
"Or don't-don't ... Ichal?!"
Suddenly Hani remembers Ichal who once told him about Laras who died by suicide in front of him.
"Why could this be the same thing?" hani said shaking while covering her mouth with both hands.
Hani rushed out of her grandmother's room with a letter and paper bearing her name and address.
He ran regardless of the pain in his knee that had hit the stairs. He took a taxi in a hurry.
"To the road jasmine number 54 yes sir!" pinta Hani on taxi driver.
The taxi driver nodded and drove out his car. A few minutes later the taxi stopped because it was stuck in traffic, Hani could not sit quietly because he was too nervous.
Occasionally he clenched his hands to strengthen himself while taking a deep breath to calm himself down.
But Hani still trembled he was too afraid to know the truth that he would later know.
Then the car went back smoothly. And stop at the address that Hani is going to.
"It's up to Non" said the taxi driver.
Hani paid the fare and got out of the car in a hurry.
"It turns out to be a real thing," murmured Hani.
As soon as his body was exhausted and unable to stand properly, his legs were too limp to support his body weight.
It is very clear that Hani recalled if some time ago Hani had been to this place with Ichal.
Now what's in the brain contains only billions of questions about his relationship with all these shocking events. Hani could not resist the tears that flowed down her eyes.
He was sitting in front of the gate of a luxurious house that looked unkempt. Hani again remembered Ichal who told him about the sad incident.
"It-ichal!"
Hani then got up about to run towards the main road in order to stop a taxi but his legs were too limp. He could only walk in a limp while occasionally grimacing. Even Hani's knee was now bleeding from his wound.
While walking faintly Hani saw someone sitting hunched over near the house. With a teetering step Hani approached the man, and there was a sobbing and heavy breathing from the man.
The closer, Hani could hear more clearly. Although the atmosphere there is quite dark but strangely Hani can clearly know who the person who is now right in front of him.
"Itchal! Hiksss ..." Hani's cry broke while hugging the person who was bowing in front of her which was indeed Ichal.
Ichal raised his head slowly.
"Tomple warning of Laras mening-"
"I know Chal! I know!" hani said cutting Ichal's speech.
Hani hugged Ichal tightly. He rubbed Ichal's back gently trying to calm Ichal even though Hani's own mind was very chaotic.
Without them knowing Barsena was looking at them with a face that was also wet with tears.
***
A while ago.
"Sister, let's eat!" the sound of Kira's cry called Barsena who was busy watching television.
"Yes De." replied Barsena while standing over to Kira.
"If not watched, watch the tv!" kira's orders.
"Yeah!" Barsena took a TV remote to turn off the television.
Barsena's movement came to a halt as a news story caught his attention.
"Tomorrow coincides with the anniversary of the death of the adopted daughter of businessman Srindra Adamar. As the public already knows, the late Larasati Utari Adamar is the adopted son of successful businessman Mrs Srindra. But unfortunately at the age of just 16 years, the late Laras desperate to end his life,"
Barsena's hands shook upon hearing the news. He recalled Ichal's words the other day.
"Is there really no guilt at all? Laras died after he met you!"
It was Ichal's words that kept ringing in his head. Barsena's body collapsed onto the sofa violently, her gaze began to blur, her ears buzzing unable to hear clearly.
"So Laras killed himself? Wh why? Because me?" barsena muttered while pressing her head hard with both palms.
Kira saw her brother's strange behavior, with anxious feelings Kira approached Barsena who continued to mumble indistinctly.
"Sister! Brother Barsena? Why?" Kira was really worried.
He glanced at the news that his brother had seen.
Kira's eyes rounded when she saw the news.
"Silver is not ..," Kira's mind when seeing the photo Laras displayed on the news show.
Barsena got up and ran out of the house, a few seconds later the sound of Barsena's car sped out.
"Sister! Where you going?!" yell Kira.
Kira's eyes were focused on the news. He could not help shaking all over his body.
"Killed yourself?" muttered Kira while biting the tip of her nails.
"Is it because of that time?" muttered Kira with a meaningful expression.
***
Barsena drove his car quickly, but stopped because it was stuck in traffic. Repeatedly Barsena honked his car horn hoping that this traffic jam would soon unravel.
Barsena's tears continued to flow along with the news that continued to be heard because it was a central broadcast so almost all television and radio stations were discussing it.
Finally Barsena car can go back to driving smoothly.
Now Barsena's car has stopped in front of a luxury house that looks unkempt. Yes, it's the Barrel's house.
Barsena looked at the house.
"So you died because the pain was a lie to Race, why am I the one who knows the least about Race?" barsena's cry broke out as she said that.
Barsena sat in front of the gate with tears constantly coming out.
Samar Barsena heard a sobbing from the side. He glanced but there was no one, with Barsena's giant step checking who it was.
Barsena's step stopped when she saw clearly Hani was sobbing while hugging someone who was sitting bent over who she believed was Ichal.
Barsena stared at the two men with a face soaked by tears and clenched hands.
***
"Where the hell is it?" kira asked Barsena who had just arrived home.
"There has to be a need" Barsena replied.
"If you eat first!"
"Not a laper,"
Barsena immediately entered her room, she closed the door and leaned in at the door. Slowly his body slumped to the floor until Barsena finally sat down.
He could not hold back the tears that flowed. Then she cried from a gentle sobbing until she finally roared while hugging her knees.
