Dad, I Want to Go Home

37. Refusing

When she found out she was pregnant, Rachel tried to refuse chemotherapy and even cheated on her not taking her drugs anymore. Devan, who does not know that his wife is currently pregnant, makes him only able to resign and follow his will Rachel.

Rachel seems to be fitter at the moment. They continue to do intimate activities do not experience any obstacles. Rachel's only strength right now is to constantly pray to her Robb for a chance to heal in order to carry out her duties as a pregnant mother. Like tonight, Rachel prayed for herself and her future baby. She woke up in one third of the night to worship God while her husband was asleep.

"Yes Allah. You gave me a test for this disease. You are also the one who gave life in my womb. O God how could I live my life if I had not been given healing by You? what am I supposed to do? I cannot get rid of the little life in my womb for the cure of my illness" Rachel said in her prayer.

The shrillness of Rachel's prayer rang out faintly by Devan made this handsome man gasp with his eyes still closed." Whahuh? so, Rachel is currently pregnant and she's hiding her pregnancy from me? it's only fitting that she refused chemotherapy because this is the reason?" inner Devan begins to get upset but is also very happy when he learns his wife is finally pregnant as well.

Not long after, Rachel finished her prayer by folding her mukena and her alphabet. She got into bed and approached her husband to hug him. Devan quietly shed his tears. Her heart felt so painful at this moment because it had to follow Rachel's will to continue her treatment.

"Yes Allah. Will my wife survive until she gives birth to our baby?" inner Devan endured his sadness at this moment.

Not too long later, the soft snoring sound of Rachel made Devan wake up slowly. He wanted to get out of his room and cry in another room.

The next morning, as usual, Rachel makes a brown sandwich and a glass of late coffee for Devan. He also made a cheese sandwich and a glass of warm tea for himself. Devan enjoys his bread while looking at Rachel's face which turns out to be more contained at this time.

"Are pregnant people not synonymous with nausea, vomiting and pleasure with spicy and sour foods? why didn't Rachel experience it?" inner Devan while occasionally breathing heavily.

"Honey. We're going to the hospital and I don't want to hear any rejection from you" Devan said.

"Why? what are you trying to hide from me?" snapped Devan.

"Hide what Devan? I just don't want to take medication. I'm tired. I want us to have enough honeymoon and ..-"

"And are you pregnant with our child?" shoot Devan making Rachel stunned.

"God! so you already know that I'm pregnant right now, Devan?" rachel asked nervously.

"Honey. Why are you reckless? that if you might not be able to take them until the time they were born into this world?" ask Devan.

"I'm sure I can get through my pregnancy and give birth to my baby in good health, Devan. Please believe me! I beg you, dear.

"Honey. What if you die pregnant with Rachel?" tanya Devan makes Rachel ciut guts.

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