Cherry Blossom Love's

THIS HEART (2)

I need time to understand my own feelings.

neira Aoki - Neira

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Since then, my relationship with Hiro has been strained. We don't rebuke each other like we used to, we're like strangers. I live my days as usual, work and then go home, a routine I have to go through every day.

' Jn...'. I looked up when someone greeted me. ' Echan is still in her office?', she asked and I nodded.

' He must be dressed up. This whole day she kept telling me I was beautiful, I was really nervous, I was finally getting married', I said mimicking Emi's words, Riku laughed at my babbling.

' Did he really do that'. I nodded'. ' Oh yes Nei, earlier I was really sorry, that time I mentioned Takuya's name before Hiro, Echan scolded me all out '.

' It's okay, after all we have nothing to do with it, so there's no need to worry'.

' You sure?'.

' Apaan sih'.

'Did Takuya ever contact you?'. I shook my head. ' I don't want to make you think, but I can't hide it anymore, even if Echan is going to scold me again, I have to tell you'.

' What's wrong with you, just say it'.

' I saw Takuya'.

' Takuya???'. Like being struck by lightning, I could not believe what I heard from Riku. Takuya was here, after all this time, he finally showed up. Why does destiny like to play tricks on me.

' Yes Takuya', he said . ' I also heard that right now he's replacing his father leading the company, but....'.

' But what?'.

' That time I saw her together with a woman, but I don't know what their relationship was like'.

' Really'.

' I'm sorry Neira, I told you this'.

' No problem, at least I know he's okay'.

' What are you talking about?', Emi asked suddenly.

' No', I replied briefly. ' Riku's waiting for you daritadi, go'.

' Is there really nothing?'. Me and Riku compactly nodded. ' All right, we're gone, don't envy ya'.

' What the hell, so want to throw up to see you two, I said annoyed. They just laughed and left me. ' You two be careful on the road'.

I sighed trying to calm myself down after hearing Riku's words earlier. He's been here, since when? why I never heard anything about him.

' Excuse me Miss'. That voice roused me from my daydream.

' Yes, lady, there is something I can help you with', I said

I saw a beautiful and beautiful woman in front of me.

' Toilet, where is it?', he asked. I pointed to the direction the toilet was. ' Thank you'.

' Yui'.

Deg...... That voice

' Takuya's'.

As I look back.

' I'm going to the toilet for a minute, wait for me'.

' Ok'.

I turned my back and acted as if nothing had happened.

Just as I was about to step foot away from her, she suddenly said something to me.

' Long time no see, Neira'.

I was silent . ' You are wrong sir', I said. Just as I was about to leave, Takuya pulled my hand and now I was in front of him.

' How could I have mistaken my ex-fiancee'.

' Take my hand off'.

' Neira, you're still mad at me'.

' Take me off Taku'.

' Taku, I haven't heard it in a long time'.

' There's nothing strange if I call you that, let go of my hand, and then your woman can misunderstand me '.

' My woman? You're right and he's right here in front of me'. Takuya looked at me seriously.

' You've gone crazy', I said pushing him and then leaving him. I saw him smile.

I knew he was here, but I didn't expect to see him here. What he's doing here, has he met Hiro. I don't understand why this is happening to me again.

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Now I understand why Takuya was in the company the other day. The company wants to work with Nakayama. The world is so narrow, so much like a company in this country, why should he choose this company.

Today I saw him come to this company and meet with Hiro. Did Hiro realize that the Takuya that had been talked about was the Takuya in front of him.

‘Neira...neira'. Emi. ‘ Takuya is here'.

‘ I know'.

‘ Since when?’.

‘ A few days ago'.

‘ My brother doesn't seem to know about this Takuya. I'm so worried'.

‘ You were right once and now my brother is here'.

‘ What!!!’. I turned my back and sure enough it was Hiro and Takuya. Hiro introduced Emi and also me to him. He explained that we will help him in this business cooperation. Me and Emi only listened to Hiro's explanation because we were both shocked to see him here.

‘ Miss Aoki can you deliver Mr. Takuya because there is something I want to talk about with Emi'

‘ Ba...baik', says. ‘ Please Sir', I said please.

Along the way we just kept quiet, I felt awkward about the situation. There were actually a lot of questions I wanted to ask her, but I didn't know where to start. How'this? I'm really confused.