Kira runs towards Barsena's room because she hears Barsena's crying.
"Sister, why? Sis?" Kira banged on the door quite loudly in anxiety.
But Barsena's cry was increasingly heard heartbreakingly behind the door of her room. Kira rested her body on the door of Barsena's room.
"Why are all the same people I've always suffered?" barsena murmur.
"Why am I alive?"
"Laras died because of me?"
"Keep away from me,"
"Why am I alive?!" barsena's frustrated screams sounded.
"Sister, why? Same story as Kira!" persuade Kira.
"Sister no papa de, sister cape want to sleep," replied Barsena.
***
On a clear morning, Hani was getting ready for school. I don't know what happened, but today a smile appeared on her thin lips.
It was as if he had obtained something that made his heart flower. He did not stop humming while tying his hair and tidying his thin bangs.
"Why am I smiling to myself?" hani muttered as she looked at her reflection in the mirror.
"Okay, let's go!" hani shouted excitedly while holding her bag.
Meanwhile, at Ichal's house, Tamara is seen knocking on Ichal's bedroom door several times. Ichal has not yet revealed himself.
"Chal, let's go, baby! Later you are late, you forget from now on you can not access your vehicle," shouted Tamara.
Krieeet!
Ichal's room door opened slowly. The figure of Ichal walking down the stairs memorizes Tamara.
"God! Chal, what's wrong with you? You're not really tangled?" Tamara was shocked when she saw her shabby-looking child without any spirit.
"Let's have some time" said Ichal limp.
Ichal staggered followed by Tamara who was still astonished by her son's attitude.
In the car, Ichal just stared blankly at the car window while occasionally letting out a long sigh.
"Udah until dear," said Tamara when it was a few minutes Ichal did not get off the car.
"Oh, okay!" Ichal came out staggered.
Tamara shook her head slowly at her son's strange behavior. Because usually he will put a face that is thin, flat, with a forehead that is always wrinkled. But today Ichal even already similar kale that has withered no strength in the slightest.
"Woy, what's wrong with Chal?" greeting Andri when he saw Ichal at the gate with a limp condition without power.
"Loh, since when have you been ushered in with your mama? That's Aunt Tamara's car, where'd you go?" cecar Andri's.
"We're all equally sorry" Ichal said.
"Lu why the hell? Your mommy?" andri ejek.
"Well, how should I go?" whining Ichal while gripping Andri's shoulder then shook it quickly.
"Dark! Why the hell are you? You usually never get gini?" Andri was astonished
Ichal just looked at Andri then let out a long sigh. He let go of Andri's shoulder then staggered towards the classroom.
"Chal, Chal is Hani!" whispered Andri while patting Ichal on the back and pointing to the gate.
Ichal gasps when he hears Hani's name called. He then followed Andri's index finger and saw Hani walking with a sweet smile.
Deg .. deg .. deg ....
Ichal felt a thump in his chest along with Hani's steps getting closer. He felt his own chest to feel his pounding.
"Aaaarrrgghhhh!!! I can gil*!" ichal yelled in frustration as he ran away from Andri.
"Well, why a kid?" andri said astonished to see Ichal's strange behavior.
Hani who saw Ichal running also felt astonished by Ichal's attitude.
"Ichal why Dri?" ask Hani.
"I don't know, it's weird, kid!" andri Hardik.
"Why did Tanya Ichal, you started to like Ichal?" andri Goda.
"Ih, what the hell?!" upset Hani.
Ichal bowed at the table while peeking slightly at the gap of his hand. He saw Hani who was getting closer to his distance.
"Chal beware I want to sit down!" hani.
Ichal stood up while covering his flushed face with both palms, Hani glanced at Ichal's strange behavior and sat down in his chair.
"Why are you?" ask Hani wonder.
"Gu-gue doesn't papa!" ichal answered loudly, even though Hani asked half a whisper but Ichal's answer was like shouting.
The people in the class also looked towards Ichal, making Ichal feel embarrassed again.
"B*ngs*t me why the hell? Relax Chal it's just Hani, you just have to calm down!" ichal Ichal said in his heart to calm himself.
***
During the break, Andri approached Ichal who was acting strange all day.
"Lu why the hell is Chal?" andri asked while patting Ichal's back who was bowing on his desk.
"How should I go?" Ichal asked in a whining tone to his best friend.
"Why?" andri said relax.
"Semalem I'm with Hani ud-,"
"What's the matter with Hani?" andri asked to cut Ichal's words.
"Have you been 'that'?"
The plot!
Ichal slapped Andri's forehead hard.
"B*ngs*t pain!" andri snapped while stroking his forehead.
"Your brain habit is dirty!" ketus Ichal's.
"Continue what? Lu same Hani what?"
"Gue likes Hani!" ichal said then drooped down while sighing deeply.
"Hahaha ...!" Andri laughed with satisfaction at Ichal's reply.
"Why laugh?" ketus Ichal's.
"So you shot Hani kept getting rejected? So now you have no gini spirit?" andri asked as she continued to laugh in satisfaction in front of Ichal.
"It's not b*ngs*t!" ichal snapped while back hitting Andri's forehead making Andri grimace.
"Well, how do you keep going?"
"So my semalem ...,"
Andri looked at Ichal's face seriously waiting for the continuation of Ichal's words.