Diazhani (REVISED)

Diazhani (REVISED)
EPS22



Ichal glanced at Hani, then suddenly brought her face closer to Hani's face making Hani startled and pounding on her chest.


"Why Chal?" hani asked nervously as Ichal's face drew closer to his.


Now the distance of their faces is only a few cent, Hani's reflex closed his eyes.


"Why close your eyes?" ask Ichal wonder.


Hani widened his eyes as Ichal asked that.


"Don't you think weird, huh? Means that pervert tuh you huh? Ahaha!" tease Ichal.


Hani's face again blushed with embarrassment, it turns out Ichal brought her face closer just to pair a seatbelt for Hani.


"Gill*! Hani what do you think?" hani's mind was upset.


***


"So where are we going?" tanya Hani broke the silence in the car.


"Home Barrel" Ichal answered briefly while remaining focused on driving his car.


"Huh? Why?" ask Hani wonder.


"It's not that you wonder who Laras is," Ichal replied.


Hani fell silent then glanced at Ichal, this time Hani was really worried if he had to discuss this again. Because last night he had just seen Ichal unconscious because Hani was asking questions about Ichal.


"You sure you want to tell me the same story?" tanya Hani reassured.


"Yes!"


Hani let out a long sigh hearing Ichal's short answer.


Throughout the journey only silence accompanied the two young people, only occasionally a long sigh that alternated out of the two young people.


Slowly Ichal's car stopped in front of the gate of the padlocked mansion and it said 'This house is for sale'.


"It's the Barrel house?" ask Hani curious.


Ichal nodded and turned off the engine. Without getting out of the car, Hani researched the house that seemed to have been empty for a long time.


"Laras used to live with his Father and Mother in this luxurious house with all the abundance of affection and needs that are fulfilled well," Ichal opened his voice with a tremble.


Hani looked at Ichal's face from the side, he clearly saw Ichal's face which instantly became cloudy and sad.


"Laras was a kind, innocent, and careless person who from childhood I knew. I'm friendly with him already from childhood because my parents and his mother Laras are also friendly," continued Ichal with a more vibrating tone of voice.


Hani grabs Ichal's hand and holds it. "If you're not strong, don't tell Chal! Don't try to force yourself!" lirih Hani's.


Ichal looked at Hani's face after goal, there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart as he looked at Hani's face beside him.


"According to you, if you jump from up there, it will not hurt?" ichal asked while pointing at the third floor balcony of Laras' house.


Hani gasps with Ichal's question, his eyes following Ichal's index finger and looking at the balcony of the mansion.


"Yes, how sick are you?" answer Hani.


"Surely Baras also when it hurt!" ichal's cry broke out in front of Hani.


This time Ichal really did not remember about the self-esteem of the crying man, which clearly he felt the wound in his heart go back gaping by remembering his best friend Laras.


Hani also came in tears to see Ichal who was crying by covering both his faces with his palms.


"Don't do chal!" prevent Hani while stroking Ichal's back up straight along with his stuffing.


Just a few minutes of Ichal's sobbing could be heard, Hani was really worried about Ichal who was beside him now.


"At that time, I watched Laras jump from there," this time Ichal roared while still covering his face which was now completely washed away by tears.


Hani is really surprised to hear Ichal's confession, so he understands why Ichal can feel pain like this.


"Gue can't prevent Laras from jumping from there" roared Ichal.


Hani releases the seat belt wrapped around her, she grabs Ichal's back and hugs him tightly. He stroked Ichal's back, unconsciously Hani also shed tears as if Hani could feel a wound in Ichal's heart.


Little by little Hani understood why Ichal could be like this. The loss of his best friend alone can bring about a great pain even more so watching the death of his best friend directly and tragically.


Surely this will cause trauma to Ichal, and the person who is now in Hani's embrace only keeps his own wounds without being able to tell others.


Hani becomes even more guilty of bringing Ichal's trauma with overly personal questions.


"Sorry I'm Chal, I was wrong for being too curious," now it's Hani's turn to sob while hugging Ichal.


Some moments are just silence inside that luxury sports car. Slowly Hani unravels her embrace with Ichal, seeing Ichal busy wiping away the tears that were soaking her cheeks.


"Ouch! I flickered what the hell?" ichal said while busy wiping away his tears.


Hani smiles hearing Ichal, now Hani again sees Ichal who is so strong and flat beside him. And somehow seeing Ichal like this Hani's feeling so calm.


