
One by one clothes after another were scattered on the bed, I was busy looking for good clothes for me to wear, I wanted to look my best because today was the first time I dated Hiro. I'm very happy to spend time with him, although lately he's been very busy with his work, but he's trying to take the time to take me away. When yesterday he just came home from Singapore, suddenly he said he wanted to go alone with me. Actually I was very worried about his physical condition, I was afraid he was sick from exhaustion. But he insisted that since I hadn't seen him in a long time, I missed him anyway. Come to think of it, lately I have rarely seen him because in recent weeks he has been busy with his new project.
' Have you arrived?'. I was amazed to see this man in front of me. I can't believe that the CEO is so handsome when he's wearing ordinary clothes. No wonder everyone who sees it will be fascinated. ' Neira, I know I'm handsome, but until when do you see me like that'. I turned my face away because I was caught staring at him.
' I didn't do it'. I scratched my head. I was misbehaved by it and she must have known how I felt. I was shocked when suddenly Hiro held my hand and held it tightly.
' Today I didn't bring a car, I want us both to walk around hand in hand like this'. I nodded and smiled. ' Where are we going?'.
' We walk, then we take the bus, then we get off, then we walk until we're tired'.
' All right, whatever you want Miss'.
Hiro and I walked hand in hand. I was ceaselessly smiling looking at him. We decided to take the bus somewhere. This was my first time riding a bus with him. I was so moved to see him like this, I thought he was the one who didn't like to ride transportation like this, but it turned out that he could too.
' Why did you smile yourself from now on'.
' No'.
' Do you think I'm not used to taking buses like this'.
' How could you know I thought about it'.
' Of course I know, I can read people's minds, let alone yours'.
' Couldn't believe'. I scrunched my forehead.
' Want proof?'. I nodded hard. ' If it wasn't wrong then, when your foot was injured then I carried you, your mind must be perverted'.
' Haaaaa.!!!!'. I closed my mouth as I suddenly shouted. The people on the bus saw me. I became embarrassed myself, why did Hiro suddenly say such a thing. ' i....'. Suddenly Hiro laughed.
' I'm just kidding, why are you seriously responding to it or not.....'.
' What?'.
' Thus true yes'.
' Hiro!!!!'. My face immediately flushed.
' You're so adorable, I really like to see that flushed face of yours'. I hit him because I was upset.
The bus stopped, and I went down without looking at him. I was so upset with him for embarrassing me on the bus.
' Neira, I'm just kidding, don't be mad, I'm sorry'. He begged me for this upset. ' Don't be angry again, please'.
' I don't care'
' Uh..eh Neira'. Hiro pulled my body and hugged me from behind. ' You know I'm actually more uncomfortable when I'm holding you, I'm holding myself back, really hard. How can I calm down when you look at me constantly, exhale you, you think it's easy for me'.
' Basic pervert'.
' Then we're a perverted couple'.
' What the fuck, you son of a bitch'.
' Neira... '.
' I'm not upset anymore either, I'm not angry'.
' So that was revenge'.
' yeah'.
' Basic' he ruffled my hair. I pinched him because I was upset that I had ruffled my hair.
' It's still pretty even messy'.
' Tombal'.
' Who's a tombal', he said. ' It's drink, ' he said, giving me a bottle of mineral water.
' Thank you'. I opened the bottle and drank the drink he gave me.
' How far have we walked, are you not tired?', he asked.
' No, I'm happy', I replied smiling. The moment I sighed, there was actually something I wanted to say to her, but I was at a loss where to start.
' What's up?'.
' i....'. Hiro waited for my cut off speech. ' I want to say something, don't know until when I should shut up, nor do I want you to know from others'.
' Why it looks so serious, say'.
' Takuya's'. Suddenly I mentioned the name in front of him.
' Takuya???'.
' It's about Takuya'. Hiro's face changed. ' Hiro, whatever I say please don't misunderstand'.
' I understand, so tell me'. Hiro was trying to understand my fear.
' Emi must have said that Takuya was my fiancee, that's right, Takuya and I were engaged but for some reason, she broke off our engagement. Something happened that made him misunderstand me. Many times I explained to her about the incident, but she did not trust me. I was so hurt back then, especially when I found out he was the one who planned it . I don't understand why he did that to me, I don't know what my fault is to him. Though he was the person I loved the most, I could not forget him back then. Then there was someone who told me that what he was doing at that time just wanted to protect me because there were people who wanted to harm my family. He hurt me to hate him because if he told me the truth, it would be dangerous for my family and his family. You know, that guy said he still loved me and never forgot me. One side I was relieved to know he never hated me. But Hiro, I've forgotten it, and over time I realized that my feelings for you weren't wrong, I liked you. I've forgotten Takuya, I just want to be with you, Hiro'.
I looked at him deeply, Hiro was still silent, there was no reaction from him. I understand how he feels hearing these words. Maybe he needs time to understand the situation.
' hiro....'.
' I'm sorry Nei, I was just a little surprised by what you said'.
' I know, it must be hard for you'.
' Nei, thank you for telling me about such a big thing, I'm not angry, after all I also know who Takuya is. He's the one who's working with our company, right?'.
' Right, he's Takuya'.
' The first time he came to the company and introduced himself, I was a little surprised because his name reminded me of you. Then I found out and rightly, he was Takuya whom Riku was talking about back then. I saw you two at the time, how he talked to you, how he looked at you, I know he hasn't forgotten you and I don't like to see him'.
' I was also surprised when he showed up at the company', I said. ' Hiro'.
' If I break my promise, can you hit me'.
' Mm.m...'. I'm nodding. ' I will definitely hit you, but please don't let me hit you, it means you don't trust me, it hurts me', I said crying in her arms.
' I don't lose it if you can cry'.
' Sorry'. Hiro wiped my tears gently, he smiled at me who was so easy to cry.
' Neira, listen to me. Whatever happens we face together. I'm just a human being, sometimes I get hooked on stupid things. If this happens to me or to you, please don't run, face it together. You understand right?'. I'm nodding. ' Neira, no matter what happens, I still love you'.
' Mmmm'.
I was a little relieved to have told him about Takuya . I don't want him to be disappointed if he knows this story from someone else. As much as possible I want to be more open to him about whatever happens to me. I don't want any more misunderstandings.
I want this relationship to work out as it should. Whatever happens next, we can deal with it.