Diazhani (REVISED)

EPS.68 Laughing in a Cry

The next day ....

A black van stopped right at Srindra's house. The car looked suspicious so Ardi had to intervene to check the car.

"Yetoooo! We're here to pick up Hani, Om!" salsa shouted as she opened the car door.

Ardi looked startled by Salsa's shout, but he managed to control the flat expression of his face.

The car belonged to Chika. They intend to invite Hani to go on vacation to the beach as well as to celebrate Hani's extraordinary achievement.

"Oh, guys. I guess who." Ardi cleared his throat and went back into the house.

"What's this?" srindra asked who heard the excitement outside caused by the sound of Salsa splash.

"Morning, Mother. We're gonna go get Hani for the holidays. Can you, right, Bun?" salsa.

"Oh, great idea. It seems that Hani is not excited either, so it's better if you bring Hani to have fun." Srindra immediately gave them permission to take Hani.

Meanwhile, Hani is still sleeping under her blanket. Last night he had difficulty sleeping, until he was able to fall asleep after taking a few grains of sleeping pills. Now it was eight in the morning and Hani was still asleep not knowing the situation outside the house was horrendous because of Salsa and the others.

Salsa and Chika were standing right in front of Hani's bedroom door. They knocked on the door a few times, but there was no answer from the inside.

"Hani didn't open the door?" Srindra approached Salsa and Chika.

Salsa and Chika shook their heads, there was no answer at all from Hani let alone to open the door.

"Maybe Hani hasn't woken up yet, you're using a duplicate key. Momentar takein," said Srindra then rushed to retrieve the duplicate key in her room.

After Salsa and Chika receive the key from Srindra, they rush to unlock Hani's room to wake Hani up.

"Definitely Hani would be shocked." Chika whispered to Salsa.

They walked over to Hani who was still asleep. Salsa and Chika were standing to Hani's right and left, after Salsa gave a cue with her fingers, they shouted to wake Hani up.

Hearing the screams Hani suddenly woke up. His face showed him being completely shocked, Hani's expression made Salsa and Chika laugh.

"What are you guys doing, anyway? Early in the morning disturb!" grouse Hani.

"The shop is ready now, come on!" Salsa immediately pulled Hani's hand to get out of bed.

Hani who still do not understand anything just obey them lazily.

"You take a shower, let's help you get ready!" chika shouted while closing the bathroom door.

"Gapain, the hell are they?" hani's mind was upset.

After a while Hani comes out of the bathroom, she is surprised when some of her house assistants are also busy helping Salsa and Chika fold Hani's clothes and put them in a bag.

"What do you want, anyway? How, put my shirt on?"

"We're going on vacation, yuhuuu ... to pantaaaai!" salsa shouted enthusiastically.

"It's not next week, is it?" lamented Hani.

"No .. no. next week, I'm not strong!" deny Salsa while Chika just nods around.

"Governance ready! We wait downstairs, yeah! Oh, yes Irma is also downstairs. Get ready for the spit!"

Salsa and Chika instantly leave Hani in her room to get ready.

"There are them!" hani Gumam.

***

After preparing Hani to meet them downstairs. There are Barsena, Andri, Salsa, Chika and Irma. They looked enthusiastic when they saw Hani coming.

"Gas, go!" Andri got up straight from the chair. It seemed that they were all impatient to want to have some fun soon.

After saying goodbye to Srindra, they immediately left. During the unceasing journey they laughed at Andri's laughter. It was clearly full of joy between them. So did Hani, who could laugh freely while with them.

No one had expected before, they could become this familiar.

"It's pantaaaaaaiiiii!" Andri was running around on the white sand with his ripples.

After a long journey they finally arrived at the beach they were headed to. Exotic white sand, the sound of waves pounding, the whirring of the wind, make happy anyone who feels it.

"Han, let's go play water!" Irma immediately pulled Hani's hand and led him towards the incoming waves.

The sound of screams and happy laughter united between them. Hani continues to laugh out loud as they continue to force Hani to play water until finally Hani is the most drenched among them.

"You cheated!" hani protests.

The sound of satisfied laughter was heard from the others after hearing Hani's protest.

"Aah, lapeeeer!" shouted Andri.

"Yes, here. Eat first, yuk!" bring Barsena.

"Gue again diet, you eat," said Salsa.

"No dieting, please! Come spit!" Barsena pulls Salsa's hand.

"What do we want to eat?" ask Irma.

"If the sea eats fish, let it fit" replied Andri, looking at the waiter who brought their order.

After the food is served, they immediately attack. While eating, Andri unceasingly uttered silly jokes to create laughter between them.

Andri laughed seeing the others laughing. Andri glanced at Hani who laughed loosely, for a moment Andri stopped his laughter while watching Hani.

"According to your request, I managed to make Hani laugh, Chal. I hope you're all right there, don't worry about Hani," Andri said.

"We managed to make Hani laugh, Chal. But, I don't know how Hani is feeling right now. No word from you, I hope you're all right, Chal!" inner Barsena.

It's been six months Ichal's been in America, but there's no word on his condition. It was as if Ichal had been lost in the swallow of the earth. Not even his mother and father had any news. It seemed like Ichal had completely disappeared in the swallow of the earth.

After they finished eating, they continued to have fun together. Singing, laughing, dancing, and many more fun activities they do together.

Without feeling late at night, Salsa was almost powerless to open her eyes so sleepy. As a result, Chika and Irma had to carry Salsa who was already drowsy.

