Diazhani (REVISED)

EPS.67 New Sheet

Six months later ....

"Haniyiii! Today we're shopping, okay!" bring Salsa enthusiastic.

"No, ah. Dizziness, about the exam earlier makes me want to vomit so hard," complained Hani. She held onto her stomach which felt nauseous after filling out the final day graduation exam.

"Come on! Han. It's the last day of the exam, tomorrow it's no more! We have to vent our confusion with all the shopping!" chika yelled to persuade Hani who seemed very reluctant to travel.

"Yes, Han. Go there with Salsa! Guaranteed your feet will be pegel," Barsena limps suddenly while giggling.

"Ih, rest!" upset Salsa.

"Come, Han! Wanna, huh? Irma will also follow you, we girls!" persuade Salsa while holding Hani's hand.

Finally Hani unwillingly agreed to their invitation. At once Salsa pranced happily because Hani wanted to. Hani just laughed at Salsa's behavior. However, even though Hani laughs cheerfully and her life seems happy, in fact her mind still floats on Ichal's figure who is somehow still alive now.

"Six months old, Diaz! No news from you yet. You're all right, aren't you?" inner Hani.

***

"Graduate with the best value this year achieved by oleeeeh ... Hani Princess Amelia!"

Instantly a sound of applause and cheers echoed in the room accompanying Hani who was about to ascend to the fodium to receive the award.

"Jriss ... Haniiiii! Huuuuuh," Andri cheered.

"Hey ... Hani ... Hani ...!" salsa cheers while clapping.

Today is graduation day, everyone seems to be rejoicing as well as Hani who turned out to get the best score. With a bright smile she received the award given by the headmaster. He gave a word, then sat back in his chair.

There were many congratulations he received from his friends. Although Hani had decided not to be sad anymore, but his heart and mind could not be separated from Ichal.

"Diaz, today's graduation day. What are you doing now? You're all right, aren't you?" inner Hani.

"Han, we have to be cool! We must celebrate your achievements!" salsa said enthusiastically.

Indeed for the business of fun Salsa is indeed the champion. However, he was once a child with high standards and loved to waste money, even though Salsa's life is now inversely proportional to his previous life. He knows how to have fun and celebrate.

"Well?" ask Hani.

"Liburaish!" salsa shouted enthusiastically.

"Where, Sal?" barsena asked who was curious.

"Baboooooooo! How's it? Wanna not? Want dong? No time!" pekik Salsa enthusiastic.

The deg!

Hani's memory was brought back a few months ago when she left with Ichal. Beautiful memories are at once sad.

"Yes, already. I want!" answer Hani.

Everyone immediately cheered when Hani replied that he would come with them.

It is not known since when they became a concern and depend on Hani. Maybe, since Ichal left? or since Hani locked himself in the room? Or since Hani and Salsa were kidnapped? I don't know for sure they are now really good friends with each other, no more hostility.

"Udah, let's take a photo!" bring Chika.

The five friends lined up to position themselves, and took many pictures to remember. Honey, there's no Ichal among their photos.

"Hani, congratulations, baby! Mother is proud of you!" Srindra immediately hugged Hani proudly.

He is really proud of Hani who has achieved extraordinary achievements.

"Bun, today we go to the tomb, yes!" bring Hani.

Srindra was silent for a moment while looking at Hani, then nodded quickly. After Hani learned the facts about her true identity, this was the first time Hani wanted to visit the tomb where almost all of her family was buried. Initially Hani was not brave and took a long time to digest all the facts that Srindra told, until finally now Hani himself who invited Srindra to visit his family's grave. Obviously this was the blessing that Srindra had been waiting for so quickly she agreed.

"I'm home first, yeah! It's the same thing mom." Hani said goodbye to the others, then immediately left them.

***

"Bun, about the same mama papah would be proud, yes the same me?" hani asked while leaning his head in Srindra's arms.

"Definitely! They must be proud of you, honey." Srindra blinked her eyes trying to hold back something that almost fell from her eyes.

Srindra's car stopped a sign they had reached their destination. Ardi got down first from the car and immediately opened the car door for his master.

Before entering the cemetery they had to buy flowers first. Hani walks first leading Srindra and Ardi follows the two from behind.

First they visited the tomb of Laras. Hani sits next to the Nisan Laras. With a gentle smile Hani placed a white rose on the tomb of Laras.

"Hi, Ras, we'll see you again. I didn't think you were my sister, sorry I was late to know that fact. I hope we can all be happy where we are." Hani rubbed the Laras headstone gently.

