Dilla (Dilla's Journey of Love)
The kid?
They went as usual Fathan became their driver, but what makes Fathan confused their attitude back cheerful and noisy, basic woman's mood was quickly changed, briefly a smile a little angry a little chatty, a little chatty, but Fathan would rather see them like that than them being silent and angry like that.
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The next day Dilla looked more excited after getting tausiyah from ustadz Saiful yesterday and after the morning prayers. As well as getting support and reinforcement from his parents who continue to pray for Dilla, hope there is the best decision, because according to his parents if it is a match with Sean any obstacles will be easy to pass.
Yesterday Dilla did have a little wavering unprepared if it was true that the occupants of the house as told by the mother he met on the road, how if Sean really felt so painful for Dilla, but his closest friend who has had the same purpose in life, Dhera always beside him to remind Dilla that she must remain strong in facing the decision that God gave not to be too hopeful with humans, hope that the best of God whatever happens Dhera will remain as his friend, that is to have a friend. Dilla is grateful to be surrounded by people who can always strengthen themselves when they falter like this.
Today, Dilla and Dhera walk early in the morning while looking for breakfast, This time Mina can not accompany them because it happens that today Mina there is a lecture schedule, as well as Fathan, this time, they'll also find out Sean's class schedule today. After college, they will return to the home address given security where Sean went yesterday.
Dilla and Dhera enjoy this morning in Jogja, they miss the city's typical gudeg breakfast, a thing they rarely do at home, because the breakfast is identical to bread or fried rice, this is what is missed when in Jogja gudeg breakfast by sitting on the side of the road.
After enjoying breakfast and spending it, Dilla and Dhera return to Mina's boarding house, as Mina's lecture schedule is only until 10 a.m, they decided to get ready soon so that when Mina and Fathan returned they would not wait any longer.
Surely not long after the sound of a car engine in the garage where Mina's boarding house, Dhera looked out the window to see Mina and Fathan's car had arrived.
Dilla and Dhera immediately exit the room and lock it, Mina wants to contact Dilla if she and Fathan want to wait for him in the garage, but it turns out Dilla and Dhera are in front of her car, "Eh, Dilla is waiting for him in the garage, just now, sister wanted to call you Dilla" said Mina
"Hihihi, .. It's okay, brother, we're ready from earlier so you don't wait long," kekeh Dilla.
"Yes, let's go up!" take Mina
They immediately boarded the car that was still on the engine because Fathan had not turned it off. Mina conveyed the information she got, if today Sean has no lecture schedule. Mina proposes that Dilla go to Sean's boarding house first who knows Sean is there, but Dilla still wants to go straight to the address given by security at Sean's boarding house, Dilla was very curious about the house, although later did not find Sean there.
There they were at that place, but now it seems that Dilla is stronger and ready to face anything. Fathan remains waiting in the car, only Dilla, Dhera and Mina are down to accompany Dilla. When she almost got to the front of the house in question, Dilla asked Dhera and Mina to wait for her at the stall yesterday.
Dilla did not want to attract the attention of neighbors in the neighborhood. Dhera and Mina were willing to wait for Dilla at the stall with a note that Dilla had to contact them if anything happened or bad things that Indah did to her. Dilla nods her head with a faint smile, "In the way of Allah, please pray and dhikr just yes may all be well" he said.
Dhera and Mina held out their thumbs and gave Dilla strength and strength. Dilla began to step towards the house whose address was given security yesterday, 'Bismillah, O Allah, give the servant strength and spaciousness, do not make the servant weak and helpless, ' Dilla prayed in her heart.
Dhikr can not be separated he said in his heart, Dilla was curious what happened here as long as Dilla search for identity and learn a little away from Sean because he wanted to have a better relationship in the future.
This is where Dilla is now in front of a tenement door located at the very end of the alley, Dilla glanced slightly left and right very quiet. Dilla shrugged her shoulders and closed her eyes while taking a deep breath as she continued chanting dhikr and prayer in her heart.
His hands began to clench preparing to knock on the door of the house. Without a doubt Dilla finally raised her hand and knocked on the door slowly, the first knock without this greeting no one opened the door, 'maybe not astonished, ' her inner self.
After giving a slight pause, Dilla began to raise her fist back this time accompanied by a greeting.
Tok .. tok .. tok !
