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Anayra POVs.
I take a deep breath and exhale it slowly.The gaze of the morning sun that greets nature.The light warms the body and the breeze cools the soul.
Sitting on the porch chair of my house accompanied by a cup of warm sweet tea while staring at the complex scenery is very interesting and fun.Sekonggus peek a little busy neighbors in the morning.
"Which wisdom do you deny?.".I muttered in my drink.
Some are busy will take their children to gain knowledge.Washing clothes and a wife who kissed the back of her husband's hand that will go to work.
My heart was filled and touched to see it.When it made my mind wander and drift far away.If fate had sided with us at that time, maybe that's what we are doing right now.
But in fact, we are not destined together to build a harmonious and happy household heresy.Yaaa it all has a reason, we separated because of the mistakes he did first and without realizing it.
Treacheries.
Pain, pain, pain and destruction.This word is not quite right to describe my feelings at that time.My heart was torn and disappointed by betrayal.
The dreams and hopes that I strung together beautifully to live with her have been broken.
Can I stand alone?.Can I walk without him?.
But...
My life does not stop there.My life continues until tomorrow and so on.My line of destiny has been written in the scenario of the Almighty and implied in real life.
I smiled happily now, finally able to get through it all.Being able to stand up and walk alone without his presence by my side.
*end.
Pov Author.
Brak,bian,bruk.
A rowdy sound was heard in Anayra's room.Since Anayra ransacked all the rooms in her house.Except Alma's room.
Anayra's looking for her cell phone everywhere."Where's myphone?.Why isn't there?.I've been looking everywhere but haven't met?.".Confused and strange, his phone did not succeed in being found as well.
Anayra sighed heavily, not remembering at all and not knowing where her cell phone was now.
Anayra was flabbergasted to see the messy condition of her room, not only was the other room as well as a broken ship that sank on the sea floor."Geez, is this my house now?.Ahhh, I definitely have to work hard and waste my energy to tidy up all this!.".And exhale rough breaths.
But not immediately tidied it, Anayra instead sat in a sofa."What is left behind in the eye?.But no way, last night my phone was in my span skirt pocket!.Is it possible to fall and disappear?.".Mumbling alone forced his brain to remember where his phone is now while holding his arm against his chin.
"Should I buy another new phone?, but there's a lot of important and valuable data.".Anayra was saddened when she remembered that.
But finally give up when you can not remember it too and resigned to have to lose his phone.Maybe the only way now is to buy a new phone.
Walking to the kitchen to find food to fill his empty stomach since yesterday.Add more overtime work to make him collapsed in the parking area.Lucky there is a handsome man who helped him last night.
But for Anayra, yesterday was the most unlucky day, but even more unfortunate when she knew that her helper, whom she hated and knew, was cold but savage.
A bag of fresh bread was taken on the table, margarine and strawberry jam.Directly devoured to prop up his empty stomach rumbling."I'm off this ha ri, but to napa I ga bi sa relaxing?.".He muttered to himself with his mouth full of food and gulped down the glassy drinking water as he felt a drag in his throat.
"Random rooms, messy houses and dirty laundry...Huaoo!.".Weeping over his fate today.
The remaining energy, Anayra washed the dirty clothes on the washing machine that she bought both with Alma, a joint venture.After rinsing and drying it in front of the porch of the house using a clothesline that can be folded.
Not only that, Anayra cleaned and tidied up the items that became the victim of his carelessness while looking for his cellphone that was somewhere.
Kruckk.
Anayra's stomach sounds thrashed asking to be filled again."I'm hungry again, I think eating bread alone is not enough to make full.What cooking is it?.Mmmh.Mie fried soy sauce use vegetable and baso delicious.".Brilliant idea in Anayra brain for the menu now.
Anayra opened up the stock of vegetables and food available in the refrigerator.Smile is engraved when he saw what he was looking for there.Tak buy time again, quickly Anayra took out all the ingredients that will be cooked.
"Let's cook, we cook!.Fighting!.".He excitedly raised his right hand up.
