Dilla (Dilla's Journey of Love)

Seeking Answers

Dilla understood, after getting a solution from Ustadz Saiful, Dilla and Dhera were immediately resigned to go home, now Dilla was calm after getting confidence in the answer to the instructions she got.

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Dilla conveyed what she got from Ustadz Saiful's explanation to her parents, they supported whatever Dilla's decision was ultimately. Because they think Dilla's happiness is the main and only Dilla has the right to determine her own happiness.

Because this semester Dilla's lecture schedule is very crowded and many time-consuming college assignments, Dilla had just got the right time after her 3rd semester final exam around January and that was October, still 3 months away want Dilla to be able to quickly solve the puzzle of the answer to his prayers so far. But anyway there are obligations and responsibilities of Dilla which according to him is equally great. Dilla chose to complete the schedule of lectures and assignments until the end of this semester.

After Dilla got the certainty of the UAS schedule on the campus, Dilla sent a message to sister Mina to find out the UAS schedule on the campus, because Dilla thought that their UAS schedule was in unison, because Dilla thought that their UAS schedule was in unison, after the UAS is off and on holiday maybe Sean will return to Bandung, so it is also free Dilla to Jogja when Sean is in Bandung.

After getting the UAS schedule info on Sean's campus from Mina's sister, Dilla is very grateful because her schedule is different 2 weeks from her UAS schedule that means Dilla has a lot of time to go to Jogja before Sean is off this semester.

Dilla had planned his departure to Jogja with Dhera, this time they went together without giving news to his other friends because his departure to Jogja this time was not for vacation but fulfilling the instructions he had obtained so far especially clarifying his relationship with Sean.

Dilla always contacts Mina to ask Sean for news, but Mina has started to get busy with the preparation of her final assignment, so it's rare to meet Sean on campus even for a year now Mina doesn't know anything about Sean. Likewise with Fathan, according to Mina Sean seems to avoid Fathan, he had long wanted to convey it to Dilla but Mina was worried that Dilla even became burdened and thoughtful.

Dilla also told Mina what she had been through so far, Mina was actually a little surprised, she also regretted forgetting Dilla's mandate to look after Sean. Mina became reminded of Beautiful, several times she met Beautiful but not together with Sean, so Mina thought they were not related especially Beautiful may have been repentant chasing Sean.

Mina promised to help Dilla when Dilla was in Jogja later, coincidentally, one room at the boarding house had just been empty, Mina took the initiative to immediately contact the boarding guard because she would pay the rent for the room a month for Dilla and Dhera while in Jogja later.

And now Dilla is at a cafe near her campus with Dhera to fix the task that must be collected this afternoon, after both of them have completed their tasks, Dilla remembered the emails she had previously opened when she graduated High School containing a threat tone, furthermore, he has never again opened emails from the same person and he does not know, even though he actually knows that the sender is beautiful.

There are some emails that he has not opened so far, maybe it's time he read the emails. Dilla opened the emails she had been avoiding reading, they came from the same address from the time she graduated High School until the last few months ago, and it seems like the person never sends him an email again. Dilla seemed lazy to read one by one the email, he paused to read it all he did was click one by one as if it had been read when only he clicked open then he closed again.

"Why don't you read it, I want to read it too, Dilla?!" Dhera was very curious about the contents of the email.

"My males, want UAS nih tar even thought" explained Dilla.

"Aahhh .. yes, mending we find out directly, what is in Jogja?"

"I'm also curious, the Slamet met me just like dodging it, Ra".

"Well, he was kayaking? there must be something"

"Let it be, which obviously I want all the obvious cepet, if it must end the alesannya must be clear dong ya, because honestly only part of my heart still want Sean so my soul mate"

"Yes, I understand but if it turns out you're not sincere, right?"

"This is God very sincere"

Mereka pun berpelukan dan segera keluar dari warnet itu dengan membawa print out tugas yang baru saja mereka selesaikan untuk dijilid dan dikumpulkan di meja dosen mereka.

