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Glad to be mixed sadly into one when one hand receives it but the other hand rejects it.
Almost overnight for Anayra was very difficult to close his eyes because it was ringing continuously in his ears when the mother of his future husband refused his presence to be part of his family.Padahal he had tried his best to seek sympathy candidate his father-in-law was though not made up.
After the sound of the adzan reverberating before dawn broke.Anayra immediately turned off the alarm on his phone that he kept on the nightstand because it was constantly ringing.Simple sitting cross-legged on his bed,he gathered his strength shortly after waking up and massaged his temples because he felt dizzy in his head.
How not because he can only sleep after dawn and that means only 4 hours he rested his body and mind.Get out of bed with a giant step towards the bathroom to wash before finishing after holding his peace and wearing his face then solemnly he carried out his duties.
After saying his last greeting and then sat down to rest while raising his hands when he interacted with the divine Rabbi.Seguh kesahya la catapulted to Him because in this way he can lighten the burden on his heart.Actually he wanted to crying roared but not done for fear that his moaning voice will be heard by his parents in the next room and by his friend who is now curled up in bed under his blanket which happens to be getting her natural identity as a woman.
On the sidelines he offered his prayers and hopes with a soft voice drops of clear grains continued to flow on his cheeks until his eyes look moist.He wailed resignedly and surrendered before the Almighty with the body shaking when sobbing.
After being satisfied to spill his heart then he took off the worship cloth that covered his entire body and tidied it and also its peace.
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The Sun rises there greet the universe accompanied by the melodious sound of chickens crowing each other.Hani approached Anayra when she was sitting on the dining table chair while sipping her warm sweet tea accompanied by a cup of bread with butter jam and brown granules to prop up his stomach because his energy felt drained after performing the ritual worship when complaining earlier.
"Sir, how was the meeting yesterday at the camer's house, how did it go?.".Hani asked while sitting next to her to make Anayra stunned by her question.
Confused to answer what Anayra just fell silent while staring at his cup because it was a question that he was afraid to hear.But it seems Hani was very curious apparently until he patted his daughter's arm to disperse the daydream until Anayra also reflexively turned to him.
"lliya smoothly Mom!and they welcomed me very well!, but usually nothing special because it was not the first time we met and his mother also knew about our perseverance!.".Anayra answered him involuntarily and said the sentence with a smile on her lips even though her heart was currently tight and her mind was like a tangled thread.
He did not want to explain in detail what happened yesterday to him because he did not want to make his parents sad and bear the same burden of mind with him.Let him alone his grief until good luck was on his side.
"Why haven't you ever told me about him and his father and mother?, when we discussed yesterday when the press at Mall!?.Said Hani with a frowning face while supporting her chin at the table eating.
Hani hopes Anayra is open about her closeness to Khaffa so that she does not need to say anything about it.But apparently Hani's speech makes Anayra jerk and choke while she is devouring her bread.
Uhukk.
What did I say just now?, I didn't do anything**!...He thought as he sipped his sweet tea.
Putting down the cup Anayra said."Iiya sorry ma'am!, we are only close but there is no connection!.That's why he proposed to me directly to mom and dad!.".Then turned his face away from his mother's gaze when he was observing his eyes that were as moist as people after crying.
"Ouhhh, that's it!.Say dong from earlier let me not be confused and surprised!.But why is it that big brother's eye?.".Hani asked casually as she grabbed a piece of fresh bread and then polished it with butter then sprinkled the brown granules on the plastic packaging.
"That's because I got less sleep last night, ma'am!, uh....".Said Anayra while grinning to cover up her mother's suspicions.
And Hani only the mangosteen responded even though he could guess if Anayra had finished crying but he did not want to urge her to say something she did not want to say.Let Anayra solve her own problems because she was an adult and besides he also already knows his character is somewhat closed about his personal problems.
"Oiya, are you going home later in the afternoon?.".Anayra diverted the conversation as she took the drinking water in the dispenser in the kitchen set and poured it into the glass after it returned to its original place while putting the glass on the table for her mother.
"So dong!, you have to take a class!.But I think we left before my sister came home from work!, for fear of going to night until her house.".They chew their food.
Anayra nodded in understanding.Actually he still wanted to linger with his family but that was not possible because after all the place he inhabited today was not his and moreover his sister also had to do her duty as a student on the spot the course.
"Hmmm!.".Anayra muttered while nodding assentingly.
Hani and Anayra continued their activities alone because his father was still in the room sitting in a dhikr on top of the peace.And the bengal Andya continued his sleep on the sofa after finishing the morning prayer because until midnight he was still fun with his FF game.
While yawning widely, Alma came out of the room with shaky steps when she just woke up to the sink to wash her face and wiped it with a towel.Set a cry and then she approached Anayra and her mother at the table to eat.
