CLBK (Old Love Bersembung Kembali )
#flashback "mellow"
after crying for a long time at the cafe.
I've been wa kiara and will go to her house to tell stories and calm myself there, because for now only kiara I can tell stories.
I also ordered a grab car for Kiara's house
because for now I'm still too weak to jostle on the bus.
"good afternoon mba. address according to the pin yes" greet the driver grab
"no, sir" I replied
" while listening to the song yes mba" said the grab driver
" please sir" I reply
who then chose to close my eyes for a moment.
***
to me you are my world
all I give is for you
I loved you
don't you love me
you never realized that
this love I give only to you
but it's that easy
you left everything and hurt me
you're closing our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
is there another one
who gave me everything I didn't have
you're wrapping up our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
now I can't force
but I have to say my heart is hurt
you never realized that
this love I give only to you
but it's that easy
you left everything and hurt me
you're closing our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
is there another one
who gave me everything I didn't have
you're wrapping up our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
now I can't force
but I have to say my heart is hurt
you're closing our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
is there another one
who gave me everything I didn't have
you're wrapping up our love story
when I was loving, unfortunately
now I can't force
but I have to say my heart is hurt
unfortunately, the rose de jongh
***
my tears just flowed one by one falling and slashing cheeks as this song continues to spin.
I opened my eyes slowly and gently rubbed each tear.
why the song fits so much the story of I really.mumamku in the heart while removing tears on my cheeks.
all the way I could only look at my photo with ka alex on the phone .
do I have to delete this photo.quote me in the heart
and all the photos are in ig and fb too? still continuing to ask in my heart.
it feels heavy to have to choose the delete or cancel button.this heart is confused even the finger that must click the follow confused.
I also choose to slow down to delete our photo photos.it still feels very painful to lose ka alex plus lost photos and videos that record seconds of our togetherness.
Lord.give me a throb.
***
god please remove him from my heart
now it's all free and it can't happen
a love story I have always been proud of
you hempas all
the taste created for you
never see how much I try to be the best for you
oh. why...
you can't love me
sincere and what it is
I am not a perfect human being
but I deserve to be loved for sincerity
let time be answered all
ask my heart..
never see how much I try to be the best for you
oh. why...
you can't love me
sincere and what it is
I am not a perfect human being
but I deserve to be loved for sincerity
let time be answered all
time answers all
ask my heart..
ask carefully
***
(yes.why the song melow all the hell.) murmured in my heart.
it is true to accompany the sadness gw nii on the way to the house kiara.where it jammed for a long time. still muttered in my heart.
this is going to be auto cry again deh. flood again deh nii cheeks have dried gini. for the driver sir is not bring nanya why I cry. hikss if nanya would be embarrassed also deh gw. I murmured again in my heart, until finally the car stopped right in front of the Kiara house.
I paid my bills and went down to Kiara's house.
