Cracked Pearls

Toy Feelings

I looked at the straight back that was currently walking in front of me. I don't recognize him, but I know who he is.

He was the man Chelsea had been pointing at when we first entered the party. If not wrong, his name is Jancent-Jancent and his full name, I forget even though it sounded very short when Chelsea said it.

I don't understand why he got to the warehouse where I was crying.

And right now, I'm following what he said. He said on the second floor of this hotel, there was a place that was soothing enough to at least hold back my grief. At first I refused, but then I believed, after he had seriously convinced me, that he had no evil intentions or other strange things. Just wanting to help me release the burden of feeling that stood out very much in front of him.

But my heart is still not in place. Nothing in step by step. Nandan's sweet smile greeted every guest who came over, making my chest churn violently without me holding back. I can't suppress my feelings. I'm claustrophobic.

On the stairs to so many, my legs suddenly limp. My body is shaking violently. I fell down and cried.

“Hey!” That guy named Jancent turned around. To meet me crouching. “You're all right, right?”

I kept crying with my shoulders shaking violently. The chest of the Jancent field in front of me unconsciously made a samsak. I beat him to a pain. “Nandan evil! Nandan never loved me! He's a liar!” my raku was like being left for dead.

“Quit! Luapine. As long as it can calm you down. I'm okay, walo you made the material blow,” said Jancent strong-ass.

Not knowing the shame, now I cry in his arms-in the middle of the stairs anyway. But in the end I managed to control myself too.

In the middle of the atmosphere, the sound of my phone ringing was heard.

I broke free from Jancent's embrace. Scoop my party bag stuffing, then grab my phone and pick it up.

“Iya, Om.” My voice sounds hoarse.

“....”

“Sorry not the same permission Om same Aunt. I went to the toilet trus muter-muter place bit. I'll go back there.”

“....”

I hung up after Om Krishna said, “Iya, Om wait.”

After that, I suddenly froze. My gaze was locked in the eyes of Jancent who was also looking straight at me. Turns out we were this close.

Lordy!

What the fuck?

I turned my face and tried to lift my body slightly dazed.

Jancent helped me stand up. “Be careful,” said.

“Ma-thank you,” reply gaguku brushed her hand fast. “I can do it myself.”

I'll take a moment of my appearance. Starting from the face to my dress that was a little dirty and tangled because it was slit at the bottom of the stairs.

“Nandan it .. not the name of the man who is fiancee anymore, huh? His son-in-law is Kevin?” chirps Jancent asked suddenly.

Suddenly I looked at her face, cutting my clean-up activities.

I wanted to answer, but it was difficult even if it was just a nod. Nandan's name seems to be starting to become a poison that automatically strikes the lowest point of my already fragile heart basically.

I turned my face in another direction while wiping away the drops of tears that began to fall back.

“She's your boyfriend?” Jancent asked again. “Trus ninggalin and now fiancee to someone else? That?” it was sootoy.

But unfortunately .. everything he said, was true.

Not wanting to answer, I chose to turn around quickly, back down the stairs.

Who is she to know about my personal problems?

I don't even know him.

Bodo time about appreciation. I don't want every question to be a recurring pain that keeps hitting the chest.

“I just happened to get out of the toilet! Trus accidentally saw you running around crying! I thought you were going to kill yourself, so I followed!”

Jancent's harsh explanation automatically stopped my footstep swing. I looked up at her neck again who was still in the same spot. “Thank you for caring about you! Unfortunately, I don't want to die!” reply then return to continue the steps as fast as I can.

But ....

My eyes popped out instantly as a memory suddenly flashed through my head. For a moment I stopped.

Doesn't Krishna know who Nandan is?!

Aye!

They met at the hospital when Dad was hospitalized months ago.

Will he be suspicious of my disappearance from that place?

“Tiara! Where the hell are you from, honey?!”

My heart was shocked. Aunty Maria walked up to me and hugged me. They found me first.

“I just saw this place, Auntie!" kelakarku. Trying to cover up my vulnerability by being as relaxed as possible. “So that I peed, so gk sepet say the same Om Aunt.”

Om Krishna rubbed my head. “Nothing, Son. We go home aja.”

I just nodded, but I felt a little bit that there was another expression shown Om Krishna. He looks pity.

“Which chelsea, Aunt?!” many divert.

“He said he wanted to talk a lot first with Jancent. Trus will return later.” Aunt Maria explained that there was disagreement there. “That child is indeed difficult to manage.”

Jancent?

That guy ....

“But, Aunt--”

My anxiety was dismissed directly by Om Krishna. “Biarin. Tell people to watch out for him!”

I nodded slowly, a little quiet. However, I have considered Chelsea like my own brother. And this isn't pretending. Outside alone at night without a trusted companion, Dad always said; Not good for girls.

Sighing again remembering that, again my heart rippled.

We started to move towards where Om Krishna's car was parked. The atmosphere outside is not so crowded.

However ....

“Wait!”

Simultaneously, me and my Chelsea parents turned in the same direction.

Instantly I was surprised to see the figure running towards us.

“Nandan,” hisisku.

“Can I talk to you for a minute, Pearl?” asked Nandan with a slight sigh.

I looked at him not knowing what to do.

Om Krishna grabbed my shoulder, then said, “Take this chance, son. You guys should talk. Om same Aunt wait in the car.”

“Thank you for the chance, Om,” says politely Nandan.

Om Krishna nodded with a faint smile.

I saw Aunt Maria's confused expression, but it didn't last long because Om Krishna first pulled her into the car. Must have been the guy explaining what he knew to his wife.

And Om Krishna's line was bluffing my right side. “You really should talk.”

How did Nandan come out to see me? Was there her engagement?

Alright. I don't want to get dizzy. I'll let Nandan say what's on his mind right now.