CLBK (Old Love Bersembung Kembali )

#flashback "break up "

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at the cafe, I saw ka alex was sitting where we used to sit. I went straight to him excitedly .

" you're sorry you waited a long time" I said apologetically

" no really. sit down "he replied while pointing politely at the bench in front of me.

" what do you want to drink? " tanya again

" i'm as usual ka, swiss ovaltine" I joked

" kaka how are you? how have you ever told me?where is Kaka going to college now?how good is the college?" ask long times wide

alex just smiled and saw me asking so many questions.

but somehow my heart was so happy to see him smile and feel all my questions answered even with just his smile.

" kaka well. kaka now lectures in german. sorryin kaka y zy. "he said who was still smiling.

" in german?" I was surprised

" yes, I'll give you permission for a few days to meet you, give me an explanation about this. sorry you so have to wait" he said

" why kaka did not immediately say in wa. I was worried about kaka tau. if kaka college in german means we LDR an donk" I asked

alex is also shaking.

" do you mean the trousers? " just ask again

" do you want to take me to Germany?I'd like to bangett "just ask me a joke

he just smiled too.

" we want to break up" he said

I just kept quiet hearing his words.

" you can no longer continue our relationship.I'm sorry we just got here" he said again continuing.

" why ka? " ask me with a little more

" we are far away from each other.you can't be there when you need it when you're sick.even when you're happy.it's hard" he said again

" tapikan we can still share with communication ka. although far away the city can still be connected ka. we can LDRan. I have no problem with it" said I make sure because it feels heavy to break up.

" i'm sorry you can't even have to LDran. it feels heavy" he replied

" kaka still can't. we still have to break up" he said again

" is there something else, right? " i ask with tears the currency has flowed.

" for now there is not yet.but someday there must be for the encouragement of kaka there" he said again without regard to me who had cried

" can't I be a kaka's encouragement?" I looked up while wiping the tears that kept flowing.

" you can't be next to kaka when you need it right then and there" he said

" we can vc ka? " say me again

" vc is not enough kaka need to meet. if you want to hug.it must be difficult if we ldr an. so we better break up and live each other's lives " he said that he was standing up to leave me

" you "call me

" even if we break up, can I still call or wa kaka?" I wish there was a chance to be together.

" you're not sure you can quickly reply to a message or pick up your phone directly because of the time difference there, but you will try to bales your message" he said who had turned his back

" you "call me again

" why again? " tanyanya

" may you give me the last hug?" I turned with cheeks that were wet with tears

without saying ka alex also approached me who was sitting and squatted himself beside me.

"here" he said as he spread out his arms to embrace me

I changed my position to face him and hugged him tightly.

" don't forget me y ka. find me when kaka back I love very much the same kaka." said I who had cried flood in his arms

" this is not the last hug just a farewell hug.you diligently learn yes.maybe quickly can substitute kaka" he said who then kissed the shoots of my head.

alex took his embrace off me.

and go pass out the cafe leaving me.

I could only cry at that moment.

*sorry the scattered typo yes gaes..