Chased by Love Tyson

I'm tired

After a few moments of silence, and Putu was finished with the ice fruit he turned to me "You better think again, do not decide what when the heart is in a bad condition "

"I also feel I need time, what do I want to continue how, I'm not strong pain if there is a problem that may be even bigger bli"

"That's part of the deck maturity process, this life path is not only smooth, sometimes steep sometimes rocky, as long as the intention is good to be passed along the deck"

"Do you know why I have a girlfriend after all these years? "

"Know, all I know is that you haven't moved on yet right? you are afraid of the loss and pain that came yesterday again, right? "

"Mmm, it was in the mall that it felt like many times the pain of bli, I felt my world collapsed instantly like a really bad painttt"

"Dec pain is part of the emotions we have, it's just that maybe your feelings are more fragile than others. And it's natural, everyone has different results when faced with a problem. Now you just want to be like this just want to keep trying to fight! for your own sake"

I took a long breath

"There will be a lot of problems waiting in the future, even if not from the two of you can be from other people, if you do not learn to fight from now you will not go anywhere deck" bli Putu again.

"May her fight slowly not bli, I'm like to take a pause first, want to breathe first"

"Yes, why not, later if you feel better, have a good conversation"

"I can't believe he's completely blistered because of this"

"It's also natural deck, eh said if you want, Galang can take his parents home to explain again, how"? said bli putu while giving a wide smile of his joke

"If they play at home so serious my relationship, even though I want it slowly. Like who wants a spit of marriage" I'm getting nervous to hear it

"Hahahaha deck" bli putu widened while shaking his head.

"you dong get married first, cook me"

"Well, if you're ready, I haven't had a problem lately, the one who wants to get married" Bli putu teased me

"cz! " i can only grieve

"Dad, I'm kidding" bli putu patted my hand softly.

" If he later turns out to be unfaithful how bli? "

"Future who knows the deck, we can only choose the best, the rest depends on fate.  Have you chosen sometimes the results are not appropriate what if you do not choose the best? "

I look at Putu's words

"A good man is hard to find on the deck, and I somehow believe he's a good man, responsible, committed, working and handsome bonus"

"What are you giving me until this promotion? "

Bli Putu smiled amusedly " uh but I salute him, willing to take responsibility which is not really because of his fault. Moreover, he seems to love the child, especially later with his own child"

"Try if someone else is in his position, definitely rejects Effortlessly. I do not love the same wife, must suddenly become a father and during his time as a husband must be able to limit himself to the opposite sex. Watch out for other girls" said Bli Putu again 

"If it's not my soul mate well not what the hell bli" I melengos

"Not what but nangiisss drama, thought for days...  Haha"

"Hahahaha not ah, that's not it"

"Surely so" 

"Law deck, think again. I'm up to you how good. Whatever makes you happy deck" Bli Putu smiled and nudged my shoulder 

I also smile. 

"But you know where Galang is at the mall from? "

"At first I did intend to walk for a while after work, because said Galang he again had family affairs, family affairs,  keep Bumi sending photos of him with his ex-wife and his son sitting in the food court mall, ? well, I'm also curious about kusamperin just yah"

"Oh Earth, that person well there is no end to disturb you, block just the number is useless also still communication with him"

"Daddy I've blocked, kesel deh but if he did not send the photo I also will not know so soon right? "

"Dad, but the timing is not right" 

" Go home yuk Bli, I'm tired of taking a bath trus sleeping"

"Yes yuk"

We rushed to leave the place after paying for the ice. 

After taking a shower I dropped my body on this soft bed, still imagined the face of Dad and Mom look so worried waiting at the dinner table. After Bli Putu and I went home, Mom greeted me in a soft voice "be ngajeng deck?" (Have you eaten deck? )

I shook my head and without saying anything else Mother pulled me gently to the dining table.  

"Ngajeng shy pang sing catch wind, mek mare meli lawar luankk sajan" (First let not catch a cold, mother just bought a delicious Lawar) Mother's voice sounded cheerful

I could only smile and hurried to wash my hands and take the dishes.  Behind me Putu bli also did the same thing, only after he took rice and lawar and other side dishes he chose to sit on the front porch of his room as he usually did.

Dad just silently smiled while watching me who started to eat greedily. "Bape jak meme be ngajeng? " (Same mother did you eat?) 

"Be dek mare sajan" (It's deck just now) My father said calmly

"Ae me mare suud ngajeng jak bape" (Dad mom just ate with dad) My mom answered

After eating I decided to take a shower because I was lazy to discuss the problem again. 

Mom saw me shudder wash dishes then took the bag and jacket that I put on an empty chair "banjus shy segeran, mengelantas be rest be peteng still" (Brand first let segeran, ngelantas be peteng, it's been a rest at night) 

I nodded with a smile. 

Mother and father are very understanding parents, they did not ask me to tell this matter as soon as possible. Maybe because they understand the nature of me who wants to be alone for a while and I am not looking to discuss it at this time. 

I grabbed my phone I put on the table. I looked at the photo of Galang who was smiling sweetly staring at me, as I recall this photo I took suddenly when he came home. 

"Hi, it seems like I still need time to be able to speak directly to the bli" I sent the first message to Galang.  

"While don't call me, when I'm ready to meet, I'll let you know" 

A second message was also sent. 

There were two blue ticks on each of the messages I had sent earlier, a sign that the message had been read by Galang, and a sign appeared that he was typing something. 

" I understand Nami 😔 sorryin I love😫, I will wait for any ❤"

Reply Short galang. 

Due to fatigue my eyes felt heavy and not intermittent too long I fell asleep.