
I let out a long sigh, I turned my face up hoping that my tears would return to their respective positions.
“Brrrrttt...” haveku vibrate sign there is an incoming message in whatsapp (WA) application
Beni: “klee (anxiety of annoyance in Balinese)..my work is very much 😵” “Last month nam.... km how are you?” “ Where to?” what drama of life? Haha
Nami: “Sama busy, was tumben bu boss did not go home first, suddenly I just feel sad well Ben, inget him again"
Beni: “ yeee does not matter much.. meet yuk road where it is, long ago also I did not meet you”.
Name: “ntr malem? 7 Hours well pick up “
Beni: “nah (Yes) bu bos”
Name:” sip”
Afternoon at 6:54 minutes visible from a distance The white city car type approached slowly, after turning around and reaching the front of the house, Beni opened his car glass while gushing his face…
“Mari nyah please enter” bargain amused while chuckling
I who had been prepared earlier of course immediately jumped into Beni's car
“Duh really long sir, I got out the roots waiting, the hunt is fruiting I Ben" my joke again
“Not yet at 07:00 anyhow who told you to wait outside, would want to say goodbye to your mother” replied Beni Relax while turning off the car engine
“Mother again no Ben, there is a wedding reception neighbor”
“Ok, where are we going? “ Ask beni
"What time can you be? " My Sahut
"Can be until dawn "Beni answered confidently by raising both eyebrows.
" seriously? Is it the same drama as Sinta? "
"Let me tell you, where did we go first"
"We're just muters, yeah?" I asked again after being confused about determining the goal.
Beni who was preparing in front of the steering wheel of the car turned to me with a flat face "yes already then, but you have eaten Nam?!"
"Already dong, if not sure I invite you to eat first, uh we go to the area ubud first yuk! Is it just 7 o'clock? Abis is new to kuta, measuring the road yak. Males hanging out again!" My ceroscos with passion.
Beni seemed to think while his lips slightly pursed, "OK, if so now we go to Ubud first, then we will ask through sanur hmmm hmm okay... Yuk!"
The answer was short while starting the engine of his car.
I put on my seat belt, as usual I prefer to sit with my legs half-crossed, my right leg folded up like cross-legged but my left leg dangling and my body leaning freely on the seat back. With this position I can relax on the way. Beni turned towards me for a second and said
"It's a habit, well, that fine woman....."
"His seat should be guarded hahaha”! I snatched his quick talk while laughing loosely
Beni smiled and finally laughed a little while shaking her head
"Diem ah Ben, bosen tauk dengernya, not chatted, called whatever woman what... " My mouthpiece, please,
Beni also ngakak "you're great, cuek-cue like this why it's a lot of men who like it anyway?!,
"I don't know, I'm surprised too. Curious about it, huh??"
Beni sighed" Curious? know where??!. Not all men are so, look at me! Looky brother! "
I shrugged my shoulders at the sign of not knowing too "well".
My hand reached out toward the radio "the horror of yuk song!"
There was a song from Sheila on 7 playing, I pulled my hand back and put it on my lap.
"mmm...Maybe also I'm not ready to have a girlfriend again Ben, after well know you..not yet moved on but ... indeed have not moved on anyway "I grinned towards Beni
Beni could only smile while shaking
" Truly can't yet, cook all the men who suddenly approached me pacarin…"
"Oh yes, how are you?!" I continued later, because I suddenly remembered Beni had a beautiful girlfriend.
"He asked for Nam's break, he asked for clarity on the direction of the relationship, maybe because it was late dating well I don't understand"
"Trus why didn't you marry Ben?" Ask me again quickly
"If you want to marry I feel like I'm not ready yet?!” beni's face looks gloomy
"Actually who the hell is ready to change Ben? there is no really right time for something new, when it happens, it's just the case"
Beni turned towards me with a water of amazement
"Wow!!! Wahhh this Nami is firm huh? Hahaha some time not met two months what is it so wise this is mom?? " Ben chuckles
"that's right?, a lot of things we do for the first time without a proper initial plan. Suddenly you already have a boyfriend, work first time, make an email first time well a lot of things "
Beni mangosteen - bearded and let out a long sigh.