Anayra did activities in the kitchen like a reliable Chef, but never followed the Cooking Class.It was because it was used to help his mother cook in the kitchen.After all the ingredients are ready to cook.Anayra did not waste any more time.
Scratches of the skillet and spatula rang out loudly to accompany her cooking.
Anayra cooked while humming and dancing.K-Pop songs became her choice and Anayra began to sing." l want nobody but you,I want nobody but you.Nandareun sarameun silheo boga animyeon silheo nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody....".Singing and dancing wrapped his body left and right.
Fun to enjoy the song without music until it does not feel the cuisine is ripe and ready to eat.
Unwittingly Anayra, a pair of men's eyes watching his movements since earlier.His lips did not stop smiling widely so amused, anxious and funny as well.His eyes did not blink watching the behavior of the girl he loved.
Although only looking at his back because of the position of Anayra behind him, but can recognize if the girl is Anayra.
"Ekhm...".Deheman's voice startled Anayra and reflexes turned towards her.
Lucky not to hold anything.If only currently holding the cuisine must have been bounced up and fell on the floor, then the results of his hard work will definitely be in vain.
Anayra was stunned to see it."Mmas ka you're in this?.".Nervous and stupefied suddenly Lefrand was standing behind him earlier, and now in front of him.
Nervous mixed with shame too.Lefrand must have seen the silly action earlier, according to Anayra.
"Yes, I've been here since.Watching the Bandung song live show singing and me-....".Lefrand's words came to a halt as his mouth was silenced by Anayra's palm.
"Don't go on, I'm ashamed!.".Anayra bowed and blushed in shame.
Lefrand looked at Anayra whose red cheeks were blushing like Cherry fruit.Slowly removed Anayra's hand from her mouth and said."Why be ashamed?, I don't think your looks are bad!.Enough comforting me.But late, I've seen it all, from start to finish.".Lefrand explained and smiled obliquely.
As if to sneer at him, but his heart was quite happy.This is the first time to see Anayra acting like that.Anayra tends to be quiet if in front of Lefrand and will talk if asked.But if you have spoken, it will be difficult to stop his words.
But not the first time to hear Anayra singing.It was often heard while still together first.Lefrand and Anayra filled his free time on the night of the weekend when meeting.Singing together chanting songs accompanied by excerpts Lefrand guitar strings.
Anayra scowled angrily, the article Lefrand came and entered without his permission."Why don't you knock on the door if you want to come in?, why don't you tell me first if you want to come here?.Almost got me hanging.".Cecar Anayra did not accept to trace his waist and glared at Lefrand.
"Did you not have ethics and manners when you were going to visit?.Is that big door not visible at all?.Isn't this his name entered without excuse?.".Bertubi-tubi strafe Lefrand by his chatter.
But Lefrand remained calm and relaxed, not offended and not angry at all."I knocked on the door from earlier Ana.I've also tried to contact you and send a messagebut your phone is not active!.".Lefrand stood up and defended himself.
Ahhh, no doubt Anayra became confused and misbehaved."Heee...Pardon me!.I forgot that my phone doesn't exist, maybe it's gone or it's fallen!.".Anayra rattled like a horse, apologizing and revealing that her phone was missing.
Lefrand understood now, because Anayra was difficult to contact and was quite surprised to hear it."How can it be lost?, where do you keep your phone?.You sloppy, daddy!.It always is!.".Cecar Lefrand sneered at Anayra.
Lefrand had memorized the character of Anayra who was a bit careless.Lefrand remembered when Anayra had forgotten to keep the key to his house,and the most laughable when wearing a pair of shoes of different colors so rushed.Sontak made Lefrand laughs bouncing around to see him when will take Anayra to work.
Of course Anayra was ashamed and angry at that time because Lefrand was satisfied to laugh at her silliness and carelessness.
Lefrand's sneer sounded hot in Anayra's ear."Ckkk, so your mouth is very happy and satisfied it seems to pout me all out?.".Anayra's tail glared sharply at Lefrand and crossed both hands.
The anger in Anayra's heart began to fade and had understood Lefrand's intentions.Acknowledging if Lefrand's words had a point as well.
