowly, knowing what made Deni like this. It must be because of him who left without this saying goodbye.
Deni just remained silent without making a sound. Somehow Deni felt disappointed with Dina's behavior like this. It was as if Deni felt unregarded by Dina. Especially after hearing the story from Grandpa the reason why Dina did not say her departure to Deni. Deni was not out of thought with Dina's shallow thinking. Maybe this is overkill, but this is the reality. This is what he felt.
Is it that hard to tell her? Even Dina herself had promised not to cover up what she was going through, and would always tell Deni whatever happened. But in fact Dina did not keep her promise. She prefers silence. Even Deni's parents did not know about Dina's departure. That was because Dina did not say it, even forbidding the Grandfather not to tell about his departure for five days to Deni and also the old man.
"I'm sorry for what? You are not wrong. Here I am the only one who is too overrated. I also forget that I am nobody to you. It is this one-sided love that makes me like this. Sorry for forcing my feelings too much" Deni did not continue his sentence. He took a deep breath to regulate his emotions that were already close to peaking. Even he was reluctant to stare towards Dina. Not because of what, he was only afraid that this uncontrolled face could make Dina even more afraid. Even though Dina was already frightened by her cold and non-relaxed way of speaking.
"I know, maybe you're not comfortable with what I'm doing. I can't force you to return my feelings. Once again I'm sorry, maybe I was too excited so you could return what I felt. But now I realize, because all of that can't be forced. Because what starts with coercion ends up not good. And as for our matchmaking, you can cancel it. Free is also continued if at first it is like this" he continued with a slightly more relaxed tone.
"One more time, if you accept this matchmaking just because of Grandpa's request, you take it easy. I had already talked about this with him and he also understood" Deni said at length.
Suddenly Dina could hear every word that came out of the man's mouth. Dina just kept quiet without refuting a single word.
Everything Deni said was true. All this time only Denilah showed her seriousness towards Dina. It was Denilah who sacrificed a lot all this time for Dina. Even Dina accepted this matchup only because Grandpa wanted it.
"Why are you talking about that?" dina's voice was already shaking withstanding the cries. "I knew I was wrong, and regarding the matchmaking, it was true that I accepted it because of Grandpa" Dina said sobbing. His hands were busy dispelling the tears that continued to seep with his swiftness. "Fucking tears" he blatantly cursed.
"Regarding your feelings that I haven't had time to reply to, I'm sorry. That doesn't mean I won't pay it back. It's too soon for me, and I need time for it. And I also apologize for not saying anything to you about my departure. That doesn't mean I don't consider you, it's just that I don't want to trouble you anymore. It's been quite the sacrifice you've made all this time to me and Grandpa. I'm afraid that someday I won't be able to pay it back. I was scared" Dina said again, and her crying grew louder. Now those fucking tears she let flood her face.
Actually Deni could not bear to see Dina like this. But how else. Deni just wishes Dina had said that she loves Deni too. He needed this man in front of him. That was all a Deni expected. He needs recognition and certainty. Not because of this stupid match that he had planned himself.
He knew what he was doing was very pushy. It could be that after this Dina actually left and left him. But because he also needed certainty, he was willing to face what would happen later.
If Dina really had any taste in him, surely Dina would have stayed with what she had planned. They continued their match. But if Dina has no taste in him, she resigned. Maybe Dina wasn't betrothed to match up with her.
"I have to go. You must take care of your health. Do not get sick" Deni immediately stepped out his legs leaving the inn yard.
"Deni, wait!" dina's shout stopped Deni's footsteps who were already five meters away from her. "I beg you, I'm sorry. Hiks hyks" said Dina while hugging Deni's body from behind. Dina cried a hiccup on Deni's back.
"I have to go" said Deni slowly as he released Dina's hand that was coiled around her waist, then stepped his legs again towards the car parked on the edge of the yard.
Dina could only cry to see the departure of people who had been present in her life. Dina was confused by her own feelings. Now Dina could only sit languidly in the courtyard. Deni who saw it could only breathe out slowly, not heartily.
You must decide for yourself Na, whether to cancel this stupid match or accept my feelings. Inner Deni. Then drove the car away from Dina.