"Assalamu'alaikum." he said
There was the sound of footsteps, which Dilla was very familiar with, the sound of strong footsteps belonging to Sean, and the answer behind the door answered Dilla's greeting, "Wa'alai" his reply was stammered as the door opened slightly and clearly saw the person knocking on the door in front of him.
Sean was surprised to see the figure who had always been the occupant of his heart and soul, which was now in front of him. Sean stared fixedly at Dilla unblinking, Dilla felt uncomfortable and immediately turned her face to the other side, which was not the case, Dilla was quite surprised to see the appearance of Sean with shorts and T-shirts and Sean's motorbike parked inside the house.
Sean was confused, there was a fear clearly visible on his face when he looked at Dilla, Sean really did not want Dilla to misunderstand. And before long the voice of a woman from inside seemed to be the voice of a room in the house, "Who's coming, dear?"
"What?" spontaneously Dilla showed an expression of her overwhelming shock at hearing the voice of the woman calling out 'honey' this was really beyond her shadow. But Dilla doesn't want to be selfish, it's not Sean's fault, it's not his fault that he chose a better path.
"Dilla, honey, please don't misunderstand me!" Sean pleaded with his palms together in front of his chest.
Then Sean clasped Dilla's arm, but Dilla immediately threw Sean's hand, "Don't touch me Sean, we're not mahrom!" ketus Dilla, he is not a hypocrite but is the rule in his religion.
"Dilla, please come in first I'll clear it's all the same to you!" Sean kept begging Dilla not to leave.
Dilla thought and also did not want to leave, because it was her intention to seek answers and resolve everything at this time regardless of her decision. Dilla complies with Sean, and enters the house, and Dilla sits in a single guest chair inside the house.
Actually his mind was a little chaotic and hurt and his feelings, but he had to be able to face everything, after all he had been begging with his prayers, not to mention he was privileged and asked for strength in his heart, so that the aura of constancy from Dilla's face even though he had to show with difficulty, and managed to control his emotions properly.
Silence, that's what happened no one started the conversation. Dilla lowered her head because Sean did not let go of his gaze in the slightest.
That's when a woman from one of the rooms came out with an imperfect hijab, just a triangular head covering without a pincer on her chin, both edges of her hijab tucked between her ears, the tip of the hijab was left to fall down and of course a lot of hair came out.
Who is this woman?, why is Sean together with her in this house? it feels like Dilla is after Sean with a lot of questions in her head. But Dilla paused and tried to hold it, until she saw the woman sitting sweetly next to Sean by hooking his arm on Sean's arm and leaning his head on Sean's shoulder.
Dilla is quite uncomfortable seeing the scenery in front of her eyes that is unusual for her, Dilla hopes this is just a nightmare or she is wrong people, but unfortunately all this is real in front of her. Sean began to be uncomfortable with Dilla's gaze, Sean tried to release the woman's arm hook, but the woman even tightened the connection.
Dilla did not want to linger seeing the sight that damaged her eyes, heart and mind. It's amazing that Sean can do that in front of him, "Well Sean, I can't seem to linger around waiting for your explanation," Dilla broke her silence so that all would soon be lost in front of her.
But the woman instead asked Dilla, "Who are you? what should Sean explain to you?" the cynical questions and slicing gazes addressed to her from the woman were like a bolt of lightning that struck and nearly scorched Dilla.
Sean really did not dwell in front of the woman, for some reason Sean was very difficult to say. Dilla hates Sean's attitude like that, hates it like he's not the Sean he's known all along. Is this what I mean by that answer? God showed the vagueness of Sean's current attitude.
Not a word came out of Sean's mouth, he just fixated on staring at Dilla, feeling uncomfortable even Dilla immediately answered the woman's question beside Sean, "I Dilla mbak, I am, maybe I used to be Sean's fiancee but from now on it's nobody else, I'm just here for the gin's cross."
"Eehh, no dear .. You're still my fiancee, you can't kill yourself, Dilla!" Sean finally stood up and walked over to Dilla.
But before reaching Dilla who was sitting a little far away from him, the woman immediately pulled Sean's arm, "You stepped, this child is dead!" threaten
Dilla was increasingly confused and did not understand the situation that was very cornering her, "Son? whose child?" Dilla frowned in confusion. Dilla looked at Sean and Beautiful alternately, full of question marks, really Dilla did not understand what had happened between them.
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