While Srindra wiped the tears that fell from her eyes. The scene was so dramatic, it was the first time Hani visited Laras' tomb after she learned the fact Laras was her brother.

Hani and Srindra again walked to visit the graves of her father and mother. With a fluffy smile and tears that accidentally flowed, Hani rubbed the two headstones. Hani smiled, but her tears kept coming out uninvited.

"Bah, thanks for everything. Maafin Hani's. After eighteen years, Hani finally knew how rich Papah's face was.

"That's a handsome father. I saw a picture of papah at the mother's house. Mother has told you everything, sorry Hani just dared to come here now. Hani is too embarrassed to meet you.

"Well, thank you for getting married to such a beautiful mom. Because the marriage papah is equally beautiful, Hani so born beautiful. All this thanks to papah's expertise in seducing mamah." Hani smiled as she rubbed her tears that flooded her cheeks.

A sobbing sound rang out at the seemingly desolate cemetery. Only three people were seen there, Hani, Srindra and Ardi.

Srindra seemed more busy wiping tears than Hani. Srindra could not make a sound, she only listened to Hani who told her this and that on the graves of her parents.

"Well, thank you for being born Hani. Thanks to mamah, Hani so know it turns out this world is beautiful, Mah. If Hani is not born with the same mama, Hani will never know if eating chocolate can make you happy." Hani sobbed while hugging a headstone.

Never had he felt so much as now. Right now he only wanted to meet things once with both of his parents.

Srindra rubbed gently on Hani's back to calm Hani's crying that was getting worse.

"Well, Pah. Drop protect Hani from there, Hani love you guys."

Hani rubbed her cheeks wet with tears. Then he turned his head and read the gravestone in a place not far from the tomb of his parents. It says 'Sundari Atmajaya' there.

Hani approached the tomb and rubbed his headstone gently.

"Miss, Hani is here. Our destiny is funny, yes. It turns out we have no blood relation at all, but Hani feels that grandma is my own biological grandmother.

"Sir, thank you for taking care of Hani so that Hani can live until now and avenge those who are unfair to you. If without Grandma, maybe Hani would not survive until now.

"Mother, happiness is always there. Hani always loved the same grandmother, although grandmother sometimes fierce and always forbid Hani to do this, but now Hani knows why the grandmother lakanin the same Hani. It's all because of Grandma Hani, right? Hani loves Grandma too."

Again and again Hani cried sobbing. For him Sundari is the guardian angel of his life, so Hani can finally survive until now.

"Let's go home, baby!" Srindra gently pulled Hani's arm so that the girl would stand up and go home.

On the way home, Hani made no sound. He just fell silent with tears. So did Srindra, she held Hani in her arms as if she did not want to take it off. Only silence surrounded them in the car.

Ardi opened the car door for his master. After getting out of the car, Hani immediately walked into the house.

"Ardi, you can go home. Thank you for today." Sundari immediately entered after Hani while Ardi waited until his master entered the house and he went home.

***

Hani sat by the window of his room. He stared far out the window, like his mind wandering far and wide. He opened his right hand that was clenched, clearly grasping something in his hand.

It turned out to be a piece of paper that he had been holding. From the condition, it looks like the paper has been squeezed Hani. Slowly Hani again opened a piece of paper that looked exactly like the ball.

Hani stared at the nanar, it turned out that it was not just an ordinary sheet of paper. It was a picture of him and Ichal that he took six months ago before Ichal came to America. Polarid photo that Hani said has the meaning of that one time.

"I hate you!" Hani squeezed the photo back and threw it out the window.

Hani closed the window and spread his body violently. Hani has rolled around unbecoming, she can't fall asleep at all. He got up and took the medicine bottle on the nightstand and took out a few grains and swallowed it.

Since Ichal's departure to America, Hani has suffered from insomnia. He had trouble sleeping, so he had to take sleeping pills. Although during the day he could laugh merrily like nothing had ever happened, but when the silence of the night arrived, the sadness finally attacked Hani even when Hani fell asleep was always visited by painful nightmares. Hani desperately wants to fall asleep peacefully. However, now it is very difficult without sleeping pills.

Actually, unbeknownst to Srindra and her friends, during these six months Hani routinely consulted psychologists about the condition he was experiencing. You could say now Hani is in a state of depression. It is undeniable, it turns out that without Ichal, Hani really suffered a lot.

If there had been little news from Ichal, perhaps Hani would not have been this depressed. However, as there was no news after Ichal left, this further added to Hani's anxiety. Somehow now Ichal's condition is there.

"Diaz." Hani muttered before finally being able to fall asleep.