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The next day.A place in one of the cities in west Java.A handsome man accompanied a girl who was pregnant in the examination room at a clinic specifically pregnant women and children.Today the schedule of her examination of the womb that has entered the age of 2 months.
"The condition of the fetus is healthy and grows well.But the diet must be maintained and must be nutritious for the smooth development of your prospective baby.".Said an Obstetrician.
"Good Doctor!.".The girl who was in front of the long-haired doctor.
"This is taken by mouth until the vitamin runs out according to the recipe.".The doctor gives some vitamin caplets in a spelt of plastic wrap.
"Mas, please take care and take care of your wife to eat her regularly.Don't do too much physical activity and can't stress too.".
"Okay Doc', I understand!.Thanks for everything.".Said the man while greeting the Doctor.
"Then we'll excuse you Doctor!.".Said the man as he grabbed the plastic package.
"Yes, please!.".
Simultaneously, the couple exited the room down the hallway of the clinic to the parking lot where the car was.
"Mas Riccy, thank you for your attention all this time!.I owe the same mas.Kalo no mas somehow my fate now!.".Aulia said softly with a bowed face looking at her phone not daring to look at Riccy who was her husband.
There was guilt in his heart for having implicated the innocent Riccy in his life.At first glance Riccy glanced at the girl sitting beside his left.
"Easy,no need to talk about it.I did it for the request of my mother who is so concerned with both of your parents to have to sacrifice my happiness.Also because of the messianic fate of the child in your womb that was left gone by father!.".Riccy said as he drove the steering wheel.
The trust of his late mother made Riccy forced to marry him and resigned to be strongly tied to his relationship with Aulia who is not known.Gadis who must be saved his good name, honor and the dignity of his family and the baby in the womb.
In silence during the trip until finally arriving at the destination.According to the house, Riccy rushed out first without turning to the sweet girl sitting next to him earlier.Headily he went inside and went straight to his room.
While Aulia did not budge sitting in her chair while stroking her stomach that began to bulge.But she remained patient and not bothering about Riccy's attitude even though her heart was captivated by him.Aulia could understand Riccy's attitude to her even though sometimes she felt hurt if she felt hurt he is sensitive.
"However you are not wrong and sinful son!.Your papa was the one who was wrong for leaving without a message and didn't want to take responsibility for both of us!.".
At a young age, he had to carry a heavy burden, even though there were many dreams he wanted to achieve.
A few weeks ago, Aulia was in shock because she did not get her monthly period.With her own initiative she used the 'testpack' that she had just seen the first time.She was stuck when she saw the line of two 'Positive' signs' as recommended how to use it is read behind the packaging of the object.
It has been resolved in his mind will be so because self-conscious ever do the thing that was warned loudly by both parents to never do it before tied to the rope of marriage.But somehow 'demon' what possessed him until it happened when he handed over his valuable assets.
"I'm sorry Riccy!, because of me you have to sacrifice your future and your happiness!.If only your mother had not advised to take care of me before she breathed her last.Maybe this time I have gone to leave me in this situation.Pregnant out of wedlock!.".Lirih Aulia sobbed and held back her cries while looking at the ring that was coiled in her sweet day.
Wedding ring pinned by Riccy during the wedding contract that should be pinned by the father of the baby.Terasa painful and painful feeling when left by the father of the prospective baby and even Riccy who bore the burden his sin.
The 21-year-old girl thought in her daydream.Still recorded in her memory when her chastity was snatched by her lover after successfully persuading and seducing her on the grounds that she would soon marry him.However for no apparent reason suddenly went to escape when their wedding will take place.
With a heavy heart Riccy married Aulia Izzatunissa at the request of the mother who was friendly with Aulia's mother.The arrival of her hometown to visit and visit her mother who was often sickly instead had to end in bail after only a few years day get there.
When Aulia's wedding ceremony took place, Riccy and her mother came as invited guests to attend the event.But before the kabul ijab was held, the groom-to-be suddenly disappeared on that day.
After hearing the news.Aulia's body immediately collapsed falling unconscious and unconscious in her room due to shock.The atmosphere turned into violent and messy instantly.
Riccy's mother offers Aulia's help to save their honor and volunteers to help her by marrying off their children without compromise and first discussing with Riccy and Aulia.
After considering, finally the Aulia family agreed to his proposal.And without stalling again finally implemented it.
After hearing his mother's request, he,Riccy was amazingly shocked and shocked.But because his mother continued to grope and plead finally la lelu also and want to replace the position of the bridegroom despite being forced to do it.Not to mention because of the condition of the mother who has been getting weaker because of his diabetes that he suffered for a long time.
Riccy's dreams and hopes to be reunited with Alma must be sacrificed.Kandas and vanished at that time without Alma's knowledge.
Inside his room Riccy pondered while sitting on the carpet.His back was leaning on his bed.Cigarette smoke billowing everywhere filled the entire room that was tightly closed door.The window was left open for air circulation that felt sultry and hot.Speaking appeared behind the pores of his skin.
With a blank look and a distant mind.Riccy looked at Alma's face plastered in the gallery of his mobile phone.
"What are you doing now Al'?.I miss you, miss looking at your face, your eyes and your laughter.Hindu hugs you, miss your voice and your funny words.You realize ga Al' if you're a prankster and a chatter, but that's what I miss most about you right now.".
Really hurt because he can only look at photos of Alma.Kinganya at this time is to embrace the body of Alma who always sniffed the fragrance of perfume.She still remembers the fragrant smell of Alma until now.
"I'm sorry for not being able to keep my promise to you, my dear.Please forget about me and the memories of us!.Let's just say I never got into your life.".