After completing the task, they went home, this time Dilla who brought her car and drove Dhera to her home. In the car they never keep quiet there is just discussed and the music that accompanies them is no longer the music about romance they used to sing when High School this time they prefer nasyid, nasyid, by hearing such songs make their hearts more shady and become a reminder of the sins they committed without them knowing.

One of the nasyid groups they like is The Dzikr from Malaysia, one of the nasyidnya really like what Dilla is experiencing at this time, until Dilla often repeated it and a little make Dhera tired of hearing it, because only one nasyid was repeated from the many nasyid The Dzikr.

Begging for Love

God used to call for sympathy

To a blind man

Then I was dragged down in a restless mouth

The bleeding heart wounds are now getting worse

Last night it was at its end

The story of a thousand sorrows I wish had passed

I don't want to go back

My God of sin is high

But your grace is wide

The price of my gratitude

Only after Thy favor on earth

God, though repentance is often denied

But your forgiveness never brimmed

When I take a step at you

A thousand steps You are close to me

The nasyid lyrics really hit Dilla's heart, she did not want to blame anyone because Sean was good, sholeh, the prayer is good, the recitation of the Qur'an was very good. What is unfortunate about themselves because they do not understand the aqidah, feel in love for the first time they are engaged Dilla think because the fiance is half legitimate, it turns out to be wrong at all, Dilla thinks because the fiance is half legitimate, it is wrong at all, when remembering everything Dilla always felt sinful, regret always comes too late.

"Astaghfirullahaladziim" suddenly Dilla beristighfar with a little shouting and of course made Dhera surprised spontaneously.

"Allahu akbar, Dilla why are you? crazy I was shocked, fortunately my heart ori try if abal-abal dislodged right"

"Hahaha ... surprised are you? sorry .. sorry, Ra! every nasyid horror, my memory feels so muter-muter to the events before, when I do not understand" explained Dilla.

"Yes I understand, let alone me also where I twice again fit SMP right Tomi, only 2 months but still I ever hope blind love, just 2 months, lastly same Ricky yes you know our own courtship like how, where my first kiss with him again .. aaahh nyesek Dilla, kasian my husband later, aahh nyesek Dilla, if inget it so want to cry kecer tau no?" Dhera covered her face with both hands.

"Well, you know what I mean? I'm the same if I want everything, dear if I'm not a match with Sean .. hiks!" Dilla suddenly sobbed remembering everything.

"Udah Dilla, do not discuss first we focus first on UAS, the last day of UAS malemnya we go directly to Jogja, ok!" Dhera patted Dilla's shoulder quietly while calming down.

"Oh yes, Ra .. advice ustadz Saiful we have to invite one of the akhwat and ikhwan to nemenin, but I do not want Ra, it seems quite the same lo, lo, continue there to meet with sister Mina, there is also Fathan, bring others shame I disgrace is a ginian problem"

"Yes later you just contact ustadz Saifulnya aja, in shea Allah is okay like that"

"Okay, let me call him at home".

After delivering Dhera, Dilla returned home and immediately contacted ustadz Saiful about his departure to Jogja, and ustadz Saiful did not object to Dilla's decision. Dilla felt calm after talking to ustadz Saiful.

Today is the last day UAS Dhera has stored the goods he will bring to Jogja at Dilla's house and after college he will go directly to Dilla's house, cause tonight they're gonna take Dilla's papa to the station.

Now that they're at the station, Dilla's saying goodbye to papa and his mom who happened to deliver, "Bah, mah, Dilla said yes, do'ain ya! Assalamu'alaikum" Dilla kissed her parents' hands.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, be careful dear!" mama Dilla hugged Dilla and kissed her on the top of her head and rubbed her gently.

"Papa do'ain is best for you, son! Careful yeah!" now it's Papa Dilla's turn to hug and kiss the tip of her head.

Dhera also said goodbye to papa and mother Dilla, they entrusted Dilla to him and told them to always inform whatever happened there.

Dilla and Dhera also entered the train which will soon depart to Jogja leaving Bandung station. The train is starting to move.

"Bismillahi majreha wa mursaha inna robbi laghofururrohim" they said.

Dilla immediately informed Mina through a short message that they were already on the way to Jogja, Mina and Fathan who would pick her up later when they reached Jogja.

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