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on the way home, dimas was upset with his sezy attitude today even considering when he was chatting sitting next to alex. so upset he drove the car at high speed, fortunately the road conditions were quiet. until finally at home he immediately rested and closed his eyes.
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this morning sezy was not having activities she was just lazing at home.
" want to call in x yes bt really weekend gini not where "said sezy while holding her hp.
have not had time to call dimas, arrived hp ringtone sounded.
- ka alex -
name on the screen.
" no lift." asked sezy to speak for herself
and accidentally his thumb picked up the phone.
" hello" said sezy
" good morning zy" said alex
" what's up. morning gini call? " ask sezy
" it's 10 zy already by noon" replied alex
" what's wrong? " ask sezy
" can we meet ? there's something I want to talk to you about " said Alex
" what are you talking about? " ask sezy again
" can we meet? at the cafe last time we met. I wait for you this afternoon at 1 o'clock ya. okay bye. " said alex while turning off the phone.
"dih.. directly diatiin aj gw also not answered" ketus sezy.
hadoh gw come back no. sezy muttered.
" just come. I want to know what he wants to talk about" said sezy while preparing to be ready .
Sezy went to the cafe at 12:30 and when he got there he saw there was alex waiting for him.
sezy approached him.
" hi lex " hello sezy
"hi. you've come. come sit down "take alex
sezy also sat and looked around.he remembered the events of 6 years ago that made him really slumped to the point of being afraid to fall in love again.
" what do you want to drink? " ask alex neatly not answered by sezy.
" zy zy "call alex again
" hah .yeah, I did not long answer "sezy shocked from her daydream
" what do you want to drink? " ask alex again
" i'm capucino ice" replied sezy
alex calls the waiters and orders sezy.
" you how are you? " ask alex
" now it's become a doctor mom yes, it's independent this spoiled girl" said alex
sezy also just smiled wryly
" you let me meet here to talk about what? " ask sezy
" i just miss you and take off to your house but you've moved on" replied Alex
" oh, thank God papa dapet a pretty house so we moved and the house was sold" said sezy
" why are you alone? " ask alex
" it's comfortable like this. and not yet dapet who really want to be serious." replied sezy
nih people use nanya nanya this anyway. muttered sezy
" can't move on yet? " ask alex again
" already, but it does not want to date first" replied sezy
don't let him know if I used to be difficult to move on from him.
" i haven't been. it's still always your mind" said Alex
sezy was silent to Alex's words.
" i used to have to kill you. For fear that you are not strong with long-distance relationships, I was afraid that I could not be there when you need zy. seeing you is fine and successful makes me calm. I want us to go back like the old zy "said alex while reaching for sezy hands that were leaning on the table and grasping it.
sezy was silent and looked into Alex's eyes
alex also returned a look of sezy expectantly.
" why now ? why not a year or two ago when you graduated and returned to Indonesia? " ask sezy
" i'm afraid to call you first, afraid there's no chance anymore" replied Alex
" why not be afraid now ? " ask sezy again
" because I've seen you and I'm sure we still have the same feeling, so this fear is gone" Alex replied
" i'm sorry you're too confident.I don't know if I still or no longer feel the same about you" said sezy
" you must still love the same I am. proof you took care of me in the hospital yesterday" replied Alex
" i'm a doctor lex. and it's my duty to take care of my patients" replied sezy calmly
" but .. "have not had time for Alex to speak
sezy cut off Alex
" nothing but. all that I do just because of obligation. don't think tiger like yes. because I'm comfortable with the current condition. " said sezy while taking off her hand held tightly by alex.
alex was silent .
" excuse me. bye" said srzy while standing and walking out of the cafe leaving alex.
sorry lex. I used to expect you so much but now somehow when it comes back to the cafe it hurts me with everything you've done . the appearance that makes me so frustrated. and your absence when I'm down. Sorry I'm lex.
I was expecting you back, but I felt like my heart was hurting and refused to come back.
sorry and goodbye, said srzy in her heart who was walking towards the stop to wait for a taxi.