Anayra sighed for a moment before speaking."I know but I don't remember aka forgot mas.I was yesterday overtime and didn't eat all day.Gara-gara mas, I passed out last night after work, puaaas!.".Sengor Anayra's.
Lefrand's hand reflexively held Anayra's forehead amid her shock and panic."Are you sick Ana?, does your body feel warm!..".Lefrand became guilty and lowered his hands down."I'm sorry I always make you sad Ana'.Come on, we should go to the clinic now!?.".Lefrand panicked and was anxious when he saw Anayra's face looking pale and her forehead sweating.
But Anayra refused, pain like this was commonly felt and strongly held it."Do not mas!, I have been used to endure pain like this, have even felt more pain than this.I have to keep working despite the pain, even though I am sick,but this is nothing compared to the pain in my heart.My life is also quite difficult and many tests, so I have to stay strong!.Didn't you?.".Anayra passed into the living room carrying the food she had cooked earlier and sat down on the sofa.
Lefrand smiled wryly,anayra's words were very encouraging and felt insinuating.Aware of the mistakes he had done.But Lefrand did not pique and did not enter into the heart.Then Anayra will improve on her own and her words will be forgotten by Anayra.
Another mouth in the heart, another first now.Let Anayra babble like that is better than responding to it.Although indirectly Anayra brought up Lefrand's attitude in his past,but Lefrand was indifferent and did not dispute the matter.Lefrand admitted that it was the reality.
Lefrand caught up with Anayra and sat down beside her."Looks like the food is delicious!.You want to eat it yourself Ana'?, without offering me at all?.How darn!.".Lefrand frowned and nodded his head, for Anayra ate her own food without offering Lefrand.
Though Lefrand wanted to taste the food that looked delicious in his eyes.Ahhh,but it was just an excuse and Lefrand's wits alone.Sy smile faintly engraved on his lips.Lefrand just wanted to tease and test Anayra alone.Is Anayra still care and attention despite being broken?.If true, of course Lefrand will be happy and happy.
"Mas want to?.".Tawar Anayra, Lefrand quickly nodded in agreement.
Anayra twisted her noodles using a fork and pointed them at Lefrand.But, when Lefrand's mouth opened and was about to feed her, Anayra immediately turned her noodles back into her mouth.
Surely Lefrand was disappointed with Anayra and clucked with annoyance."Ckkk.You're so stingy Ana'?.Like not you, you've changed a lot and you don't care about me anymore.".Lefrand stared intently at Anayra as if he did not recognize her figure now and not like before.
But Anayra twitched and smiled bitterly."Not a stingy mas but learn the heart, not mas also taught me?.Lagian Mas will be able to buy anything you want.But why interested and want my cheap food like this?.".Anayra is sarcastic and thieving.
Lefrand became angry, turned angry and attacked him."What do you mean I taught you Ana'?, are you angry about yesterday?.Is it true because of that?.Explain to me now, Anna'!.".Lefrand pulled Anayra towards him and looked at her full of probes.
Anayra did not refute him and confirmed Lefrand's words."I'm angry because I come and go as you please, act all you want without thinking about my feelings.But I look calm and relaxed!.As if there was no problem, nothing happened and nothing wrong!.Clear?.".Tandas Anayra and stared fiercely at Lefrand.
Like a wound in a salt water flush.Sore and sore heart Lefrand."Ana', I know and realize that I was wrong.I can understand how you feel then and now.But I will never stop and will not give up to get your heart back.Not that I do not think about your feelings, but I will never give up,but I fought so you could take me back.Understanding Ana'?.Allow me to get your love again and let me make amends first.".Lefrand said truthfully, explaining and pleading expectantly.
Lefrand stared fixedly at the face of the girl he still loved so much.Anayra gasped in shock at hearing it, but without having to say a word, Anayra could see it in the eyes of Lefrand.There was a large chunk of love, but without any words,love and long there.Anayra can feel the aura itself.
But there is still something that makes Anayra confused and curious."I understand and do not deny your feelings to me.But, why did I go that time after that event and do that?, without meeting me and saying a word of farewell to me?.".