"Dad, I have a plan but I'm afraid I'm not yet established " Sahut Beni with a voice that sounds doubtful
"When do you keep it? Fear after established, there are married hahahaha kapok" Candaku
"Don't dong, I'm still in love with Sinta Nam" Beni looks sad.
"Love may feel ready Ben, her parents must be wondering. Your relationship is like a KPR installment lamaaaa. How many years? Six...Seven?? In any case, your age will be suitable well 26 years" I said while remembering the age of Beni different 1 year from my age.
Iyah we are different age 1 year, said Beni he was late in elementary school because as a child, Beni's father was in the army so when he moved his duties TK in the area, back to Denpasar
" hahahaha, Iyah bener lately we are indeed arguing this problem aja loh"
"As a woman who already knows the inside of you, she clearly feels worried, Until first when is mas... When?! . How the hell Ben fucked up you guys have a variety of styles really not really married too"
I laughed seductively at Beni who immediately pulled the tip of my hair that was loose because I was upset
"Gee! Sick Ben, my precious crown, I'm stained ben" I stroked my sick hair pulled Beni while grimacing.
"Hahaha what the hell, do not need to discuss his style also yah Nam!!" Beni said a little screamed in anxiety
"Well, Ben's dating style, what do you think?! I dodged, "but if you see your face turn red like this I want to know what's going on. Good what the hell!? "
" Don't talk about me well!, today we come out to discuss you. Gawat loh you until now do not have a boyfriend anymore "Beni divert the conversation
I rolled my eyeballs and let out a long breath.
"eh we've sampled where, how quiet Sunday night is the road" I tried to divert the conversation while looking around and lowering the car glass.
"No need to talk!? Suhut Beni again
" Ck's dating?" I turned flat and then quietly turned to the quiet streets, suddenly it felt like walking slowly, I could hear clearly the untitled song maliq and the essential that flowed softly from the Radio. A cold night wind blew on my face.
"Hey! Are you on Nam again?!" Ask Beni slowly
"Eh yes Still want Ricky temenku no, which in college always make sure you watch, walk, and always fail" asked Beni again break the silence
I turned to Beni while trying to remember Ricky's name.
" Ricky... Ricky that's Oh iyah... How is he?" Hmmm Ricky who shows off his father has a hotel, keeps making sure I occasionally nginep in his hotel right? He said so he could get up and see the beach view, continue to breakfast in bed, right?? hahahaha" I started to laugh
Beni smiled amusedly
"I met him last night in front of a client's office, still you know. You love what the hell the person can get to that, even though he is married, his wife is very beautiful Socialite" said Beni
"Love winnows!!!" It's a lawn-eating winnow" like me again
"To sampi*nam! (Plesetan "it's a cow nam*) duh! Started off" he replied while geleng2 while laughing loudly
"Partially if Ricky meets me now he must be like a clown squirming, it could be dumbass turns out not as beautiful as the hallucinations of college. He's not my type, neither is Ben, there's no pounding feeling like him, just normal. And what the hell is less than Ricky yah?", my dream again
"Keep your type like your ex who finally cheated on you nam? Oops! Sorry" said Beni while covering her mouth with her left hand and glancing at Nami with worried eyes.
"Cing! (Abridged from Cicing which means dog) hahaha” I laughed amusedly
"if you're talking about me, I'm not offended, Ben. Anyway, when I first met him, do you remember when we were talking in front of the campus? he suddenly made acquaintances, kept everything going as it was. I kept making it until I finally realized she was a womanizer "I leaned my back on the car seat lazily.