"I'm sorry because our dream of marriage will never be fulfilled.I have to bear the burden and responsibility of others for their actions because they have desecrated the girl I married.Now she is carrying the seed of the man.".
"I'm sorry for leaving without telling you.It's up to you to think of me as an asshole or a jerk.In my opinion it's better so you can quickly forget me.".While wiping the details of clear water on his cheeks.
"Mother, why do you have to leave me after leaving Aulia to me. Does she not care about my happiness?.Mum should have stayed here watching our house which was like a stage play.We were close and lived under one roof but we were like two strangers.".While looking at the picture frame of his late mother who was displayed on the nightstand.
After a few days of his marriage.The condition of his mother is increasingly critical and deteriorating.Although it has been struggling and trying to heal his mother but the disease that gnaws his mother's body has accompanied until the end of his life.
"Aulia, forgive me for not being able to open my heart to you.I will accompany you until the baby is born.After that my responsibility is done and I will look for Alma again.".
Behind the door, Julia heard everything Riccy said, and she realized that her cheeks had been soaked by the flow of tears.
"This is what it feels like to be a person who was never expected to be present in his life.Destroyed was already my life.She or even Riccy mas never wanted me.".He quietly while violently beating his own chest which felt tight and heavy.
His life was like floating in the middle of the ocean and then stranded on a foreign island today.Now can only swallow his own bitter saliva without anyone who loves him sincerely.His life is like a kara despite having married.
Slowly his body slumped down and leaned on the door of Riccy's room.Hold the sound of sobs by closing his mouth while a little bit of sitting on the floor.
The ark of his household life with Riccy is very bland and tasteless.Even they sleep in separate rooms.There is no signal of love from Riccy and his affectionate gaze despite caring and attention to him.Although his attitude and aura are cold when faced with with her but Aulia's heart was quite happy.
As much as her strength Aulia tried hard to get up on her feet because her leg bones felt limp and vibrate.With gontai la towards the bathroom when her stomach was nauseous and felt stirred.
Hoekkk, heck...
Spewing fluid in her empty stomach because it could not enter food in the first trimester of her pregnancy.Jet fumbling the walls walk towards her room.His head feels swirling until the steps are limp.
Bruggghs.
Before he reached his room, his vision was blurred and dark.His feet were no longer able to hold the weight of his body.In front of the door of his room Aulia collapsed.
"Is that what fell?.".Riccy muttered when he heard the sound of a fall.
To make sure he rushed out of his room in a hurry after putting his phone on the nightstand.
"Aulia...".Riccy screeched when he saw it lying on the floor.
Slowly Riccy took me and carried his light body into the room.Slowly laid his body on the bed and then covered it.
"You're really troubling me Aulia.I'm like taking care of a sick person.".Riccy muttered as he looked at his deathly pale and somewhat thin face.
Although Riccy's words sounded hurtful to Aulia if conscious, but her eyes always looked at Aulia's face with pity.Riccy really carried out the mandate of her late mother to care for and care for her.
While smiling slanted."Hemh, you poor and weak girl you're like a stranded kitten on the street and I picked it up and brought it home.".He greeted while observing Aulia's thin body wrapped in a blanket.
However, Riccy's heart admitted that Aulia girl sweet-looking with dimples on her cheeks.Mata round and sharp nosed and thick eyebrow hair.
Actually Aulia is a smart and talented girl and independent and strong.But because of the events she experienced made her weak and helpless.She is the first daughter of a family that is quite located because of her father's profession as a Lecturer in one of the famous university there.
Because of his hobby of traditional regional dancing, so become a professional dancer.When teenagers la often participate in contests and fill events at weddings or opening certain events.Even many trophies and awards charters he got.
Previously, Aulia's body was solid and contained when she married Riccy.But the effects of nausea and vomiting caused her body to shrink and her weight fell.Additionally, she could not digest food so that she lacked nutritional intake in her body.
Riccy and Aulia live in a minimalist house bought by her in-laws as their wedding gift.And the car bought Riccy from the rest of the proceeds for the inheritance of her parents' property.Since Riccy's previous house has now changed hands on her parents another because the house became the name of his relatives from the family of his late father.Then inevitably had to be sold to be distributed the inheritance in order to shut their mouths.
The car that Riccy always used when working now changed hands on his brother to remove his tracks.He did not want his existence known by Khaffa and the people around him.Fortunately long before leaving, he did not want to be known by Khaffa,Riccy returned the office inventory car and bought his own car to make it more comfortable and free to use.
While the house bought by Khaffa's father, Andika on behalf of Riccy is now uninhabited again.But there are still many personal items left behind in the house,Riccy became the head of a bakery shop, one of the branch stores owned by his mother-in-law in the city.
Like a young pregnant woman.Aulia always regurgitate what she eats.But even without food intake always vomits because it is difficult to swallow her food because her tongue tastes bitter and sour.Not to mention every smell of food must've invited his stomach nausea.
While waiting for Aulia from her frequent stings.Riccy prepared food for them in the kitchen.
At the hospital in the other city, Alma's mother accompanied her bedridden daughter with an infusion tube, oxygen and intravenous needles.For a full day there without wanting to leave the place.
"When did you wake up Ama?.Sorry mom for often making you want to be betrothed and sue you to get married quickly!.".While sitting next to Alma's bed, she wept until her tears broke with feelings of regret and guilt.
Remembering his always harsh and rude attitude to his daughter.Always berate him for the same reason and shower him with scorn and innuendo.
Regret is meaningless at this time because the rice has become porridge and time can not be replayed again.However, it is not too late to realize, introspection and improve everything.