Diana (Tarnished Girl)

Episodes 16.

Diana had calmed down more after telling Siska everything, the burden she had been keeping to herself felt lighter after she shared it with the Aunt. While Dafa was just silent listening to Mother and Omanya, he did not want to interrupt because he did not understand.

"When do you want to cover it up? After all they are father and son, you can't break the blood relationship between them!"

"I'll cover it up for the rest of my life, Auntie. I don't want Dafa to know him!"

"You can't be selfish, Diana! Dafa has the right to know who his real father is" Siska said.

"Tante, he's ruined my life, he's made me suffer all this time. So I don't want him to be considered a father by my son!" diana was annoyed, she then cried sobbing.

Siska rubbed Diana's back gently, "Tante understands what you're feeling, but Auntie also has pity on Dafa. He needs a father, and he deserves the affection of the man who made him come into this world."

"But I don't want to, Auntie. He doesn't deserve to be a father to Dafa!"

Siska exhaled heavily, only this time did she see Diana so stubbornly. But she understood, because she knew how Diana had suffered all this time. He only hoped that his nephew could be happy with the son.

"Yes, now you take a shower and calm your mind. Poor Dafa, from earlier he was frightened and confused to see you angry and crying like this."

"Yes, Aunt." Diana got up and immediately went to her room listlessly.

"Oma, Mother why?" ask Dafa in a whisper.

Siska immediately hugged the cute boy, "That's okay, baby!"

"But why are you crying? Keep Mother also throw away all the food that Om had loved. Mommy's angry with me?" Dafa asked as much as usual.

"No, Honey. Mommy just doesn't like you eating too much of it, later your teeth hurt," Siska said.

"But I brush my teeth, really."

Siska smilingly looked at Dafa's anxious face but already showing good looks like the father, she only realized that the boy had a resemblance to Revan.

"I didn't think she was the flesh and blood of my daughter's lover, I had to forbid Sofia from marrying Revan," said Siska.

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Diana stood daydreaming on the second-floor balcony, she was again unable to sleep even though it was twelve o'clock at night.

Siska who saw Diana immediately approached her nephew, "You haven't slept, Di?"

"I can't sleep, Auntie," complained Diana.

"You're still thinking about everything that's happened?"

Diana shook her head, her tantric guess was correct, she was still thinking about what was happening in her life.

"If Aunt may give advice, you should speak carefully with Revan about Dafa. Even if your past is bad, but right now you have something that binds you. Remember, Diana. Dafa needs affection from both parents, he deserves to feel happiness like other children."

Diana was still unmoved, her tears falling drop by drop soaking her cheeks.

"I would say that her father is dead, as people have known all along," Diana replied.

"Do you think Dafa will stop there? What if he wants to know what his father looks like? What was his father's name, and then the story of his father. Can you answer all that?"

Diana was sobbing more and more, she had not thought about it yet. He never imagined that the son would ask about the father.

"You remember what Dafa said last night? He only had a mother, he had no father, he even asked Nak Raka to be his father. That's proof that he also wants a father figure in his life."

"But I don't want Dafa to have a father like Revan, Auntie. I hate him!"

"You can hate Revan and not accept him, but you can't deny that in Dafa his blood flows. He is also entitled to Dafa, although the presence of Dafa begins with a mistake. So Auntie remind me, think again! It's for Dafa's happiness, Di!" siska said, to be honest she was also angry at Revan and concerned about Diana, but she was trying to fight for the happiness of the cute boy she loved so much.

Diana fell silent again, her eyes looking straight ahead. He doesn't know what else to say? Deep in her little heart, she still heavily allowed Revan to approach Dafa, even though she knew what Siska said was true.

"Then now you go in and rest, later you can get sick if you get the night wind," Pinta Siska was attentive.

"Yes, I'll be in, Auntie."

"Yes, Auntie comes in first, yeah!"

Diana just nodded without looking at Siska, her gaze was still straight forward, her mind glared back to the events of four years ago, where Revan forcibly snatched her chastity and she could not resist. An indignant feeling immediately struck his heart, both hands tightly gripped the iron barrier of the balcony.

"I hate you both!" diana was full of hatred.

But at that moment, Revan's luxury car entered Siska's courtyard and stopped perfectly in front of the house. Sofia goes down and is followed by Revan.

Diana just watched the two men cynically, but apparently Revan accidentally saw his whereabouts.

"I'll go home first, yeah. Tomorrow morning I'll pick you up" Revan told Sofia.

"Yes, be careful" Sofia replied and kissed Revan's lips affectionately.

Diana suddenly turned her face and rushed in, she was sick of seeing the intimacy they were showing off.

Sofia immediately entered the house after being satisfied to kiss her lover.

Revan glanced back at the balcony but Diana's figure was no longer there.

"We'll see the results soon, and after that you can't dodge anymore" said Revan cynically, he rushed into the car and left Siska's house.

Inside her room, Diana looked at the dafa's already slumbering face. He stroked the cheek of the puffer of his heart with tears.

"I'm sorry, Mother, baby. Mother may not be a good mother for you, but mother promises to always take care and make you happy. Mother will not allow anyone to disturb our lives, including her," said Diana softly, she wiped her tears and then kissed Dafa.

But suddenly Diana remembered something, she forgot to convey to Siska if she would soon move into laundry in the near future. All this because Revan who makes his mind and heart chaotic until he can not think well.

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