Diana (Tarnished Girl)

Episode 5's.

Diana was still awake even though it was late, she could not sleep because she thought of Eliana's words and Revan's appearance. Those two things were deeply troubling his mind at the moment.

He looked at the face of Dafa who was fast asleep while hugging a new toy given by Raka, his son was still too small and had to feel the unfairness of the world. When the other children laughed happily with their father and mother, Dafa laughed merrily with others.

Diana's dilemma, should she accept Raka and Eliana's good intentions? But he did not love Raka, even though the man and his mother were very kind and loved Dafa. He also doubts whether Raka and Eliana will still like him if he knows what has happened to him in the past until his little angel is present to the world?

Or should he honestly say that Revan was his son's biological father? But she doesn't want to hurt Sofia's feelings, no matter how much she loves her cousin and owes Siska a debt of gratitude.

Diana exhaled to reduce the tightness inside her chest, she was completely confused at this moment.

"What should I do, Lord? What decision should I make?" diana's mumbling was smirking.

He was stressed thinking about all this, why was destiny unceasingly toying with him? Why was he not given the opportunity to live a quiet and happy life with his son?

"I'm sorry, Mother, yes, dear." Diana then rubbed the head of Dafa lovingly.

"Mother cannot make you happy, Mother is not a good mother for you," continued Diana, her tears fell down but she hurriedly wiped.

Diana then kissed the cheek of a Dafa bulge, then stroked it slowly. After meeting with Revan again, Diana only realized that the trinkets of the son's face resembled that of the man. His thick eyebrows, his nose and his sharp eyes were exactly the same, even the shape of his lips as well.

Diana was afraid that if Revan saw Dafa later, she would realize that the boy looked like her. Diana does not want Revan to know that Dafa is her flesh and blood and damages the man's relationship with Sofia. He was also afraid that Revan would take Dafa from him.

"I had to keep Dafa away from him, he couldn't see my son!"

In a different place, Revan stood on the balcony of his apartment looking at the night sky and the lights that adorned the city, in his hand was a lit cigarette.

Revan couldn't stop thinking about Diana since they met again just now, what kind of coincidence was this? Her lover's cousin is the woman she hired and slept with, maybe Sofia and her family know what Diana did first? Is she the same as she was or has she changed?

Revan thinks Diana is the new prostitute Miranti brought for her, and what makes her unable to forget Diana is that she is her only virgin bed partner. He even once ordered Diana again to Miranti, but the pimp said he didn't know where Diana was.

"Ck, uh!" Revan throws the still-lit cigarette butts on the floor and stomps on them with his sandals, upset that Diana's shadow continues to tease him.

"Why can't I forget him?" lamented Revan.

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The next day, Diana was preparing lunch in the kitchen, because it was Sunday, so she was off work.

Siska walked up to her nephew, "Di, Auntie wants to go for a while. You cook yourself nothing, right? Aunty can't help."

"It's okay, Auntie just go! I can be alone, really," said Diana who was busy peeling onions.

"Sofia will be home soon, if you bother, ask her to help!"

"Yes, Aunt." Diana agrees even though she knows Sofia won't come down to the kitchen and do the housework.

"Oh yeah, which Dafa?" Siska was looking for the anxious boy.

"There's a room, Tan. Play again."

"Yes, then Auntie goes first."

Diana nodded, "Yes, Tan."

Siska passed from before Diana. Siska's mansion feels lonely, Sofia has gone to the salon and now Siska is also gone. There was only Diana and Dafa in the house.

Moments later, the door was knocked from the outside. Diana guessed it must be Siska who returned again because there was an item left behind, she rushed to open the door.

"Hi, we meet again" said Revan, his baritone voice recalls Diana on that dark night.

Diana tries to hold back her emotions and ignores Revan's words, "Sofia doesn't exist!"

"I know, he's going to the salon" Revan said casually, he's been monitoring the house without anyone's knowledge, so he knows if Sofia and Siska aren't home.

"Please get out of here!" Diana was about to close the door but Revan quickly held it down with his foot and pushed it open and Diana took a few steps back.

"I still need you!" Still with a sharp look, Revan stepped closer to Diana.

Diana retreated back, "Do you want anything? Don't fuck around!"

"I just want one thing, which is you." Revan was about to touch Diana's cheek, but the woman immediately brushed off his hand violently.

"Don't touch me!"

Revan smiled then folded his hands in front of his chest, "You refused my touch? That night you enjoyed it so much."

Diana clenched her hands holding back her wrath and shame all at once, her beautiful face was a red one. But apparently Revan noticed that.

"You must be embarrassed, right? Look, your face is so red," led by Revan.

"Go from here! Don't bother me!"

"What if I don't want to go?" challenge Revan.

"I'll tell Sofia if her boyfriend teases me" Diana threatened.

Revan laughed, "You threatening me?"

"Yes, I'm threatening you" Diana replied.

"Alright, then I'll tell Sofia if four years ago you came to me and gave up your body for money."

Diana was stunned, she did not expect Revan to threaten her back.

"From your expression, I'm sure he doesn't know that his cousin sold himself yet" Revan said.

"That night I was framed and sold! I'm not selling myself!" denying Diana any emotion, she felt humiliated and humbled by Revan.

"really?" ledek Revan again.

At the same time, Sofia comes home and gasps to see Revan standing opposite Diana.

"What's this?" sofia asked puzzledly, she looked at Diana and Revan alternately.

"I ...."

"She just came and looked for you, thank God you're home" Diana said quickly before Revan opened his voice, she hurriedly left the two men.

Revan was silent at Diana's departure.

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