CLBK (Old Love Bersembung Kembali )

#flashback "without you "

the day continues to pass.

alex's national exam has been completed.

continued with my class exam.

and until finally in the quiet period of our learning arrived.as usual, in this classmeting students and schoolgirls always hold a race, as usual, from the field of arts and sports that were attended by representatives from the 10th and 11th grades.

everything went well too.

today is our first anniversary.

but it seems like you alex is busy with his college affairs.

so I paused to take him on the road.Maybe to celebrate I'll take him to eat later.

***

school holidays have arrived.and I have not had time to celebrate the anniversary of ka alex.even to meet me at school did not seem to have time. because he always dodged and said he was busy for the college registration test.

I can only stroke my chest and be patient to wait for Alex free and have time for us to walk, even if only eating out, but until school holidays are almost over. even he did not have time for me, even if it was just eating or watching a movie in the cinema.

sometimes when whatsappan is just reply.

💬 sezy : ka lg what?

lamaaaa very good bales ..

again what tau. murmured me in the heart.

1 hour later...

💬ka alex: sorry bru bls, out of univ. A. try to follow the test in there.

already so balesnya.I was confused about what else bales.I can only positive thinking, maybe he was really focused on taking a test at the university of his choice.

although sometimes suspicion also appears suddenly, but,.

why isn't he bales,,????

is he cheating on another girl???

or is he slowly moving away from me???

that's what's always been on my mind.

sometimes I'm embarrassed if you and the others have asked me about ka alex.

even mom and dad asked.

" ka alex how's zy doing? " this is kiara's question

" you're still the same as alex zy "this is a question dimas

" you alex went to college where was Zy? this is aryo's question

and I also have to answer with a smile of falsehood, but I was confused ka alex college where it would be. Since then we have rarely mentioned . even to know he continued college wherever I did not dare to ask, because it felt bad and afraid to disturb him who was focusing on his lecture.

***

it's Saturday and Alex took me for a walk.

I'm tidy with my clothes.

it has been beautiful grooming for a lover of hearts who has not met for a long time because he was busy with his college.

yes almost 3 months from his graduation he has rarely given news.

actually I want to vent my anger at him, which has made me wait too long, but I don't want to look spoiled in front of him.

I want to be a patient girlfriend because ka alex always teaches me to be patient and tough . must not be spoiled and must be independent.

" hadohh kok lama ya. hah hanpir one hour ni "grutuku while waiting for ka alex in the gazebo home.

I checked hape it turns out ka alex there wa 30 minutes ago tp I don't know.

💬 to alex: I can't pick up. we met at the city cafe yes.

💬sezy : I just read ka. ok I otw.

and finally I decided to go to the city cafe using the services of online motorcycle taxi.