Dilla (Dilla's Journey of Love)

Not Regretting

Dilla and Dhera are already on the train, he remembered the story of Fathan when driving them to the station earlier, it did make Dilla a little thought he was afraid he made the wrong decision,"Ra, he said, I made the decision, right?" ask him to Dhera.

"This is God, the most true. I know you're a little influenced by Fathan's story that Sean said that he never felt like he'd slept so beautifully?"

"Yes, I just don't want to give her time to explain to the real me," regretted Dilla while leaning her back on the backrest on the train seat and her gaze turned beyond the glass of the train that has now walked leaving Tugu Jogjakarta station to Bandung station.

"Lo is not evil Dilla, according to me with the presence of Beautiful between lo and Sean may also be a clue that Sean is not your soul mate," Dhera is trying to restore Dilla's positive thoughts, which have recently been a little sensitive and always feel guilty.

"Yes, Ra, maybe this is the way, I have to be sure. I don't want to know anymore about Sean's business, whatever happened is enough to explain with me coming to the house, Sean who wears casual clothes and then appeared a woman from the room religiously was wrong, at list Beautiful again pregnant, whether yes or not, Sean's child or not, or not, keep them one house should have been married first just stay one roof," regretted Dilla back who regretted Sean's attitude.

"Yes that also makes me shocked when I entered the house was denger lo cry, koq no other women?, and?, sister Mina was also when I actually entered but I told her to wait in the car with Fathan. I think Indah does not need to know all this time brother Mina and Fathan are the ones who have helped us, however they are one campus, should they still not know each other, really not?"

"Ah yes, that's also what I think you do not get Beautiful know who's brother Mina and Fathan, you are my best friend, Ra. Thank's yes!" Dilla hugged Dhera.

"That's what friends are for, when one is down one becomes the support, is that right?" goda Dhera, Dilla chuckled and let go of her embrace.

"It is true, my till jannah friend, jazakillah yes have been faithful to me, studying together, school together and now we move together, bismillah yes Ra, hopefully we can istiqomah," Dhera nodded his head.

"Aamiin, God willing, we remind and encourage each other!" dhera said, they are now starting to sit with their own thoughts.

Dilla and Dhera have now arrived in the city of Bandung, they were picked up by papa Dilla at the station, which Dhera had previously contacted. Dhera plans to stay a few days at Dilla's house because her parents are out of work, when Dhera usually stays at Dilla's house which is like a second home for her. So he also wanted to accompany Dilla until he was absolutely sure Dilla would be okay.

During the trip Jogja - Bandung Dhera pretended to fall asleep to pay attention to Dilla who was just silent, beristighfar and shed tears. Dhera is very understanding of his feelings, although Dilla has admitted sincerely according to Dhera it will not be easy, considering they are in a relationship for 9 years.

Dhera just trying to always be beside Dilla, accompanying Dilla was enough to make him calm can be a friend who can strengthen when his best friend slumped.

Arriving at Dilla's house, Dilla's mother welcomed the arrival of the two with a hug, Dilla's mother already knew what happened in Jogja every time she tried to contact Dhera, because Dilla's mobile phone was always disabled. Mama Dillq really did not expect Sean can do the same thing, even though he knows Sean is a good, honest and sholeh child who is very caring for Dilla even though they have been close and very familiar 9 years.

"Assalamu'alaikum, ma!" Dilla kissed her mother's hand then hugged her with tears that she did not want to come out and drip.

"Wa'alaikum greetings, dear. Patience, this is the best decision as you wish to ask for the best, right?" mama Dilla returned her embrace while gently rubbing her back.

"Together aunt, don't worry as long as I'm all safe." Dhera let go of his embrace and raised her thumb.

Mama and Papa Dilla smiled at Dhera's behavior, "Come now you take a shower first keep breakfast, mama has made a special fried rice for you," said Mama Dilla

"Geez!" dilla and Dhera answered together.

They rushed upstairs to Dilla's room, Dhera took a towel from Dilla's closet, the towel she used to wear while staying at Dilla's house, Dhera immediately took a bath and changed her clothes. When finished now it's Dilla's turn to shower and change clothes, then they went down to enjoy breakfast made by Mama Dilla.

While enjoying breakfast together, the sound of a bell ringing indicates someone is coming,"Who is coming?" mama Dilla got up from her seat and walked towards the door.

Beyond a doubt, it was Sean's parents who came to visit so early, of course, for important matters regarding Dilla's relationship with Sean. Sean's parents, of course, have heard and want to know the problems that are going on between Dilla and Sean.

They regret the attitude of Dilla who has made her own decisions without talking first with them as her parents. Dilla's parents straighten out so that there is no misunderstanding in the future between them, because after all their relationship both as candidates for besan and neighbors must remain good.

Seen the emotional face of Sean's father heard what Dilla said, but papa Dilla tried to calm him so that Sean's father was not emotional because what Dilla saw was not necessarily true.

Finally they agreed to talk about this back together after Sean finished his UAS and returned to Bandung so that everything became clear and clear. Dilla was forced to agree to the parents' agreement.

As a friend, Dhera tried to strengthen Dilla, "In the Shayah Allah Dilla, all there will be the best way, we just sincerely and resignedly live it. Isn't that what we got from ustadz Saiful?"

"Yes Ra, bismillah yes. Do'ain I can get through this, I want all this to pass quickly."

"Surely, my dear friend .. without you asking, I always wish you all the best."

They embrace again, Dilla feels lucky God presents Dhera as his friend who is always there and strengthen him.

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TB