Different Faiths But the Same Amen

48. Fear That Is Hard to Say

"Ehem.." Ticia and Varen are shocked by the deheman voice of Varen's mother who had noticed the two of them.

"Auntie,"

"Mama."

"Gi, tomorrow mama will first, tomorrow will be Sunday, the restaurant must be very rame, you were then Ticia, yes!" mother said.

"There is also papa." added Dina when she saw the face pouting her son.

Varen did not respond to his mother's words. He still did not want to be left by his mother. Dina was also reluctant to leave her son again. But the business cannot be left for a long time. He left the restaurant for a week.

"Don't get mad dong, sayank!" persuade mama. But still, Varen just fell silent without saying anything.

"How about if you come home with your mom, how do you stay at your mom's?" Dina gave an idea that would probably make her son happy.

"No way, Ticia will definitely not be allowed to be with her father and mother" said Varen refused her mother's request. In a sense, if he stays at his mother's house. Ticia should come too.

Varen knew very well if his lover was a home child. Ticia's parents would definitely forbid Ticia from staying anywhere without them. Ticia's parents are overprotective parents. Considering Ticia is their only woman.

What Varen wants. He only wants to stay at his mother's house if Ticia goes there too. Varen can't just meet Ticia for a day. That would make him a badmood.

"If so, then you yourself are the one who lives in your mother's house!"

"No. If Ticia doesn't come, Gio won't either. Gio can't be far from Ticia." replied Varen frankly in front of his mother.

Shortly thereafter. Bi Suti tells if Varen's friends are coming. And, hearing the commotion from outside the room. Varen believes that if the one who came was his gang friend.

"Tell in" answered Varen, feeling a little happy that his friends had come to see him. For a week at home. This time his friends came to visit.

It turns out that who came was not just a friend of the Varen gang. But also his basketball team mates. There are also several teacher representatives, and coaches as well as their sports teachers.

"This is Varen's mother?" ask one of Varen's teachers.

"Yes, I'm Varen's mother. Thank you, my father and brothers for visiting my son." Dina thanked Varen's teacher and friends.

In that group. Also seen Anabella and Indah who came to visit Varen. There was also Rosalinda in the group.

Rosalinda has visited Varen several times.

At that time, Varen's father had just finished a meeting with his new client. When we got home. He saw his son's friends and his teacher at his house.

Dervish greeted them all and thanked them. At first glance he glanced at Rose who seemed unhappy to see him. But Darwis still greeted him gently. Although Rose was unwilling to answer and only nodded her head once.

Shortly after, they came home. The day is also near night. Before returning home, Darwis held Rose. Dervish followed Rose to her front yard "Where's your mama, Rose?" tanyakanya.

"Well, and not yet depressed." answered Rosalinda ketus.

"Om sorry" said Darwis again.

"Udahlah om, apology om also can not return the heart of a broken mother." Rose said cynically. If it wasn't for wanting to see Varen. Rose won't come to Varen's house this weekend.

"Your mother has no desire? As compensation from om." asked Darwis. Because it's been more than three days. Since Darwis cancelled their wedding plans. Jane hasn't heard from me at all.

Rosalinda did not know the meaning of Darwis' question. He chose not to answer and got into his car.

....

Dina is out and preparing to go home. When Darwis came into the house. She was shocked to see Dina who had been groomed neatly carrying a bag anyway. Even more shocked, when Dina said she wanted to go home.

"Where to? Your house is here!" said Darwis who was not willing to be left by Dina again.

"Yes ma, my mother's house is here." said Varen. He is still not willing if he has to separate again with his mother.

"Mama has to go home, son, mama's restaurant no one takes care of" said Dina. Actually Dina just did not want to stay in the house for long. Dina does not want to disturb the relationship between Dervish and Jane. Dina doesn't know yet, that Darwis has left Jane and chosen her.

"Mom would rather run a restaurant than take care of Gio?" asked Varen a little more furiously.

"No..That's not. Mama is equally papa has separated, mama does not want to interfere with your papa relationship with aunt Jane."

"Ma," Dervish pulled Dina's hand into his arms.

"I've canceled my wedding plans with Jane. I want to mend our relationship, for Gio's sake." said Darwis as he looked at Dina.

Dina who always misbehaved every time Dervish looked at him. Dina did not even dare to look back at Dervish's eyes. "I still love you, ma." said Darwis increasingly make Dina become misbehaved. Moreover, Ticia and Varen were there and also heard the words of the Dervish.

"Mas, there are children." said Dina with a reddened face.

Dervish smiled looking at the timid Dina. "I am anterin! Tomorrow you take care of everything, after that you come back here again. Kasian Gio you always stay." Darwis always used his son's name to make Dina into a dilemma.

"You can still review your restaurant every weekend." continued Darwis. And a moment later Dina accepted Darwis' proposal. It makes Varen and Darwis very happy.

After papa and Varen's mother left. Then Ticia began to say that Varen's papa was the same as Varen's. Childish.

"Om Dervish is also not ashamed to reveal his love in front of people, just like his son" said Ticia with a little glance at Varen.

Varen who felt shunned also turned his head and smiled. "Mama was also papa's first love. Is it possible yes, we can kayak them? Being a couple?" varen looked at Ticia who immediately changed her face.

Varen's question certainly makes Ticia a dilemma. The fear in his heart came back. He knew that all of this would be impossible. But she is also reluctant to end her relationship for now.

There was a fear in his heart that he could not say. Fear of losing when his heart is completely at ease. It's just that all this time, he always took refuge behind the word just live first.

Varen, who knew about Ticia's nervousness, grabbed Ticia's hand. He gently kissed Ticia's hand. Just like Ticia. Varen also felt a fear that was hard to say.

They both know that their love will never end. Marriage is a dream for them. However, they cannot let go of their attachment to each other. The more the day, the love even gets bigger.

"Don't think too far, we don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. So, just live what is there right now" said Varen still holding Ticia's hand.

"Gue was afraid, I was afraid that if the heart arrived, I could not let go of this hand to see you live life with other women" Ticia said in a sad voice.

Without answering and saying. Varen pulled Ticia into his arms. Varen doesn't want to imagine that for now. He simply hugged, and clasped the hand of the woman he loved for the moment. Varen doesn't know either. He could take off his hand forever.

Varen kissed Ticia's cheek. He also wiped away the tears that had been dripping down Ticia's cheeks. Varen wants to make Ticia feel better. Not thinking about that far away. But think about what's in front of him right now. It is their hearts that are entangled with each other by the love that intoxicates them both.