Dark Autumn's
24. Heartacha.
The age of the Lea content is still just stepping on the fourth month. However, his stomach was already seen bulging making different assumptions in his thinking, Lea did not even know why—maybe because the baby was special. Also, his body looks a little thinner.
There was a faint ringing of open doors, revealing the figure of Val who was entering the room, just returning from his place of work. He hadn't even greeted Lea for the past few months, because after that night, the woman never wanted to say hello to him.
But tonight, Lea tried to soften her heart just to ask Val for something. Still the same, the expression he gave remained cold like ice in the earth.
"Can you take me to the savanna? I miss that place!" Leah's voice broke the silence.
Val, who was loosening the neck of the tie, was choked with a sudden request from Lea.
"What are you there for? It's already night after all!" val declined, with the language as smooth as possible, without turning his head or glancing at it. Not wanting to incise another wound in Leah's heart.
"Nothing, all I felt was wanting to go there!"
In the end, Val flips around to find Lea's presence, which he finds sitting looking at trees that are moving quite slowly due to the wind.
"Tomorrow! I'll take you there in the morning!"
Val took a step closer, he brazed the two sapphire blue beads on the woman with round and beautiful hazel that was now in position before him, but their distance was still too far.
Lea's face and voice that Val longed for, brought the man's steps back to knock the floor to get closer, slashing the distance in order to erase the feelings and also all the wishes he had to—face. Staring wistfully, while extending a palm doubtfully in order to direct the dangling hair of Lea to link behind the earlobe.
Real pretty.
Inner Val with a review of the gentle smile that she offered. While Lea, just silent glued in front of the chest field of the husband.
"Let's go there tomorrow!" val repeated again. "There's something I want to give you!" val said as he moved his palm away, then dropped his arm floating in the air after slipping a faint swipe at Lea's cheek.
Leah did not budge, she just heard without making a sound. He also hoped that what Val was saying at the moment, was not something precious that Veyly—kak Val said, the other day.
This time, Val's gaze fell on Lea's stomach which was glowing quite clearly. Waving a sad look in the shackles of a longing, Val surprised Lea by saying something that made Lea a little nervous.
"Has he moved?"
Lea nodded faintly amidst the shock.
"Emmm, can I touch it?" val asked hesitantly, afraid that Lea would not give her permission to touch the circle.
Back Lea gave a nod. Make Val direct himself to kneel aligning himself with Lea's big belly, then rubbing it very gently. Then put his head right on Lea's stomach. Even Val didn't expect that being a father with circumstances that didn't even feel real was a reality.
Suddenly, Lea's heart ached. Strong to cause pain that forced him to shed tears. Really, Lea was eager to wipe Val's mane at this time. Channeling every inch a feeling that he keeps tight. His palm almost touched the top of the mane, but stopped when he remembered what had happened lately. He swallowed back all that desire raw in disappointment. Then she wiped the tears that almost fell on Val's mane.
Val distanced himself after feeling a gentle kick from within Lea's stomach, wiping attentively and smiling sincerely. "Don't be naughty in there! To keep your mother strong!"
Undeniably in the slightest, Lea's heart felt even more broken at this moment. He feels like the main character in a fairy tale in a fantasy story in the real world.
"Enough! Please stand!" pinta Lea gently, braced herself so as not to get carried away by the sad atmosphere that Val built, the further.
All right, Val feels inappropriate indeed. He had already made the sorry barrier wall of Lea even thicker.
"If you'd like, please bring my papa here! I want to meet him!"
Val repulsed both of his sapphire blue beads upon hearing Lea's request. Instead of not wanting to, Val just doesn't want something to happen out of his control. He was afraid that Henny would know Leah's father's presence, and make a great disaster happen.
"You don't want to?" sergeant Lea broke all the craziness in Val's mind.
Even Val asked himself what answer he had to give. In front of him, Lea was waiting for a decision in the form of an answer.
"I can't act like I want to here! I can grant your first wish, but I'm not sure of the second! So I'll ask my father first at your request!" val replied with a downcast look and locked onto the cold tile in the foothold.
Lea nodded in understanding, with hazel already dewy. Lea even held him back from dripping. Somehow his feelings became more easily overcome, even just because of the little thing Lea was already eager to cry. Everything is the opposite of his old self.
Damnit damnit!
Lea thought, he had been stuck too far and was already wet, so that's why Lea tried to keep up with all that Val's decision. Not demanding too far.
"You're confusing me, but... All righty! Even I know that I can't do what I want here! Rest up! You must be tired!"
Val was speechless, he was only able to let Lea get away from his net range. Letting Leah precede to dive into the dreamland.
Val rubbed the nape of his neck that shimmered in pain. Henny called him, but he didn't care. He just didn't want the events of a few months ago to re-energize the atmosphere. He also did not care if later he had to accept the consequences of this rejection.
Val walks into the bathroom, staring at her pathetic-looking image. Smiling sarcasm at the end of the lips. Holding back the pain and pain from behind the nape of his neck that is increasingly spread.
"I know you're not gonna let me go after this!" murmured Val while looking at the reflection of her pale skin that was like burning. Val laughed again. "I'm tired of everything! So even though I lost myself I don't care, because the other two lives are more precious to me right now!"[]
