Different Faiths But the Same Amen

17. The Feelings of Tika

"Sister, Brother Varen is not serious about what you said?" tucia asked as she placed the drink on the table, right in front of Varen. Since then Ticia always thought about what had been done by the man who forced her to be her boyfriend.

"Which word? What did I say was that I was first in love?" Varen asked back with a slight seductive smile, while downing the drink that was in front of him.

"Not that, but who's sister Varen said won't want to hang out with your friends anymore?" tanya Ticia was serious.

Varen just nodded his head slowly. After that he again drank the drink that was in his hand this time. There was a look of sadness on Varen's face.

Ticia knew it was a tough choice for Varen. However, Ticia does not force Varen to choose between herself and her friends.

"Sister, how about if brother starts now away from me?" ticia's words immediately startled Varen. With a sharp look Varen looked at Ticia.

"What do you mean? Do you playin my feelings? I'm more choosy than my friends, but you're telling me to make a lot of lo?" Varen asked with a cynical smile. But his gaze could not reveal such a deep anger.

Ticia did not even dare to look into Varen's eyes which seemed to look extremely angry. This was the first time, since knowing Varen, that Ticia had seen Varen angry this time. Even then, when Ticia doused it with water. Varen was not angry. Different than this moment.

"I don't mean it, brother. I just don't want to, you fight the same temen lo just for me." Ticia tried to explain what she meant earlier, but without daring to look at Varen who was sitting next to her.

"Gue doesn't want to believe it either, Cia.. But they don't understand my feelings at all. I can get away from all the women who try to decetin me, but I can't get away lo, I love the same lo.."

"But I don't want to be the cause of the breakdown of your friendship" said Ticia, not daring to look at Varen. Because of Varen's gentleness, it really made Ticia misbehave.

"Whatever happens, I ask you never to get away from me! Please," please Varen. Varen also grabbed Ticia's hand and held it.

"Why, deket same lo, make me very comfortable, make me understand the affection of a mother, lo look very ama nyokap I-"

"Aws... Sick, Cia.." Not yet Varen finished talking, but Ticia hit his arm first, making Varen groan in pain.

"Lo think I'm that old, huh?? Damn you, let me same nyokap lo," protested Ticia.

"It's not about age, but your nature and character are the same as my nyokap, that's what it means." explained Varen still by stroking his aching arm.

"Oh, that. Kirain's.." Ticia smiled without guilt.

"Luckily dear," muttered Varen quietly. And even though it was slow, but Ticia could still hear it. Then smile shyly at Ticia.

"My mother was also young, too,"

"Oh yeah? If so greetings yes to mama lo," Hearing Ticia's words, immediately the look on Varen's face turned sad. But Varen quickly hid her sad expression. "Yes, if you come home, I salamin.. I'll tell mama 'have a greeting from the future ghost'." said Varen with a big smile.

"What the hell," Ticia also smiled at Varen's crush.

Shortly after, Varen said goodbye because the day was getting late. "Don't miss!" he said before he left Ticia's house.

"Bah.." she said as she raised her hand. While Ticia just nodded her head with a happy smile.

After Varen left. Ticia happily jumped into her room. After that, he began to break his body. Today the heart is exhausting.

Shortly after he replied to a chat from Indah Suddenly Ticia thought again about the problem in the cafe. Ticia was happy, and sad.

Happy, because Varen does not hesitate to confess his love in front of people. And sad, because he saw Varen's friendship tenuous because of it. Although it is not her fault. But inevitably, he was dragged into the fray.

"The shop is besuk I have to talk to my friends Varen" he murmured alone. Ticia felt she had to straighten out the matter. Even though he himself was not sure. Whether Varen's friends will listen to him or not. Most importantly Ticia's been trying.

Ticia has determination, making Varen's friendship improve again. He doesn't want to be blamed for the breakdown of Varen's friendship with his friends.

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Keeseokan..

Once at school, it turns out Ticia has been awaited by Tika in her class. Ticia went to school by herself. If he usually comes with Varen. Because he had a special mission so he chose to come to school early.

"It just so happens that you're here, I want to talk!" ticia said casually as she stuffed her bag into her desk drawer.

"Same, then we're going to the back of the school!" said Tika by walking so gracefully and ahead of Ticia.

Ticia followed Tika. They walked towards their school's backyard. The place was quite quiet, there were rarely any disciples there. Under the tree in the courtyard was an old bench. Ticia and Tika sat on the bench.

"What are you talking about?" Ticia gives Tika a chance to talk first.

"Gue does not want to be stale, I just want to ngingetin so that you go awayin Gio! You see for yourself, because of you, our friendship becomes a mess." said Tika fiercely.

"Gue not only does not sympathize with your friendship, I have also asked Brother Varen to keep me away, but he does not want to.."

"So you want to say that you're more important than us, the best friend who was always there for Gio when he was down because he left, you mean?" Tika could no longer contain her anger, so she subconsciously said things she should not have said.

"Lo was just a person who suddenly came into Gio's life, and damaged the relationship that had been established for many years.." Tika was so emotional that she screamed a little.

"Gue never felt that way! I also did not ask Mr. Varen to choose between me and you. Don't you realize this is all because of you?" ticia's question made Tika flinch.

"If you weren't selfish, you understand Varen's feelings, none of this would have happened!! What Varen wants is your understanding, Varen is also a human who has a heart and feelings. What's wrong with loving a woman?" continued Ticia.

"Lo said I was selfish? You're saying I don't understand Gio's feelings?" Tika asked with a cynical smile.

"For as long as I'm there for him, I always understand what he wants, I sacrifice my feelings for him so what? So that this friendship does not become tenuous. But once you're present, he's more choosy than I am, you know how hurt I am?" Inadvertently Tika expresses her feelings to Ticia.