Dad, I Want to Go Home

36. Hiding Pregnancy

Chemotherapy was performed by Rachel. Rachel's condition improved slightly during the chemotherapy. It's just that the doctor advised to delay her pregnancy first because of the danger of chemotherapy in the fetus. Rachel understands the doctor's request even though her heart refuses the doctor's request to her.

"Yes Allah. What am I supposed to do? I really wanted to get pregnant because my husband really wanted me to get pregnant because he couldn't wait to have a child" said Rachel .

"Honey. Why suddenly gloom? is there a problem?" devan asked when they had already redeemed the medicine in the pharmacy.

"Devan. What if I can't give you a child?" ask Rachel.

"I do want a child but not in a hurry, Rachel . We can have children when you are told by a doctor that you are free of cancer" Devan said.

"I'm afraid this treatment is slow and I haven't been able to give you a child. My age is growing and my uterus is not necessarily healthy after I am free from cancer" said Rachel.

"Not to be pessimistic like that, baby! if indeed God is trying us to not be given a baby, we are quite effort and prayer. Because the power of prayer can make something that is considered impossible by man but God will grant it. So return our problems to God alone, not with our minds because we have limited sense" said Devan.

Rachel smiled at her husband's words." Hubby! You come here more and more wisely in dealing with every situation," praised Rachel.

"Since knowing you were sick, I have been getting closer to God. I felt that this trial I was experiencing was God's rebuke to me that I would always be close to him and miss him at all times. Maybe God missed me too much because I was too far away from Him. He rebuked me through your pain. He knows that I love you so much, Rachel," Devan said tearfully.

Rachel was so amazed to hear the words of her husband's sincerity. She was very excited and felt very loved by her husband. He wanted to give his life for the man he loved so much.

"Devan!"

"Do you want to marry again?" ask Rachel.

"I only love one woman. So I don't need to get married again just want to have kids. We can adopt.. Doesn't matter. I just need a wife to calm my soul not to subdue my orgasm" Devan said firmly.

"But I will.-"

"Babies. I'll punish you if you talk about something I don't want to do like a stupid man stuck in his wife's choice" Devan said seriously.

"alright. I won't force you again. Then let's go home!" rachel said when they arrived at the hospital lobby to get into a car parked by security.

The car returned to the streets of the capital. Rachel enjoys the atmosphere of New York at night where the lights along the streets with multi-storey buildings become a panorama for the country called uncle Sam.

"Do you want to eat something before we get to the apartment, baby?" devan asked as the two passed by several restaurants with famous logos from various countries.

"Can we eat in a Turkish restaurant? I'd love to eat kebabs" Rachel asked.

"So must be dear. I'll grant you anything you ask for except to ask me to marry again" Devan said.

"Sad...! you're still thinking about it when I've forgotten it" Rachel said.