Dilla (Dilla's Journey of Love)

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From then on, they became very familiar and close. Often spend time together, whether to the mall, watch, study groups, play at the house of one of them, hiking, etc. They really enjoyed the good times of High School with a pleasant impression.

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If our days are accustomed to the presence of someone who is always there when we need, while we are no longer dependent on our parents, we are, the presence of others who pay special attention to us makes us more dependent on it, with all forms of affection and attention then we will be trapped in a new condition that will be difficult to move, namely comfort.

That is why people who are in love are very difficult to give positive advice and feedback. They tend to impose their desires and feelings because they are comfortable with their position. Sometimes common sense is not enough to stem it, because it is closed with its ego.

The presence of others who are able to make us always feel comfortable, protected and cared for, without us knowing it will also make us forget about ourselves and feel everything is more beautiful even if until we feel up to a point where the contentment of the self is material, whatever we want will always be fulfilled by it will obviously make it more difficult and burdensome for us to release it.

Unlike when the two are faced with conditions that require one of them to go and be far apart with us, it is certain that it will affect the condition of the relationship. This relationship, known as Long Distance Relationship (LDR ), both must be able to face all the challenges, because inevitably or like to not even be ready will affect both.

Temptation that often comes both from outside and from within the personal both. The temptation is very heavy, not only feel an excessive longing, but also there is a feeling of emptiness, loneliness, loneliness, even to the extent that those who usually often meet and interdependence will be confused to do the usual things together and now have to do alone.

Things like that will be a challenge when committed to establish LDR, in addition to involving the heart and many thoughts that play a role in it will also affect life and habits.

Sometimes there are some people will be desperate to catch up and sacrifice the life that should be lived, but who choose to end it because they cannot afford to be far apart.

If you choose to survive, then there must be 2 hearts that struggle to maintain commitment, mutually strengthen and give each other confidence to survive, by choosing to defend, by choosing to defend, do not rule out the possibility of one of them will get to the point of saturation and tired themselves, feel struggling alone, often misunderstood, hurt, suspicious - suspect, suspect, it is bad to think and even always have negative thoughts that can ultimately destroy the relationship itself.

Therefore the heart and mind must work in balance and keep going hand in hand, love sufficiently and love accordingly so as not to overburden the heart to work excessively.

Logic and feeling must be managed properly in order to stay sane, both must play a role properly so as not to overload deeper. In order not to think too much about it enough pray that the Creator keeps his heart for us and we are able to go through all the processes.

(PS: Never depend on creatures but depend on God, for God will not leave you for any other business!).

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Today is exactly 4 months, Dilla and Sean are engaged and undergoing LDR. Currently Dilla enjoys being with her friends at school, so far quite managed to take her mind off of Sean. Sean, who has been 2 months, has also never returned to Bandung due to the many tasks of college and preparation to face UAS which does not allow him to go home. The promise to go home this week can not be fulfilled anymore because of it. Dilla understood, because after UAS, Sean will go home and vacation in Bandung.

Although Sean routinely and almost every day contact Dilla, Dilla still feels something is lacking. At any given time there are times when Dilla wants to be able to share stories directly without being limited by pulse and time with Sean.

It's just that Dilla is not a selfish human being who always imposes his will. Dilla had never bothered about such a small thing, after all they had agreed everything in the beginning before Sean decided to go to college in Jogja.

Dilla is aware of and accepts all the consequences of the LDR relationship that she lives so that her relationship with Sean remains fine, so that their ideals and plans will be realized. Dilla could only pray that God would always take care of Sean's heart for him and vice versa.

Dilla's mind drifted, counting how many weekends she had spent without Sean with her, considering Sean regularly took her away for the night.

Missing it was like that, the tip of his lips slightly lifted, recalling everything he had been through with Sean for these 7 years. Dilla Beristghfar tried to shift her mind. Currently Dilla needs to focus on facing the UAS that will soon be faced.

Suddenly all his daydreams caved when he heard the sound of his HP ringing loudly. Dilla looked at her HP screen, saw Dhera's name there. Dilla picked him up and took his call.

📞Dilla

"Assalamu'alaikum Bc .. "

📞Dhera

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Dilla .."

📞Dilla

"What's up, Ra? so tumben lo, want to take me tonight minggun y?"

📞Dhera

"So, I'm very LDR, just as rich as I am 'Jose'

📞Dilla

"Crazy, but at least my future is clear"

📞Dhera

"That's what a fiancee thinks her future is mulu .. haha"

📞Dilla

📞Dhera

"Yes dech yes .. I hope his eyes are sane yes not squeaky"

📞Dilla

"Songong lo, if you're the real one"

📞Dhera

"Hahahaha, kali joking .. sensi very much lo, santei aja .. cepet old lo later"

📞Dilla

"Over old and everywhere times .. hahaha"

📞Dhera

"Huuu .. it's okay older but I'm cute"

📞Dilla

"Family what?..absolute item?.. hahaha"

📞Dhera

"Hahaha .. have not been kelar-kelar if gini continues.. woi Dil, children are not making snack, come along?"

📞Dilla

"Seriously? .. What time?"

📞Dhera

"Seriously, I know Sean is not back so I ajakin lo.tar at 10 I picked y"

📞Dilla

"Ok dech, I'll be waiting, honey"

📞Dhera

"See you my love"

📞Dilla

"Amit-amit, jiji .. I'm going to take a shower. Assalamu'alaikum

📞Dhera

"Haha... Greetings wa'alaikum, kudil"

Dilla rushed to the bathroom because it was now 9 o'clock, there was 1 hour for her to get ready before Dhera picked her up.

They were already in Dhera's car preparing to go to the mall. The road to the mall is quite crowded, so they are a little late to the mall.

After Dhera parked his car, they stepped towards the entrance of the mall and approached his friends who had promised to meet at a place to eat. Dhera and Dilla circulated their gazes, as Ammy and Beno waved their hands. Ammy and Beno were together a month ago, and now they're officially dating.

Dilla's steps stopped when passing one of the tables in the food court, Dilla did not want to be bad, but her eyes were still normal 'But why is there a woman next to her?' his inner.

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