Different Faiths But the Same Amen

95. Self Introspect

"Mommy Gi wants to see Rose!" pinta Dina to her son.

"Ma, if you want to thank Rose, Gio please don't sacrifice Gio's happiness." Varen also said the same thing to his mother. Just like his papa. Varen's mother was silent at her son's request.

"Yes, mama promised." said Dina confidently.

Varen then pushes his mother's wheelchair into the iccu room. Where Rosalinda is being treated.

Dina was very sad to see Rosalinda's condition. He knew Roslinda must not be okay. Because with his own eyes he saw Rosalinda who bounced until finally hit for the second time.

Dina began to cry to see a lot of medical devices attached to Rosalinda's body. In her heart, she prayed that Rosalinda would be given a miracle. So that Rosalinda still has a chance to live her life.

When he saw Jane limp by leaning on the front seat of the iccu room. Dina became even more sad. He could feel what Jane was feeling right now.

Even though Dina dislikes Rosalinda for constantly bothering her son. Not that he lost his sense of empathy with what befell Rosalinda. Moreover, Rosalinda was like now for helping him.

"Ma" Dervish saw his wife coming out of his room and began to approach.

"You're patient Jane! I'm sure Rose is a strong boy." said Dina to encourage Jane.

Jane nodded her head slowly. It was clearly Jane's sadness. He just kept crying so that Darwis could not leave him earlier.

"Tante Jane hasn't eaten yet, has she? I'm buying to eat!" Jane smiled and got Varen's attention. But Jane shook her head.

"Tante is not hungry Gi" he said softly.

"But you have to eat Jane, you also need energy to wait for Rose. Do not let Rose realize, you are sick." said Darwis.

"You're buying food for aunt Jane, and for papa, Gi!" darwis orders were directly executed by Varen.

Actually, Varen just wanted to go out for a smoke. It was already from noon that he did not smoke because he had to wait for his mother.

Varen walked through a long hallway. Before he finally arrived in front of the hospital. Varen deliberately did not want to buy food in the hospital canteen. Because he wants to smoke first. So Varen chose to buy food at the food stall in front of the private hospital.

After two cigarettes. Varen is back in the sick. At first glance he saw a woman who resembled his lover, Ticia.

"Ticia's Kayak?" muttered Varen doubtfully.

Varen searched his phone and wanted to see if it was his girlfriend. But shit, Varen's phone was left in her mother's nursery.

Varen suspects that Ticia came to see her mother. He sent a message to Ticia. But only read by Ticia without reply.

But Varen felt strange. The woman who resembled Ticia was walking with a man. And Varen is also no stranger to the man's stature.

Varen, who is always jealous every time she sees her boyfriend with another man, becomes angry. His mind was no longer because of the incident that befell his mother. Added to its jealousy.

When we get to the intersection. The man took a straight path. While the woman stopped in place. It seems that the woman is waiting for someone. And, at that time Varen saw clearly if the woman was really his lover.

Out of anger, Varen who walked from behind only passed Ticia so. Though at that time, Ticia who had already turned her head was greeting him.

I felt strange about Varen's attitude. Ticia started following Varen. "Sister, I brought my own bread for Aunt Dina" said Ticia happily while showing the package she brought.

But Varen kept quiet. He didn't heed Ticia at all. Keep walking without looking.

"Sir Vava why the hell?" ticia asked puzzled by Varen's sudden change in attitude.

"Sister!!" ticia held Varen's hand.

"Please!" varen said coldly.

"Lo why the hell?" Ticia doesn't know what's going on with Varen.

"Think of it yourself!"

"Gue is not a shaman who can guess a person's mind, even shamans can not guess people's minds." Ticia doesn't know what's going on anymore.

Varen stopped his steps. Then she turned her head to look at the confused Ticia with her changed attitude.

"Lo knows that my mom has been in an accident, but you may not sympathize even with other men" said Varen angrily.

"Obviously I've seen you just come here with another guy, right?"

"No, I'm here with Anabella." said Ticia quickly. He felt he was not coming with another man.

Heard Ticia's reasoning. Varen smiled cynically. Obviously he didn't see Anabella at all. It could be that Ticia reasoned like that to cover up her lie.

"Lo think I'm blind? Where's Anabella? There's nothing!" varen snapped quite loudly. Some hospital visitors are disturbed. They turned their heads towards Varen and Ticia who were fighting.

"Here you are," Varen threw Ticia's hand. He walked away from Ticia.

"Wait on! I'm actually here with Anabella, she checked first because her stomach hurt" Ticia said again.

It's true what Ticia said. He came with Anabella. Suddenly, Anabella's stomach hurt. Ticia advised Anabella to check first. Ticia visits Varen's mother.

And, that meeting with Davin wasn't intentional either. Davin came with his friends. Davin came to see his friend who was also being treated.

He accidentally saw Ticia walking alone. Davin then slowed down his pace and asked his friends to go first. While he was walking along with Ticia.

"Gue doesn't need a reason. And again, mama does not like to eat bread" said Varen still very cold.

"Mending you home! Right now all you need is a quick-witting Rose." added Varen. Surely it hurt Ticia when Rose's name was spoken.

"meaning?" ticia asked already felt something hurt in her heart.

"Rose sacrificed her life to protect her mother, now she's in critical still." replied Varen without hiding anything from Ticia.

"Oh so this is why you told me to come home?" Ticia was carried away in a hot atmosphere. He could no longer think clearly. Just like Varen who could not think clearly at that time.

"She survived her mother and sacrificed herself."

"So you've started to fall in love with her?" sahut Ticia fast.

"Not yet."

"That would mean falling in love, right?" Ticia looked at Varen sharply.

"Gue didn't think that at first. But once I see you messing with other guys, why not?" varen's words made Ticia stunned.

"Gue knew he was doing this because of his great love for me, while what I had done, I chose the woman who betrayed me."

"Gue never cheated!" Ticia is angry at Varen's unreasonable accusations.

"Gue sense, mending us introspecting ourselves first!"

"That means you mutusin me?" ticia asked with teary eyes. He did not expect if Varen ended up breaking their relationship.

"What I need, a woman who loves me sincerely, who loves my family selflessly."

"Stop! That's the same thing you're gonna say, if I'm not the one?"

"Don't compare me to him. We are different and will never be the same." Ticia tried hard to hold back her tears.

"If that's what you want, okay I'll do it. From now on we have no relationship."

"Make aunt Dina equally lo, if you don't like it, throw it away!" Ticia gave a package of her homemade bread to Varen. After that Ticia left Varen without looking back again.

Only then did Ticia's tears flow without being able to be weaved. Never at all expected if the end of his love story would be like this.

Ticia ran towards the parking lot where her car was parked. Hurry him into his car. In the car, she was crying.

A few minutes later, Anabella got into the car. After receiving a message from Ticia. Anabella is confused to see Ticia crying in the car.

"Lo why Cia? Why are you crying?" Anabella couldn't see her best friend cry like that. Cuddled by Anabella.

Ticia didn't say anything. She just sobbed in Anabella's arms. Her chest feels very tight. He wanted to scream but his voice would not come out. Only her tears continued to flow nonstop.

Anabella doesn't know what happened to Ticia. Come crying to see Ticia sobbing in her arms.