Chasing Love Casanova
Chapter 35. John
Ainisha was happy and happy to see that John and Resia's home life was not as beautiful as it used to be. The shadow that they would live without a child haunts their lives.
Despite being lipped, John is sure he will be able to accept Resia as it is, but John is still an ordinary man. A man who craves offspring. The offspring that comes from his own flesh and blood is not the result of adoption.
It was at this time that John remembered Clara. The woman who once filled her heart before meeting Resia. The last time they met was eight months ago. Clara tells him that she is pregnant and holds John accountable. Unfortunately, John rejects Clara for being lured to Resia.
John was pensive, seeing Resia looking sad all day. Intentions wanted to cheer up, but Resia's mood didn't seem okay. Resia kept quiet and cried more after leaving the hospital.
"Darling, stop crying. You must be strong. Whatever your circumstances, I will accept. So you calm down" said John, trying to calm his wife.
"John, you'll never know what it's like to be an imperfect woman. It hurts, it's sad, it's desperate and it feels like I want to end my life right now" Resia said.
"I understand how you feel. Honey ...," said John stopped.
"Go .. there go. I want to be alone" said Resia in an unstable condition.
John could only obey his wife's wishes. John went out and went to a cafe to relax after being at home always scolded Resia.
Unintentionally, he met Clara who was also at the cafe with Haikal to discuss a new partnership. Clara also did not expect to meet John at this place.
John looked at Clara. He wanted to ask about his son. Although it may be late, but it never hurts to try to get closer to Clara again.
John approaches Clara who upon seeing Clara and Haikal are done discussing the work. With doubt, John greeted Clara.
"Clara, can I talk to you for a second?" greet John slowly.
"John," murmured Ainisha in shock.
While Haikal who already knew the relationship Clara and John first, just silence and feel awkward.
"Clara, since our discussion is over, I will not stand in the way if you have other business" Haikal said later.
Ainisha looked towards John who was still standing waiting for an answer from her. There was a sense of confusion that enveloped Ainisha's heart. Because since what happened to Resia, her desire to take revenge on John and Resia has been removed since a few days ago.
"Alright, please," replied Ainisha while standing up.
Ainisha followed John's steps towards John's seat. They sat face to face and John called the waiter to order a glass of drink. After the drink came, John began to speak.
"Clara, will you please drink it?" john and Ainisha.
"thank you. Just tell me what you want to talk about. Because as you told me a while ago, we have no relationship anymore. You must have not forgotten all that," said Ainisha rather annoyed.
"Clara, I'm sorry if at that time, my words hurt your heart. I was just afraid that you'd do something stupid like you used to" John replied.
"Doing something stupid, what do you mean?" asked Ainisha confused.
"Clara, who doesn't know what you used to be. But now you look much different. It's like I don't recognize you anymore. Clara, to be honest, I now admire you. Your attitude is also getting older" said John praising Clara.
"John, you don't have to talk like that. We are just ordinary people, who are bound to change. Either it's turning good or it's getting worse. But, thank you for taking my change for the better" Ainisha said, smiling to give a friendly impression.
"You're right. Actually that's what I want to talk about, too. I want to apologize for what I did to you. I'm sorry to have hurt your heart by not believing that you're pregnant with my son" John said sadly.
"All that's over. I don't want to remember any of that anymore either. Given the extreme pain" Ainisha said, trying to act as Clara.
Ainisha begins to be suspicious of John's well-changed attitude and concern for him. Ainisha wanted to find out, what was really in John's heart right now. Ainisha didn't want her to be trapped by John's trap.
"Clara, are you married?"
"Yet. Why?" ask Ainisha back.
Ainisha looked towards John who was hesitant to answer Ainisha's question. That was when Haikal, who had been watching Clara and John, stepped past them while greeting Ainisha.
"Clara, I need to get home. Please give my regards to your mother" said Haikal.
"Wait, can I come with your car. I forgot something, I still want to ask you. Just walk away," said Ainisha while standing staring at Haikal.
"Have you guys finished talking?" haikal asked while looking at John.
"It has. Nothing matters" replied Ainisha who immediately walked up to Haikal.
"Well then" said Haikal.
Ainisha did not care what John thought about his attitude. Ainisha only wanted to avoid the question that Ainisha feared the most. That is, about his son, Haidar Ziyan.
John would have wanted to know more about himself by now. Ainisha wanted to rethink before going any further to damage John and Resia's household.
Ainisha followed Haikal's steps towards exiting the cafe. Arriving outside, Ainisha stopped following Haikal. It made Haikal confused because he had been talking, and no one said. As it turned out, Ainisha was no longer behind him.
Haikal turned around and approached Ainisha who was standing waiting for a taxi. Haikal drew a deep Breath realizing that, the woman in front of him was as much a secret as Ainisha was.
"Clara, didn't you just say there was something you wanted to ask me?" ask Haikal.
"I'm sorry, I was just making excuses to leave. Again, sorry, Mr. Haikal," replied Ainisha with a shy smile.
"Oh, so just an excuse. Then I go first" Haikal said, then walked away.
Ainisha stared sadly at Haikal's departure. Not long after, a taxi stopped in front of the cafe and Ainisha immediately boarded. Ainisha had to return to the company, to report the results of his conversation with Haikal to Bu Minarsih.
From now on, Ainisha should be able to become Clara and accept everything sincerely.
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