Cherry Blossom Love's

THIS HEART....

' Yes....'. Emi was relieved that the tense meeting was over. ' I'm upset, when this could end'.

' If you marry later'.

' Yes indeed. Oh yeah my brother Nei asked about Takuya'.

' Takuya?'.

' But where did my brother know about Takuya'.

' Just ask your husband'.

' Riku?'.

' Riku thought me and your sister were dating, then she asked me about my relationship with Takuya'.

' Hooo'.

' Then what did you say to your brother'.

' I said Takuya was your fiancee', she laughed. ' Then my brother slammed the door'.

' This you, can't keep that mouth of yours'.

' What's my fault, he's a fiancee'.

' Former fiancee, Emi'.

' Still, I'm not wrong'.

' It's not wrong how'. Emi laughed at my behavior. ' Your brother can misunderstand later'.

' Why do you suddenly care about my brother's feelings'.

' That's the thing.I...., hmmm....'.

' Old!!', he said annoyed. ' Sometimes I get upset with both of you. But, come to think of it Takuya really disappeared, there was no news of him, when both of your parents died, he was not present either'.

' Because he doesn't want to see me anymore. Don't talk about Takuya anymore'.

' Why? do you still like him', Emi teased me, but I just kept quiet. ' Well Miss Neira, I won't mention it anymore'.

Why Takuya???

I have long forgotten that name, she is my first love, my childhood friend and also my ex-fiancee. We were too young for such a relationship, but since the two families were so close, Takuya and I didn't mind living it either. The days that we lived were very pleasant, although it is undeniable that there must be pebbles of problems that arise, especially when Takuya was a very famous student at school, anyone would be lucky to be with him.

I can understand and understand him, I don't want to bother with their words because I feel like they're just jealous of me.

Until one day our relationship was destroyed just because of misunderstanding. Of course, because there are people who do not like this relationship. I've explained many times that what he saw was not like that, me and that person did nothing, but he didn't trust me. I was so disappointed in him for not trusting me and trusting others more. My relationship with Takuya began to stretch ever since, I kept trying to get close to him but he was indifferent.

Until one day, I realized that he actually just wanted to break this relationship. I never thought how she could do something like this, slandering me as if I were a very evil woman and even more painful she broke off our engagement without talking about it with me.

How can his nature change like this, he who was once very gentle turned violent, he who used to always listen to me is now indifferent to me. Why would he have to do such a thing to me just because he didn't want to continue this relationship, wouldn't he be able to talk about it well. Whether he feels depressed about this relationship, until now I do not know the answer.

I had to lie to our parents about the reason for this breakup. They could not say anything and handed the matter over to the both of us because we were the ones who lived it. I am sad not only because of the end of this relationship but more because it also involves both parents, they look very disappointed over this decision because basically our relationship looks fine.

After graduating from school, I never saw her again, we were like strangers who never knew each other. Until now I have not where he is and what he does.

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Lately I feel Hiro is avoiding me. Every time I called her, she ignored me, every time I wanted to meet her, she would say that she was busy. What exactly is my fault, why is she avoiding me like this, I am really upset by this attitude of hers.

' How quickly to reverse', asked Emi. ' It's not like you're going to see my brother'.

' Your brother ate it wrong'.

' Why?'.

' Hajar, I'm sincere' said Emi laughing. ' Just so you know, my brother is jealous, '

' Jealous?? with who?'

' With the grass swaying, satisfied', said Emi annoyed to see me who is insensitive. ' Slow down, my sister must like you, miss, there's no way my sister's careless just because she heard Takuya's name. Not to mention that time I said that Takuya is your fiance, his face changed completely, creepy'.

' Don't joke'.

' Who else is joking or maybe you still like Takuya?'.

' I've forgotten it, Emi'.

' Yes that's what you told me so many times'.

' I just feel confused by how I feel, whether I still like it or just because I want an answer that Takuya never tells me'.

' Do you close your heart'.

' i....'.

' I'm going to make a condition, if my brother expresses his feelings and suddenly Takuya shows up and explains the problem because of something he can't explain and he still likes you. What are you going to do, accept my brother or go back to Takuya'.

' Emi the problem is not that simple' .

' But don't make it complicated, too, Nei. From my brother's attitude towards you, I know he likes you. Do you like my brother's'.

' I don't dislike him, but I still doubt myself. There are things I can't explain to you'.

' Alright, I'm not forcing you, but since this also concerns my brother so I want to be sure of it'.

' I understand'.

I don't understand why it's this complicated or I'm making it complicated. I'm really dizzy. Plus Hiro was avoiding me, I was so upset.

Uh. that's Hiro, I muttered. ' Emi I will catch up with you, I said leaving her. I'm driving my way. ' Hiro', I shouted. Hiro who heard my call directly walked towards the elevator, I who saw him leave, immediately ran towards the elevator as well. My breaths wheezing. ' You, why avoid me', I asked for a moment to get inside the elevator.

' Who's avoiding you'.

' You are who else'.

' why should I avoid you'.

' I should have asked like that. Why are you avoiding me, don't make me misunderstand'.

' Misunderstanding of what'.

' If you like me'.

Why am I so upset, why am I saying such a shameful thing, why am I so confident.

' Don't joke with me, I don't have time to talk about this. If I like you, then why? What can you do, do you feel yourself great'.

' What do you mean, your words hurt me'.

' I already knew about Takuya, I accidentally heard him while you were talking to Emi. Besides, it's none of my business, nor do we have any relationship, nor should I have acted like this. So next you don't have to worry about my attitude'.

I was stunned to hear his words, things I never thought would come out of his lips. What he said was true, we didn't even have anything to do with it, but why did my heart hurt, why did my tears have to drip. Is it because of her words or because I'm heartbroken.

' Nei's'.

' No, I'm fine'. I laughed like a fool to cover up my sadness. ' I won't do this stupid thing, I'm sorry'. I left him too. It hurts, I don't understand why it's like this.

I shouldn't have listened to what Emi said about her brother's feelings towards me, nor should I have found out. From the beginning I was wrong, I can't tell my feelings apart right now. Whether I still like Takuya or I'm starting to like Hiro or I'm just afraid of getting hurt again.