Chased by Love Tyson

It's raining this afternoon

Today was exhausting. My job as a wedding sales manager assistant really took up my time lately. Luckily, I got home earlier than usual today. I walked down the street holding tightly to the little black umbrella that looked shiny as it was wet with rainwater. This morning, the weather seemed clear without any cloudiness.

The road I was walking on looked wet and muddy, it seems the rain was reluctant to stop this afternoon. Luckily, the bus stop from the office where I work is not too far away. So I could walk a little more leisurely before the bus arrived on schedule. 

It has been two days that my favorite motorcycle suddenly did not want to turn on and had to stay at the workshop Mr. Timo. Mr. Timo said today the possibility of a motorbike I can take. He was old but still deft in work and the results were satisfactory. That's why many rely on the services of Mr. Timo for just oil changes, services or other repairs. Usually any repair can be done quickly, it's just that yesterday Mr. Timo was overwhelmed by receiving repairs in his workshop because his first child who usually works in the workshop is sick. So I understand quite well his situation. 

Like yesterday until the stop where I got off I will call *father (father) to pick me up. Because from the stop later until the house is quite far away. 

"The rain that is lurking like this usually stops for a long time" I murmured as I turned my head towards the dark sky.

When I arrived at the stop, I saw one or two people look bored waiting for the bus to arrive, Iyah bus passing this stop usually comes late, plus rain like this I seem to have to be more patient again waiting. After retracting my umbrella, I put the wet umbrella that I was using next to me in an inverted position, seen the water flowing quickly from the end of the umbrella.

I sat facing the street that looked straight. I noticed a pair of lovers standing at the end of the bench stop, they seemed engrossed in chatting while giggling about what they were talking about seemed exciting.

The woman looks really happy, there is no burden visible on the look on her face.

"Ah yeah when was the last time I chatted for a long time and walked with the opposite sex other than Beni and my sister well? " I look in my heart. "It's been a long time well about 4 years, old phew too, why have I for so many years? Yes, I enjoyed my solitude, but after seeing two lovebirds, I suddenly felt that there was something lacking in my life"

"If the word Goddess who has been my friend since childhood, the age of 25 years is vulnerable age, between the singles for life or immediately met a mate. Ah cook that scary 25 years old?! He said that the age of the circle of friends is getting narrower, we are busy with work routines and rarely socialize like when we were in school and college. Automatic association is reduced and means meeting his soul mate will be more difficult. Coupled with me who never update social media again since hmm maybe 3 years ago because besides being busy also start lazy with things like that” my daydream is getting farther

“Daddy anyway go home office more often directly home like today. If you go straight away usually shopping for personal monthly alone or a short walk with Beni and Dewi, it's been rare since work"

"Kok I'm thinking this weird" I sighed and scratched my non-itchy head. 

I grabbed my hole and hesitantly pressed the old number I did not call, a heavy voice half whispered in a worried tone at the end.

"Where are you going!? “ sounds typical Beni smooth voice. 

"Bennnnn. "I called him softly.

"Of course you're upset, ck! I'm meeting again. I'll call you later again, sorry well nam" Beni replied still whispering 

" Okay, I'm not sorry Ben” I quickly replied

“Tut.. “ Phone connection was cut off. 

Miraculously she always knew I was in any circumstance" I thought again with a smile.

Beni's the best friend I've ever had after the Goddess, I still remember when I was in 3rd grade High School my introduction to him accidentally from our simple comments on one of the news accounts that appeared on the fanpage timeline on facebook. We became friends with each other in the virtual world. I was always amazed by her magical and unusual comments, and in the end we made friends in the real world. It turns out that we enroll in the same university just different majors. We often meet on campus, make a road appointment together, just unwind after college while discussing absurd things. The conversation got so nice with her but somehow we didn't become lovers.

Though Beni is handsome, maybe just like me he also feels this friendship more than anything, we are comfortable like this and are not willing to change it at all.

