Diana (Tarnished Girl)

Episode 38's.

Diana was folding the clothes she had just ironed, although her feelings were still sad and her mind was in turmoil, but she did not want to get dissolved in turmoil, she wanted to divert it by working. He had not even eaten anything since morning, his body started to limp and his face was pale. While Eliana and Raka were gone, the mother and son were looking for a security guard they would work in laundry.

Siska who had just finished putting Dafa to sleep stepped slowly down the stairs, she was actually also sad and concerned about what had happened to her nephew, but she could not do anything about it.

"Di, you don't eat?" reprimand Siska attentive.

"I'm not hungry, Auntie," said Diana who continues to do her activities.

"But you will get sick later."

"I'm fine, really. Auntie don't worry!"

Siska exhaled, she knew that Diana had become more stubborn lately than before and did not want to force her niece.

"Hem, In. Can Aunt ask you something?"

"Ask what, Auntie?"

"Why did you refuse to marry Nak Raka? Didn't you accept the proposal?"

"I hesitated to marry her, Auntie," Diana replied.

"Because you don't love her?" guess Siska.

"Not that!"

Siska frowned, "Then?"

"I just found out if Mas Raka likes to gamble and play at nightclubs, even he owes someone for losing a gamble" Diana said disappointed.

Siska was stunned, "You know where it came from?"

"So there were two men coming here and asking Mas Raka to pay her debt of twelve million," Diana argued.

"Yes God! Though Nak Raka looks like a fine young man, huh? Aunty didn't think she had such a habit."

"I didn't know it either, I was shocked and disappointed. I hesitated to marry her because I was afraid she couldn't change."

"So you want to cancel the proposal?"

Diana let out a long sigh, "Come, Auntie. I am confused as to how? I was afraid to hurt Mas Raka and Bu Eliana's feelings if I canceled the proposal, but I felt hard continuing."

"Then you just accept Nak Revan's offer to marry him?" siska.

Diana suddenly stopped her activities and was stunned to hear the advice of the aunt.

Diana turned to look at Siska, "Tante would have known from the beginning that if I hated her so much, I didn't want her to get close to my son! I can't lie to a lot of people."

"But this is for your own good, Di. Do you want to be forever labeled bad by the public? Not only you, Dafa will also be affected! Would you feel sorry for your son if he continued to live in the shadow of his parents' bad past?"

He was silent, to be honest in his little heart he confirmed what the tantenya was saying, but selfishness and anger were more dominant in him.

"Especially now we know what kind of bad habits Nak Raka, Auntie does not want you to live in suffering and regret marrying him," continued Siska.

Diana's tears fell, she was faced with a heavy choice and it was as if whatever decision she made would not make her happy later.

Seeing Diana crying, Siska clasped her niece's hand tightly, "Diana, Aunt apologized. Aunty does not mean to corner you, Aunty just does not want you to live in the sadness of life, Aunty does not want you constantly considered bad by others. Aunty wishes you and Dafa could be happy."

Diana's cry finally broke, she could no longer stem her grief in front of the aunt. Verily all this was very heavy, he did not know whether he could endure the pain anymore.

"Why should my life be like this, Auntie? What was my fault that God so cruelly punished me? It felt like I wanted to die rather than continue to suffer like this," said Diana softly, her tears continuing to spill over her cheeks.

Siska immediately hugged her nephew, "Eh, don't talk like that! You are not wrong, how can you take this as punishment? You are a special woman who God is testing, if you are steadfast and able to go through it sincerely, you will definitely find your happiness with Dafa. Trust Auntie!"

"But I'm tired, Auntie! I want to give up" Diana said in a trembling voice.

"Don't do it, baby! You must be strong for Dafa! He needs you, and you have to fight for the happiness of both of you!" Siska spoke while wiping her tears which also fell. Since long ago he always tried to strengthen Diana and support his nephew because he felt concerned.

Diana sobbed in Siska's arms, she really wanted to vent out the emotions she had been enduring.

"Cry, baby! Cry until all that weight comes out of your chest." Siska rubbed Diana's shaky back, letting the niece shed the grief and pain that had been shackling her life all along.

After being content to mourn her fate and cry over her poor life, Diana broke her arms and wiped the traces of tears on her cheeks.

"Are you calmer now?" Siska made sure, and Diana simply nodded.

Siska smiled as she stroked Diana's head affectionately, "Thank God!"

"I'm going to the toilet first, Auntie." Diana got up from her seat and was about to step into the bathroom, but suddenly her head felt dizzy and spinning, her gaze was immediately dark.

Buucca.

Diana's body squeezed and instantly fell to the floor, she fainted.

"Diana!" siska panicked and immediately ran over to her nephew.

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