
I packed my things one by one into the box I had prepared. For a moment I look around this place, I will definitely miss the atmosphere here. How not, so much is going on here. I love and mourn in this place and this place is also the first time I met Taku again. There are a lot of memories that have happened here.
But now it's time for me to leave because Emi is no longer in this company. Although Hiro has asked me to keep working here, but I can't accept it because from the beginning I was here just to help Emi. Besides, I don't want people to think that I'm using our friendship status to work here, especially if they're linking it to Hiro, it's even more serious.
On the one hand I feel happy working here, because from here I can save a little bit at least after Nezu graduated and was accepted into medical school all the costs I can meet. The hard times have finally been missed, now I have to try again so that we can survive together. Just hearing him graduate has made me happy, especially what I can do for him who is already proud of our family. At least we can prove that we can live even if only the two of us.
' Nezu's'. I waved my hand for a moment looking at her. Nezu smiled towards me.
' Big brother why are you suddenly here'.
' Are you busy?'.
' There's an hour and a half left'.
' Brother hungry, your college bag must be a lot of good food, take brother there', I asked, Nezu also agreed to my request.
When we got to the door, we chose a seat near the window. My eyes continued to look at this place, I had not felt this kind of atmosphere for a long time. I used to go to college here, too, although I didn't finish. There is nostalgia in remembering it.
Nezu soon came with food. I was so excited to see this food.
' Sister eat a lot, brother look skinny', he said bribing me. ' Sister has promised to take care of his health'.
' Yes, you know, you will eat everything here, until you are fat, ' I said, scooping food into my mouth. Nezu laughed at my babbling. ' Nezu, seeing you wearing clothes like this big brother is so proud, you look so cool'. I gave her a thumb.
' Eat the brother'. Nezu was embarrassed
' You're ashamed'.
' No'. I smiled seeing him misbehave. ' Brother, after you leave the company, where will you work?'.
' Anywhere, working and halal. Don't worry'.
' I'm worried that you're working too hard'.
'Quiet our savings are still there, enough for your tuition. Brother won't be too kok'.
' This brother'. I smiled seeing him.
' Nezu, are you very popular here?', I ask origin.
' Why did you ask like that?'.
' You see, they keep looking at us, especially when you are alone, like someone piercing, their gaze is.... '.
' That's just a big brother's feeling'.
' Certainly, it's not that they think this brother is your girlfriend'.
' No, I mostly read comics '.
' Who knows', I said.
I saw my watch. ' Nezu, Brother must return'.
' Sister'. Nezu opened her shirt and wrapped it around my waist. ' If you're here, don't wear a skirt like this, I don't like people looking at you that way. They saw big brother because brother was dressed like this'
' What a beautiful sister is', I said with a laugh. ' What's sexy sister?. I kept teasing him.
' Sister stop joking'.
' All right, yes, sister's gone, see you at home'.
' Yes, be careful, brother'.
Along the way I kept smiling considering Nezu's behavior. I just realized the little sister I always protected back then had changed into that adult. I was happy and moved by what he had done.
But what is wrong with my clothes, is not sexy or open or maybe because my clothes are too flashy and different. It may be too formal, so it looks weird.
I opened my bag because my phone kept ringing, I saw Emi's name on the screen. For a moment I sighed, I knew there would definitely be people shouting at me.
' Hello'.
' You want to die!!!!', he said on the other end of the phone as I kept my phone away from my ear. What I said, he must have been screaming. ' Who told you to get out of the company, quickly tell me!!!!'.
' Nobody told me, didn't you say you'd quit the company after marriage, so why would I stay'.
' But I haven't come out of Sanakan, I haven't come home either, so what are you packing your things for'
This must be Hiro's job, why did he tell her.
' Hello Nei, you're still listening to me'.
' yeah'.
' If you keep going, I will go home right now, you understand!!!!'.
Tut.. Emi disconnected her phone.
What the fuck is this, why is he hanging up. Why so complicated like this when it has dealt with him, if he comes home can be bad. I have to see Hiro.
I knocked on the door as soon as I got to his office. There was a voice inside letting in. I opened the door and stood in front of him.
' Why? What's up?'.
' Don't pretend to be stupid. Emi was angry, my ears hurt'.
' He just asked me, I just answered, it's his fault where dear'.
' Wouldn't he leave the company if he got married', I said pulling the book in front of him. ' This is why I resigned'.
He was silent looking at me.
Why is he looking at me like that, I can at least if he's looking at me, it's like my heart can't calm down.
' What are you thinking, I just looked at you but your face was red. '
' No'. I turned my face away. ' Don't switch the conversation yes'.
' Then why if Emi doesn't work anymore, you can still work with me'.
' No, I don't want to'.
' Why?'.
' I don't want people saying no-no. Let me work somewhere else, it's more convenient'.
Hiro breathed.
'Ney'. Hiro clasped both my hands. ' I just don't want to see you suffer, if you're here, I feel calm.
' Hiro if I stay here, it's not good. Let me go, I'll be comfortable with you later'.
' Alright, I won't force you anymore, I'll talk to Emi so she understands'.
' Thank you Hiro, I love you so much', I hugged him.
' I love you too, but you left me'.
'Don't say that, I didn't leave you '.
' I was just kidding, baby. I'll help you pack up'.
' It's not that you're busy anymore'.
' Calm down, there's Ryu'.
' What!!!! maybe you're bothering someone else's honeymoon'.
' Leave it'.
' Hiro's'.
' Come on away'.
She pulled me away from her room, she really didn't listen to me, how could she lightly leave the job to Ryu. I can imagine how Emi's expression that her brother is messing with, she must be upset at times.
' Come in', ask me when it's in front of the house.
' Hmm..the next time, I have something to check, Ryu sent me an e-mail'.
Ryu, e-mail, what's possible..... ' Hiro's'.
' yeah'.
' Ah. Be careful on the road'.
' I'm home, rest'. I nodded and smiled at him. Hiro drove his car away from me.
I guessed the contents of the e-mail, what about the file I gave at that time or not. It felt like asking Ryu a question but it was impossible, I was afraid to disturb them. Besides, I deserve to ask him that after I don't work there anymore. I got dizzy, what should I do.
' Big brother why?'. I looked back and heard someone talking to me.
' Nezu, make a shock'.
' Freaky brother, talk to himself, hit himself in the head'. Hearing him I just cry. ' Come on in, brother'. I nodded and followed him from behind.
I thought after they came home later, I would ask Ryu myself. I want to know what really happened. At least I didn't die curious about it.