"Nay' you're not ready yet?, but at 7 am!.".Alma said when he saw the clock on the wall while grabbing the cup in Anayra's hand and then gulped the remaining contents in half to run out.
"Awas tuh later your eyes were removed from the nest,hihihi...".Tempting Alma while giggling when Anayra glared at him because of his annoyance because his drink was even in his arms.
When Hani also chuckled in response to Alma's words.Anayra even hissed because he felt annoyed with his habits.
"Ishhh, why are you a really big mager of Al'!?, I'm even playing!.".Oceh Anayra pursed her lips and stood up to the bathroom to clean herself up.
Anayra is upset because usually the food and drinks that are left a little is the most delicious.She also does not like to leave food and drinks because she thinks it is redundant.If she wastes her it is the same as not grateful the favor God gave him.
After being satisfied to work on it, Alma even giggled just respond to it.
"Oya Alma, when are you going home?.Your mother said you haven't been home for 2 months?, is there a problem?.".Hani asks Alma who is considered like her own daughter.
Because the friendship of Anayra and Alma has been established for a long time and they also always spend overnight with Anayra when Alma stay at her house just to talk to each other about her love story during school.
"There is no Mom!.I didn't come home just to avoid my mother's babble that made me hot because ask me to marry just quickly!.Finding a soul mate is so easy!.".Curse Alma as her hands twirled the cup on her desk and her mind wandered as she recalled it because her gaze seemed hollow.
While stroking the back Alma Hani said."Listen to Al'!.Basically the hope of all mothers is the same if they have a daughter who has grown up.They do not want to impose their will but because they want to see the moment of her daughter when married and married.And the greatest hope is to be able to holding a granddaughter at her age!.Likewise, the mother hopes the same to Anayra because the mother feels afraid that things happen that you do not want to happen to you.Especially if the daughter is far from parental supervision, you understand son!.".Hani explained as a woman whose role is the same as a mother.
As he fell silent with his face bent,Alma digested the words Hani then nodded.She admitted that what was said by her mother Anayra was true but it was undeniable that she felt annoyed and bored with the words of her mother who discussed it only every day he set foot in the home where his parents were.
His mother introduced him to a man who was 15 years older than him just because he was a businessman who owned a plantation.Young rich who already had a teenage boy and 10 years old alma rejected her mother's request on the grounds that she felt able to get a single man status.But she just wanted to marry the man if stock is malethe virgin man in this world is over, according to his thoughts.
When she remembered that, Alma stroked her chest because her breath felt tight and heavy.
"By the way, what is your relationship with Riccy Al'?.".Hani asks after she finds out that Alma is close to Riccy.
When I realized Hani's question,Alma only sighed because she was confused to be taken where their relationship is now.Although Riccy is a good man and caring but she has not shown any signs of going to propose to him because their relationship is only for the rest of the year corn.
Then his mind was turned to Anayra and Khaffa.
If Riccy's nature was like Mr. Khaffa had dared to propose to Anayra directly with his parents.I must be happy!...In his heart Alma was wondering while sighing.
"There is no signal, ma'am!, it is still common because our relationship is not yet a month and is still in the process of introducing hehehe...".Alma replied just as he chuckled to cover up the excitement in his heart.
"I'm in the room first, Mom!, you want to clean up!.".His embrace reasoned while standing towards his room to carry out his intentions.
He went to shift his mind because he did not want to focus too much on the topic of their conversation.Alma did not want to drag on thinking about it because it only made his head dizzy.
While leaning over her body on the bed Alma hummed."This is the fate of being a virgin, eating no sleep feels bad if asked about when to marry only.My heart is happy even though it is still a virgin.".His tongue then buried his face under the pillow continuing his dream that had been interrupted.
It is better than having to urinate and shred.The most effective drug is a good sleep and a good meal, he said.
After finishing with his activities in the bathroom Anayra rushed to get ready to wear her work uniform as usual because time continued to run every second and rolled quickly without feeling.Sambak put on her face in front of the mirror she shook her head when she was seeing Alma's body reflected in a mirror is being bent over.
Do not want to take a headache about it he immediately came out of his room while carrying his bag black and took his heels taped shoes that are the same color as his bag.After he finished his farewell to his parents with kiss the back of their hands.
"Dad, sorry mom, I can't do this station!.".At Ridwan and Hani and was taken in by them with a smile.
"God take care of mom and dad!, be a good boy, ok!.".Anayra said to Andya while patting her shoulder.
"Wokeeeh sis!.".Andya answered while wrapping her fingers together to form the letter O.
"I'm going ya!,assalamu alaikum.".He said as he walked towards the door.
"Greetings waalaikum.".Said the three in unison while staring at Anayra's departure until she stepped out.