
' Where are you going? It's not that today there's no college schedule'.
' Want to the library sis '.
' So you're alone at home, but brother is on holiday why you left sister'.
' Why not contact Emi's sister'.
' Ah right' I took my phone and contacted him. A second later a voice came from the other end of the phone.
' Did you miss me?', she asked.
' No', I replied briefly.
' What are you calling me for!'.
' I'm on vacation, I'm alone, Nezu to the library'.
' Cihh.why not call my sister'.
' Why? You don't want me anymore, after all this time we've been together, I've been dumped, you mean shit'.
' Crazy, I'm in Hokkaido anyway, I can't keep you company'.
' Hokaido???'.
' My aunt asked me to come there, yes I've come '.
' Why my fate is so sad'.
' Cihh. I have to go, my aunt has called me, good bye, bye'. Emi hung up the phone.
' How?'. Nezu saw me the moment Emi hung up.
' Emi's in Hokkaido '.
' Hmm... Hiro?' sister?'.
' Sister didn't dare to bother him'.
' Then how'.
' Yes you go'.
' The truth is, brother is fine alone at home '.
' Hurry away or brother will change his mind'.
' Okay. Brother have fun at home'.
' Thank you, sister'.
Braakk...
Stay home alone, if you know this I just work, but when else I can take off if work continues.
Whatever I did was all wrong, I was bored. I'm just pacing around the corner of this house.
' HIRO......'. I screamed to call his name. I've been like a madman in this house.' I've missed him. Should I call him'.
I took my phone and searched his name and dialed the number. Ah no. No. I didn't call him and put my phone down again.
I just lay there, rolling around in and out of boredom. Reading a book is not focused. Watching television is nothing interesting. Do I have to go for a walk myself, but it's not exciting.
' Why is my phone so noisy, does he not know I'm upset anymore!!!!!' . I picked up my phone that kept ringing and I saw Hiro's name on the screen. For a moment I smiled at my phone.
' Hello...'.
' You called me'.
' I didn't do it on purpose'.
' Not intentionally, really?'. I'm silent. ' It's not that you miss me'.
' I was in front of your house, but you didn't miss me'.
In front of the house, I hurried to open my door, it turned out....
' Lying'.
' You said you didn't miss me but you opened your door right away'.
I'm silent.
' Jn...'. No answer from me. I started sobbing. ' You're crying, I didn't mean to make you cry'.
' I miss you so much, I almost died because of it. I never heard your voice again, sometimes I wanted to tell you what happened to me, but I realized I couldn't help but be busy with your work. I have to understand your situation, I can't be selfish. To the extent that I didn't dare call you, you were joking with me instead. Don't talk to me anymore!!!!.' I hung up on me.
' Feel'.
Many times my phone rang but I ignored it. I wasn't that angry, but somehow I got upset with him and didn't want to talk to him anymore.
I also fell asleep for a long time because of boredom. I didn't realize how long I had been asleep. The sound of my doorbell ringing. Because I was still half conscious I just sat down without rushing to open the door.
' NEIRA!!!!'. I was surprised someone called my name and banged on the door. ' NEIRA OPEN THE DOOR!'.
That voice... ' HIRO'S'. I went to the door, I peeked out from behind the window curtains and sure enough it was Hiro.
' NEIRA, OPEN THE DOOR OR THIS DOOR I'M KNOCKED DOWN'.
Gawat, this door can be broken, this is Ryu's house not mine. How will I replace it. Ryu could be mad at me.
I slowly opened the door. I just opened the door for half. ' ' Want what?'.
' Open the door'.
' No way'.
' Neira's'.
I held the door, but because I lost power the door opened and I fell.
' Awwwww', I groan in pain.
' I told you to open the door 'why do you keep holding it', he said. ' Come stand up'. He helped me to stand up and took me to sit on the sofa. I was still silent, I knew he kept looking at me. ' Still angry?'.
I'm silent. I saw him breathing.
' You know, as soon as Emi told me that you were alone at home and didn't dare to call me, I rushed over. I was a long way from here, it took me an hour and a half to get to your house. Hearing you cry because of what I said, I was so scared, many times I called you but you didn't care, I got more scared, I was so worried. I didn't mean it that way, I'm sorry'.
' I'm not really that angry, but somehow I feel annoyed at you. I'm the one who should be apologizing, I really didn't know that you were on your way here. I shouldn't have done it, what if something happened to you on the street, I'm really stupid'. I cursed myself.
' Nei.., already..already', he hugged me.
' I miss you so much, I would love to see you. Do you know that!'.
' I miss you too, hmm'. We looked at each other. ' I'm sorry for being too busy lately, I should have called you more often'.
' No, it's okay, maybe I got too carried away'.
' Is Neiraku now very sensitive if he doesn't see his prince'.
' Hiro's'.
She laughs.
' I'm sorry', she rubbed my hair gently. ' I'm so eager to meet you, every time I work, I always think of you. What are you doing, where are you, with whom, if any man comes near you if I remember that I can go crazy, but I can't see you or call you because there's something I need to get done. When I found out that you were alone at home, I immediately asked Ryu to take over'.
' Am I interrupting your work'.
' No, not at all. I can no longer stop myself from seeing you. Later if you want to contact me, please do not hesitate. I also want to hear your voice, you understand'.
' I see, I won't worry you anymore', I said holding her tight.
I really miss her a lot, I don't want to take my arms off her. I don't want her to leave, I still want to be with her for a little longer.