"Come so now where are we going Chal again?" ask Hani with a smile.


Hani deliberately swallowed the question about the reason Laras jumped from there, because he thought the question would really make Ichal's wound open again.


"I know the big line, the pokonya let's go again!" hani said while putting his seat belt back on.


He deliberately quickly invited Ichal away from the place because according to Hani this place is not good for Ichal's mental because of his trauma.


Ichal returned to running his car slowly. Hani glanced at Ichal who was focusing on looking at the road while driving his car.


Cross-reviewed smile on Hani's thin lips.


Ichal's car again stopped at a very high bridge. Hani gasps when he realizes this bridge is the first place he meets Ichal due to a misunderstanding. At that time Ichal thought Hani would jump from the bridge.


"Why are we here?" hani asked stammered as the memories of the past meeting Ichal for the first time came back to his mind.


"At that time, I saw you on the side of the fence of the bridge," Ichal said while referring to the fence of the bridge that looks very rusty.


"Yes, and you thought I was gonna jump from there! Huh, gil*!" hani said with a sigh.


"At that time, I didn't think long and thought you'd jump from there. At first glance, what I really want is the Laras incident, and I don't want to happen people jump ahead of me again!" ichal said while looking at Hani.


"Yes, but I don't have any intention to make mat* jump in there," elak Hani.


"Yes I know, the proof is you can now be in front of me!" ichal said as he looked at Hani's face.


The deg!


Hani felt a thump in his chest when he looked at Ichal.


"Ouch! It's so hot here let's go again!" pekik Hani misbehaved while fanning his hands to his face. Ichal only smiled faintly when he saw Hani's roaring reaction.


"What's the heat, this car guy uses AC!" ichal said chuckling as he returned to his car.


Hani's face was now flushed even more with Ichal's words, she was even more embarrassed by his stupid reaction.


***


Now Ichal's car drove on a crowded road by other motorists.


"There I first met Barsena" Ichal's voice broke the silence.


For the umpteenth time Hani was jolted by Ichal's sudden speech. He glanced at Ichal's index finger pointing at the sidewalk of the road.


"There I first saw the worrisome condition of Barsena, at that time I was about eight years old. Baras who invited Barsena to make friends with us, and finally we are friends," Ichal said with a nanar gaze.


"After Laras left, I was the same Barsena never met again and only when he moved school did I see him again. And it turns out he's your ex!" ichal said with emphasis as if there was a sense of annoyance behind his words.


Hani bowed when she heard Ichal's words.


"I broke up because of Barsena in soul mate" lirih Hani.


"Barsena is my first love" Hani said, laughing.


Ichal glanced at the bowed Hani. "So I said that Barsena was br*ngs*k!" ichal's Aspire.


***


Now that Ichal's car stops at a cafe, Ichal gets off and opens the car door for Hani. Although his attitude is flat, there is a sweet side to Ichal's attitude.


Hani went down while attaching the bag on his shoulder. He glanced at Ichal's puffy eyes from crying too much.


"What's the flickering up to that?" hani said in a mocking tone.


Ichal's face blushed upon hearing that.


"Gill*! I thought about what the hell was crying in front of him!" inner Ichal.


They stepped into the cafe, and ordered some food.


"Chal, if I may know my father's parents, where did Laras move?" hani asked hesitantly, but she was too curious to realize the question was slipping from her mouth.


"Gue don't know, after the death of Laras they seemed to accidentally disappear from the world," replied Ichal.


Hani nods at Ichal's answer, putting food in his mouth.


"I swear, you're a girl if you eat a neat little bit!" nagging Ichal when he saw there was sauce on Hani's sweet lips.


"Why the hell? Mulu protests!" lamented Hani.


Ichal grabs the tissue and gently removes the sauce stain. Time seemed to stop spinning as their faces returned close as if without distance.


"What the hell? Likes suddenly deket gini!" hani complains of frustration.


Ichal smiled as he stroked Hani's hair and tucked it in her ear, making Hani back pounding because of it.


"Ih, Ichal why the hell! Make people misunderstand me!" hani's mind was upset.


"Why his hair is not picketed anyway, slovenly knows about food!" moaning Ichal carelessly, even though he could not see the face of Hani who looks more beautiful with her hair that is scattered.


"As far as I dong! My hair!" ketus Hani while again devouring the food in front of him.


"Basic freak!" ichal murmuring.