‘ Nei!!!', cried Takuya pulled my hand suddenly. ‘ You should be more careful working', he said in a raised voice.

‘ Sorry Miss, Sir, I was completely accidental'.

‘ Are you okay?’, he asked looking at me, I nodded. Right now I'm in his arms.

‘ Thank you', I said pulling my body from his embrace but Takuya instead held my body tighter.

‘ Who said you could go'.

‘ Taku, don't be like this, release me'.

‘ Just a moment, I miss you so much'.

' Missed me, what a joke you were playing. How can you miss me, all this time you've hurt me and now why did you show up after all this time. Is this part of your game like it used to be. So explain to me Taku why you did that'.

Takuya was silent at my words and also my questions. He also let go of his embrace. ' Sorry', he said.

He left me without giving an answer to my question. Why was it so difficult for him to explain, what he was hiding. Why do I feel so sad when I bring up the incident. What are you hiding Takuya.

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' You've gone mad come to my house early in the morning, it's a holiday', my protest.

' If it wasn't for the company, I wouldn't be doing this either'.

' Where are we going?'.

' To our family villa'.

' What's going on there'.

' My brother invited Takuya and his comrades to celebrate their cooperation'

' What!!!!', I shouted in shock. ' You set me up, yeah, why am I coming with you guys, let me down'.

' You want to die, be quiet and calm'.

' How can I calm down!!!'.

It wasn't long before we arrived at Nakayama's villa. People are busy preparing for this event. All preparations are done carefully for the sake of the smooth running of this event. It seemed that Hiro was busy paying attention to the details of everything that had been prepared.

I haven't seen him for a long time and we haven't talked like we used to. I love to see this serious expression. Somehow I had to mend this relationship, I lost my confidence to approach her.

Towards the evening guests began to arrive, the atmosphere was getting crowded and the guests who were waiting for it had arrived. Takuya came along with a woman and held her hand in a friendly manner.

' Who is that woman? ', ask Emi to me. I shook my head, actually I had seen her the other day, when Takuya and I met for the first time . ' What are you doing? From that moment on, fidgeting continues', he asked astonished to see me not calm.

' Which hiro?', my question suddenly made Emi shocked.

' My brother, kangen ya', he replied teasing me.

' What the hell, seriously know, the guests are already on the come'.

' Yes'.

' Nothing' car either'.

' Yes, we'll just search while I call him'. I also nodded.

I searched Hiro all over the villa, I asked Hiro about everyone I met, but they didn't know where Hiro was. I was worried that something would happen to him. I ran here and there and didn't care how high the shoes I was wearing were.

' Aww..', my ringisku is in pain holding my leg. Not being careful, I fell down.

' This one of you never changes'.

' Takuya, what are you doing here'.

' Following you, I see you running around, I want to know what you're doing'.

' Hiro, I'm looking for him, did you see him, you know.....'.

' What!!!! Brother's car accident'. Emi's voice was not far from where I was.

My mind was starting to get upset, if he got hurt.

Regardless of my sore feet, I rushed to see Emi. The shocked Takuya saw me standing up trying to help me walk with limping legs.

' Emi, did Hiro crash, did he get hurt, parahkah', I asked that made Emi shocked. ' Emi why shut up, I ask you, ' I cried out in alarm.

' Calm'.

' How can we be calm, if something happens to him how? Where is Hiro now?'.

' I'm here'.

That voice...

I looked back and it was true that the owner of the voice was Hiro. I went back to see Emi.

' I didn't say my brother was in an accident, I just said my brother's car was in an accident. The car was used by my brother and accidentally crashed. I wanted to tell you but you're already upset first'.

I dropped my body in limp, I was really scared at that moment, unconsciously my tears were dripping, I was crying all over. They were shocked to see my attitude. Hiro came up to me and hugged me.

' Neira, I'm fine, now that I'm here, don't cry anymore. I don't know what to do if I see you crying like this. I'm sorry to worry you, I won't repeat it, so don't cry anymore, I promise you'.

Hiro hugged me tightly, gently stroking my hair, I no longer paid any heed to Takuya and Emi seeing us like this. I was really relieved to see her doing well because I was really afraid something might happen to her. I'm afraid I can't see it again, not for the third time, I don't want to lose it for the third time.