Diana (Tarnished Girl)

Episode 53's.

Revan was sitting pensively in the living room, somehow Diana's words just now were so distracting to his thoughts? His heart seemed to throb when he found the fact that the woman who had always been disturbing his mind could not accept him, even forgetting the pain he had once inflicted. Did Diana hate herself so much that it was hard to forgive and accept her? But all this time he kept the feeling that he believed it was love.

She forced Diana to marry him not just to cover up her disgrace, but she really wanted to have that woman. He hopes to make amends for all his mistakes by loving and caring for Diana for the rest of his life, as well as Dafa.

She could have expressed her feelings to Diana, but she was afraid Diana would not believe her. He wanted to slowly show his love until Diana was sure of him, but unfortunately he was too difficult to control himself and his passions, especially during this time he missed the mother of his child.

Suddenly Lenny came out of the room, he was about to take a drink because his throat was dry after reading the story to Dafa who was now fast asleep, and he gasped to see Revan sitting dreamy alone, and he was sitting there, he immediately approached his son.

"Revan!" scold Lenny.

The shocked Revan turned his head, "Eh, Mama."

"What are you doing here alone?" lenny was curious, didn't Revan just say he wanted to make a sister for Dafa, but why was his son here now?

"I want to be alone, Ma," replied Revan slowly, his face looking gloomy and sad.

Seeing Revan, Lenny suspected that something was bothering the son, and his feeling had something to do with Diana.

"You why? There's a problem, huh?" guess Lenny.

"No, no, Ma."

"Van, Mama's the mother who gave birth to you. Mama can feel your heartbreak, Mama knows you must be in trouble."

Revan flinching. At the same time Diana went down the stairs and heard the conversation of the mother and child, she then hid behind the wall in order to eavesdrop on their conversation.

Lenny touched his son's shoulder, "Van, tell Mama! Who knows you can help, or at least you can not reduce the burden on your heart."

"I'm upset, Ma," Revan said at last.

"When why? You and Diana had a fight?"

Revan shook his head, "No, Ma. I'm sad because Diana hasn't been able to accept me and forget what I did before."

Diana was stunned to hear Revan's confession, so she also felt sad.

"Honey, Diana had a very difficult and difficult time in her life, she must have been traumatized. So if he had not been able to forget what happened, it was natural! Because it must not be easy for him to get through all that."

"Yes, I know, Ma. But I don't know why I feel pain?"

"Your pain is nothing compared to the pain Diana had felt so far, so hang on a little!"

"I think once I apologize and take responsibility for marrying her, she'll forgive me. But it turns out she still hates me."

"Mama is sure Diana doesn't hate you anymore, she just needs time to heal her wounds and forget about the pain. After he recovers, he will accept you with all his heart. Because Mama knew Diana was a good woman."

Revan returned to hear the advice of his mother. Diana also felt moved, she could not help but hold back her tears.

"Now you ask me, do you love Diana?"

Revan was silent, but in the end he nodded, "Yes, Ma."

"Since when?"

Diana who was still hiding behind the wall was more moved, her tears increased. He recalled the sacrifice of Revan who was willing to get hurt and almost die to save himself.

"So she loved me all this time?" diana's inner self, she really didn't expect the man she once hated to put her heart on. He thought Revan had only wanted to use himself and tease him, but he was wrong.

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After eavesdropping on Lenny and Revan's conversation earlier, Diana returned to the room before anyone noticed her presence. He sat pensively on the edge of the bed, Revan's confession just now really made his feelings jumbled. All this time he never thought if Revan loved him, he didn't even expect any love between them. But for some reason when he found out this fact, his heart just felt guilty.

Diana recalled all of Revan's attitude and behavior, attention, anger and even the man's touch all along. At least he didn't think it was because of love. Then what about himself?

Diana touched her chest that was suddenly pounding, she recalled Siska saying the other day if between love and hate it was only confined to a thin wall. Could it be without him realizing that he also loves Revan?

The door of the room opened, and he who was shocked turned his head. Apparently after pouring out his heartache on Lenny, Revan returned to the room while dragging Diana's suitcase that he had requested from the mother.

"This is your suitcase" said Revan with a flat face while handing the box-shaped object to his wife.

Diana got up and grabbed the suitcase, "Thank you."

"Now you can change your clothes!" Revan immediately turned around about to leave again after saying that.

"Hem, wait!"

Revan's footsteps stopped hearing Diana's voice, and he turned to look at his wife, "You need anything?"

Diana shook her head, "No, I just want to apologize to you."

Revan frowned confused, "I'm sorry for what?"

Diana was a little nervous, "Hem, because all this time I've been saying and being rude to you. I rejected you too."

Revan forced a smile, "No need to apologize, I understand why you did that. Even if you want to hate me for the rest of your life, I accept. Because I deserve it."

Diana was stunned sad to hear Revan's words, just as Revan was also sad to say it.

"I've forgiven you, and I've thrown away that hate. I've decided to make peace with you and my past" Diana said with tears in her eyes.

Revan gasped, "Really? Don't you hate me anymore?"

"Yes, I'm tired of wallowing in pain and hatred. After all, in fact it doesn't make things better, and I'm still not happy."

Unforgivable Revan immediately ran over and hugged Diana tightly, his tears even falling down, "Thank you, Diana! Thank you very much! Forgive me for being the cause of your life's destruction, I've made you suffer and grieve all this time."

Diana simply nodded as she cried in Revan's arms, she was speechless. But one thing he knew, now his heart felt very relieved and calm.

Revan unraveled his embrace and looked at Diana with wet eyes, "Can we start a new chapter as a family? We will take care of Dafa together and pursue our happiness."

Diana nodded again, and Revan hugged his wife with happiness and gratitude.

"Thank you, God. Thank you, Diana. I promise I will always look after and make you happy" Revan said and then kissed Diana's head with tears in her eyes, she was completely powerless to hold back her happiness and gratitude.

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