CLBK (Old Love Bersembung Kembali )

#flashback " disappointed "

" tex .. teng ..."

" tex .. teng ... "

the bells also sounded..

finally home too, and I can't wait to see you alex wearing the bag I bought.

kiara and I walked to the parking lot.

in the school hallway I saw ka alex chatting with his friend, but the bag was not yet used.

" zy, ka alex don't use his bag" said kiara

" yeah. what's shy coupeelan bag same I y." said I asked a sad question.

" don't think about it first. You ask well first yes. don't immediately get angry. " said kiara

we walked to the gate.me and Kiara separated at the school gate.and I chose to wait for alex as usual on the bench near the parking lot of the motorbike.

not long to wait for Alex to come with his friend.

" hi sezy .. "greet brother roy, friend of the stool to alex.

I just smile too.

" i've got basketball practice at gor pelita, you want to come?" ask alex

" when is ?" much

" now, "he answers relaxed

" what's impromptu? why not before ?" ask me again

" the teaching is also impromptu.and you are not good for her to refuse. "answer ka alex explained

" there are no lessons today? " many

" there's an , but I'm asking for a change tomorrow" he replied

" where's kaka bag? " many

" this is "he replied casually

" not that one, the bag I gave you this morning "quote me again because not long ago I saw the godie bag he was still talking about.

ka alex was just speechless not answering.all of a sudden his deva came to us while carrying the godie bag that I gave to ka alex this morning.

oh thank goodness maybe his bag missed and found his devotional brother.I almost got angry because I thought the bag was thrown away.my murmuring in a calm heart.with a smile to his deva ka calling ka alex.

" lex, thanks y. the bag is good I like deh. "said the deva who then immediately left us.

I was also surprised to hear the words of his deva ka. somehow what I feel. it feels like these tears already want to ngalir.why ka alex really evil can he can love the bag to someone else. if you don't want him to be able to return to me. I can't cry here. I have to be strong.

" din.din.din. din.." the honking sound of the motor ka roy that was waiting for me and Alex.

ka alex just fell silent without saying anything and did not even try to make clear what the meaning of what his deva said to me.

" it has been awaited tuh. I did not come. I went home alone aja "i said as I passed running towards the gate and immediately stopped angkot passing. then I boarded the angkot. I don't know which department I'm riding in. I can at least run away from ka alex.

during my trip my phone kept ringing.

that's a call from alex.

I turned off my phone, and I chose to stop at one of the stops I passed.

maybe my eyes are a little red trying to hold back this cry.

I don't know where this is at. because I'm also reluctant to find out where I am now.

I leaned against the seat of a fairly quiet bus stop while covering my head with my jacket I cried sobbing in the corner of the bus stop.

the weather is cloudy and it looks like it will rain.

good, even the heavens understand and feel my feelings today.

tired of crying and not knowing where to go, I turned my phone back on and tried to call someone to pick me up.

because mama and papah are in bandung.I just thought to contact kiara.

kiara: hello zy.

sezy : ra, pick up gw donk

kiara: you dimn? not the same as alex?

sezy : hiks hiks. (my cry ) ra pick me up..

kiara: you're out fighting y. lu dimn now. I'm picking up lu y.

sezy: I don't know where this is

kiara: look around lu zy

sezy: here dark ra . overcast.

kiara: yawda lu shareloc to gw y lu where now.

I just nodded and decided on the call.

I'll send shareloc to kiara.

while waiting for rain to fall, because of the quiet road conditions and for fear of being alone at the stop, I also chose to find a place that was a little crowded. I walked in the wet rain which wiped the tears on my cheeks.

after a long walk, there was a car that stopped in front of me. Someone got out of the car and walked towards me while holding an umbrella.

I also started to get cold and the view was a little blurred. I saw faint turns out it was kiara.

" zyzy, you are soaking wet"." he said as he hugged me into the back of the car.

I who was sitting in the car just quietly curled up the cold.

" dim dim, your jacket is open" said kiara

" ra cold" I said softly

" yeah you use a jacket dimas first y while. until our house is clean clean" said kiara.

" dim , ac matiin . zyzy can freeze to death later" snapped kiara

" uia, panic I've seen zyzy kyk gini ra "answer dimas who still hear faint faint conversations by me.

I was not able to survive anymore.