My daydream was up, the bus I was waiting for finally came, I rushed up, suddenly Someone patted my arm slowly, 

"sorry my umbrella is missing" a tall man in a black hat, glazed with black eyes and wearing a mask thrusting my umbrella that was barely left at the stop, not strange indeed when now wearing a mask on the streets like this because of the high pollution and dusty roads. The man handed me my umbrella quickly, I smiled as I picked up my umbrella immediately and said 

"thank you, almost"

The man nodded and got on the bus with me. He was looking for a seat that he considered most comfortable.

Incidentally the bus passengers were not too crowded, I looked for a seat in the corner near the Window as usual. The black bag I used to carry worked I put on my lap.

My eyes were fixed on the words "Be Happy!"  the one stuck in front of him, as I remember this bag from earlier never separated from my shoulder, equipped with a smiley:) I also smiled.

Ah Iyah I so remembered some shipment of goods out of whom a few times lately. "Is this also including yah? I'm like I got a secret admirer ahh hopefully not a stalker "I'm mumbling again

The bus moved slowly splitting the rain and congestion that afternoon and successfully brought

my mind drifted far into the past. I suddenly thought of Earth. Yes, I realize even until this moment he still inhabits the corners of my memory and turmoil. 

I remember what happened four years ago when I was in college. 

Suddenly the Earth that I thought was my ex came looking for me with an irritated face, she pulled my hand to a rather quiet place 

"i want to talk!!!" he said with a trenchant tone

While trying to pull back my hand I shouted “what the hell is Earth!! pull my hand like a gini, sick tofu!!” 

My hand finally slipped from his grip and I kept my distance. 

“you can not arbitrarily break up from me nam!” he said again with a little scream 

“Seennya?! Not that you want to try to approach my friends one by one?” I growled again

“It's not like you think nam, they're just regular friends for me”

“Oh well, what common friend goes to watch together on a Sunday night, Iyah the Ita story to me, because he thinks we're breaking again, who else do you pepet, Mia? Mia nanya to me what is our relationship, who else, Dian? And sexy Tiara, who else?? I don't even remember the names of all of them, and you think I'm selugu it still believes everything you said?” I said with explosive emotions. 

The earth fell silent for a moment and took a deep breath before saying

"But that's just Nam's fad, you're the only one, please don't stay with me. I can't call you giniin" The face of the Earth is clear 

"It's been a waste of 3 years. At first I thought I had found someone so amazing. Where's the person I've been proud of all this time? If only I hadn't caught you sitting with June in the garden that day", ....*I bit my lower lip to muffle the tears that started jostling in my eyes… "maybe I've stayed with my naivety believing in all your excuses all along. It turned out that the stories I had heard all along were true" My voice began to tremble, my chest tightened again, I held back my tears that had invaded wanting to scatter out. I have to be strong. 

"I'm guilty Nam, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. We haven't seen each other for a week and communicated, I feel really lost"

"lost? Huh.." I laughed incessantly, I held my head that was starting to heat up. 

"What did you think of me all this time??? Layover house? Comfortable home after the adventure?? Because you know I've always been there for you ?!!! "

The earth bowed and fell silent at my words. 

"It's the Earth, this relationship is over" I continued, raising both my hands as a sign of surrender. 

"I admit Nam, you're the most comfortable place for me. No matter how far I go, I always come back to you, Nam. .. Maybe I'm not ready for the relationship as you want, sorry once again. But, I can't just take you away"

"Keep what do you want?? , am I tired, I want to go home" I looked at him sharply and passed from before him. 

"Nami, you keep my millik, now or later. I know your feelings won't change forever. Only I can understand so many things in your life, we'll see"!!!  I heard the Earth yelling at me who was rushing away from that place. 

That was the last day I met him. After that I always avoided it. I never answered the phone until my phone number changed. Until I heard that she was already in a relationship with Mia a major friend of mine. Yes I admit I still love Earth, even after so many years we separated I still can not completely forget the 3 most beautiful years of my life. My eyes are back inundated. 

She was my first love, very romantic. I've never been treated like that before. I've had monkey love experiences before but not that deep.