"Dad was busy talking about what we were like, he asked for acquaintances. I honestly fell down at that time. Before your acquaintance, he used to watch over you, Nam, but I'm diem. He knows we're best friends but he's cut me off, until you're finally made. He likes it the least when I talk to you or chat with you, right!? " beni looks upset
"Dad Ben, I'm not good with you. But his attention was very sweet Ben.
Kayak every morning send a message "beautiful morning, this morning rain carefully on the road well dear" so-so. Not to mention the sudden disperse of college he nongol in front of the door bring cold drinks. Or fitting again Laper open the bag there is a sandwich in enterin diem-diem. Ahhh that time I thought I was special to him Ben. He knows how to treat women, which is not the only thing I'm treated for" I told him, looking up and smiling wryly.
"Udah ah don't need to be missed again, he is a jerk!! Totally!!! "pilot beni is worried
" Do you want to start a new relationship with someone?? Its been like 4 years ago???!! "
Beni smiled at me
Suddenly my tears came back, I took a deep breath. My eyes turned to the side of the road. "I'm afraid the pain is again Ben, I don't think I'm ready yet"
"Ah you, the name of the relationship is not always smooth, but if you do not try again how to know which is good which is not." Beni advised.
" But he's a jerk Nam!. I'm honest well you looked very happy that time. I know you're in love with her, that's why I'm happy with your relationship. Although he did not consider me at all but I supported it at that time. It's just that ever since there was a rumor she was a womanizer I felt guilty about you, because it wasn't through to all of you"
I turned towards Beni with a wry smile
"I still want after breaking up that you call me right. Sanur Beach must be more water and saltier because your love drama cries hahahaha" Canda Beni while ngakak
I hit his big shoulder while laughing
"Thankfully you do not use the scene of a suicide drama, can enter the newspaper loh hahaha" continued Beni again with a laugh.
"A girl tried to kill herself because of a breakup, initialed N from Sanur, that's the time her headline hahaha "My answer is still laughing
" Then your type is still like her?" Ask beni quickly while concentrating on driving
"Since breaking up with him I tried to find a normal one, Ben. A good man, a dear one, who is dedicated to me but not possessive either. Understand that Ben does not have to be grandiose sms in me every morning deh. Everyone also wakes up must have their own activities" said I steady
"Cieee... Did you get it? Heeee" said beni while grinning the horse
" If you've been dapet why I came out this prank just like you Ben, mendingan dating "I scowl
“Oh idle, it turns out I just so a lonely impingement of a Nami only apparently, well my mom is ready to serve the outside Mother in "Bisik beni with a serious face
“Ben…!!! I pinched his arm with anxiety and we laughed…
"Eh good thing also yah dating your three years the same he, not too far well, you know I mean use delicious, steady it hahaha" Beni chuckled
"Benee!!! " I screamed in anger
"Eh maybe because I can't wait for you when can be invited to eat that time well he cheated? " Beni is teasing Nami
"Ihhhh Beni uglykk "I pinched his arm again
"Hahaha sick Nami, pinched mulu. eh anyways you said yesterday and yesterday where? Jawabin chatku is also just that"
“Eh gini well, I don't want us to often walk, each of you is the same Sinta alone and I will know myself...anyways cape every chat must wait for you to answer yes what yes, once you answer yes I immediately muter brain moutin chat that does not think make love jealous. My feeling is not your affair but want to chat just use code”
my cerocos while shaking my waist put my body towards Beni
“Hahahaha iyah” beni replied while laughing.
“Eh Iyah I just inget Ben I have not told well, after that until my home just ngeh. I think I have a secret admirer what a stalker exactly is. So this afternoon when I called you, I put a note on the outside of my bag. Kan I took the bus because my motorbike was flat, the contents of the notes were just “be happy”. I think a prankster, can get me in the office too. I don't think anymore. But just now suddenly inget noon before again there is an online ojek nganterin iket my hair that fell out somehow where there continue to be notes also the contents hmm hmm “untung iketan hair yes that was left instead of his love, love, If his love I enter the bag yah” is hahahaha dreadful “ my story is excited .