While Hani was still silent in his chair. He laughed for a moment at Salsa who was stoned from drowsiness. He glanced at the clock on his wrist already past midnight. However, Hani did not feel any sleepiness at all. Not his tired body, but his tired mind.

He got up and walked back to the beach. He sat on the sand hugging his knees. The shadow about Ichal automatically rotated in his brain. This was the same place he had decided on Ichal first.

There is a sense of regret and relief at once that Hani felt, I don't know. It was as if there was a vast field in his heart. However, at the same time also he felt there was a hard blow on the wide field that made the pain not play.

Unknowingly Hani cried, a cry she had been trying to endure. He groaned as if he had gotten a sharp object stab right at his heart. Sick, Hani's heart aches when she remembers Ichal.

Hani spills her stifled feelings for six months in a place with memories of Ichal.

Without Hani realizing there was one person who noticed her crying there. Barsena, standing pecking behind Hani. He saw everything, it turned out that Hani who laughed cheerfully really kept his own wounds.

From a distance that was not too close Barsena could still hear Hani's pitiful groans. Though the sound of the waves crashing felt more noisy, but Hani's moans could not be hidden by the sound of the waves pounding it.

"We will never be able to heal the wounds in Hani's heart, Chal. It's all your duty. Cepet healed and spit back here again, your job is to heal the wounds of Hani's heart, Chal. All of us who are here will never be able to" Barsena said.

After spilling her grief, Hani immediately got up from her seat. He headed for the inn to rest. When she reached her room, she saw Salsa and Chika had already fallen asleep. While Irma was still sitting on the other bed waiting for Hani.

"Rest, Han!" irma Pinta.

Hani nodded, after cleaning herself and changing clothes Hani lay beside Irma.

"Sleep, yeah, Han!" Irma directly pressed the light button to turn it off.

In the darkness and silence, Hani's eyes were still unwillingly closed. His mind wandered everywhere. Hani got up and took the medicine bottle stored in his bag. Sleeping pills that helped him sleep lately.

He swallowed a few and then returned to his body. Without Hani realizing it, Irma knew what Hani was doing. It made Irma sad.

"For so long you must have suffered, Han. I'm sorry I've lived in your difficult times," inner Irma.

***

It's been two days and two nights they've had fun, today it's time they went home. Salsa kept whining to add another night to their vacation there. However, Barsena refused and had to hurry home. She doesn't feel good for long leaving Kira alone at home.

With Salsa continuing to be manyuning, they finally went home.

"Han, we're back, yeah!" chika shouted from the car after Hani got off right in front of her house.

Hani nodded while waving to them.

"Gue was so sad to see Hani." Irma opened her voice.

"Yes, me too" said Barsena while still concentrating on driving the car.

"Alemmy I saw Hani taking sleeping pills. Surely all this time Hani suffered greatly," said Irma.

"It could be that Ichal has no news at all." Andri opened her voice.

"Hopefully everything is smooth. Actually this is very strange, why even if Edi and Aunt Tamara did not tell you at all. Ichal must be fine, right?" barsena.

After that, no one opened their voice.

In addition to Hani, they also miss Ichal's whereabouts. They are also worried about Ichal's current situation. The news they had been waiting for had not come even once during these six months.

"Chal, you're alive, right?" inner Barsena.

"Neet, you don't mat* there, right?" inner Andri.

***

"Where's your vacation, Han?"

Srindra looked at Hani who was stirring the food on her plate. Instead of eating, Hani continued to play food on his plate. It was obvious that Hani had no appetite. Sometimes because he did not want to make Srindra anxious, Hani often pretended to eat everything greedily, but Hani always vomited his food back without Srindra's knowledge.

"Seru, really, Bun." Hani answered while staring at the food that had been stirred.

"Eat dong, honey!" said Srindra softly.

Srindra's face clearly paints anxiety on Hani's behavior. He saw the condition of Hani's body that looked thinner than before. Often she heard the faint sound of Hani crying from inside her room. However, when with Srindra, Hani looks more cheerful. Srindra knew very well, Hani was trying to cover her own wounds.

"I–iya, Bun. I eat."

Hani immediately devoured his food until it was gone. After finishing his meal, Hani immediately returned to the room with a reason to be tired.

Covering her mouth with both hands, Hani ran hastily towards her room.

Hani goes straight into the toilet and regurgitates his food. Drowning Hani walked towards the sink, she washed her face which looked very pitiful. The dark circles under her eyes were finally clearly visible after she removed the thin makeup that covered her. Dark circles result from her sleep difficulties Hani always covered with makeup so that others do not know her difficult condition.

"I miss." Hani sobbed, she came back crying with a sniffle, it really sounded painful.

Without Hani noticing, Srindra heard everything from outside the toilet. Srindra, who saw a strange gurgle from Hani, followed Hani to her room. Hani's room door was not locked, when he entered Hani's room there was no Hani there. However, Srindra heard a voice in the toilet. The voice of a person is like spewing something.

Srindra sharpened her hearing, finally she could hear clearly if Hani had actually spewed out the food she had just eaten. Srindra then heard Hani turn on the water faucet, then faintly heard Hani's sobs.

"Actually how much pain do you feel in your heart, Han?" inner Srindra.

Hani was still crying, she felt a tightness in her heart.

"I miss you, Diaz!" hani shouted in between her sobs.