The question that Anayra asked reminded me of that moment."I left because I felt sorry and guilty.I want to see you, but I'm afraid you're avoiding me and hating me even more.".Lefrand's breathing was blocked and choked as if bearing the burden in his heart.
Anayra was unmoved, just looking at Lefrand unblinkingly and speechlessly.Try to digest and understand him the man who once filled her heart.
Before speaking again, Lefrand inhaled air for a moment."Ana', I thought that if I stayed here, then surely you would leave this town and quit your job.That would make you stay away from me.I don't want that to happen,so it's better that I go and you stay!.".Clearly Lefrand was holding both shoulders of Anayra."That way, at any time I can see you and monitor your situation here.".
Before Lefrand's departure abroad.Lefrand had wanted to meet Anayra dibutuk center to say goodbye.But undo his intentions and just stared Anayra behind the boutique wall.
Anayra at that time did not see him so busy with work and continued to stare at the screen of his laptop.One of the employees there had seen it, but Lefrand told him to be quiet and not say his arrival.
Anayra finally understood."I gotcha!.But do you know mas?, I'm trying to organize my heart here while I'm gone.I guess mas go because there is no more love for me and want to catch up with the girl?.Then suddenly I came and scratched my old wound!.".Anayra thought like that.
Lefrand thought he was following Sabrina, who left the country despite not knowing where.
Sabrina decided to return abroad to feel ashamed and there was no courage to meet face to face, both with Anayra, Lefrand and Lulla.
Lulla understood and understood by the situation and conditions that occurred at that time.Anayra and Lefrand told it in two different times and places.But the two versions of the story are the same.
Lulla had persuaded Anayra to be able to forgive Lefrand, for not intentionally doing it all and out of his consciousness.Namun Anayra remained firm in his stance to choose a break up and cancel his engagement with Lefrand,Anayra already felt pain in her heart and could not accept Lefrand's betrayal.Fidelity is very important for Anayra in a relationship.
"Ana', I've come to treat your wounds not to scrape your wounds.".Lefrand's words managed to make Anayra bowed silently.Lefrand stroked the top of Anayra's head to the tip of her hair.
"But still wrong!.Intentionally or unwillingly, the gold has betrayed me.Mas returned after doing it all and just apologized now after so long, then asked me to accept you again!?..".
"Yes I admit my mistake Ana'.I'm wrong to apologize now, but let me be around you now,I won't limit your wiggle room until you find someone who can replace me and divide you.Until that day comes then I will retreat and surrender Ana'!.".
Sontak Anayra looked up at Lefrand."Do as you please!, and I will do as I wish!.".Lefrand nodded his approving sign and smiled.
Lefrand was happy, finally Anayra gave him the opportunity to be around him and to fight to get his heart back.Anayra made a deal to give each other freedom in attitude without limiting their space.
"Ok I agree!.Ana' let's eat, it's getting cold!. Ana' can I try the noodles?.".
"Ga bo leh!.".Melototi Lefrand.
"Ana', let's eat together, I'm hungry too!.You want to see me starve to death, huh?.".
Anayra sighed and finally relented to share the food with Lefrand.They ate a plate together because Lefrand teased and pricked Anayra to bribe him.Anayra had refused and told Lefrand to take another plate and fork but Lefrand Keukeuh wants a plate and a fork with him.
Anayra is caught off guard by Lefrand's attitude and is forced to follow his will.
Elsewhere.
"Haha...".Khaffa laughed out loud in his room while looking at the flat object in his hand.
"Is this really her?, the girl of the rese?.Why is he so funny.".Khaffa was watching a video on Anayra's phone.
Anayra sang and danced very agile.After being satisfied to see him turn to the photo gallery Anayra.His face looked seriously to observe the images displayed on the screen Anayra mobile phone.
"They are compatible and seem to love each other.But why did they break up?, what happened between them?.What was the girl's privilege until she went crazy and chased after the girl again?.Huooh...Why do I have to worry about their business?.".While loosening his tie that feels strangling his neck.
Khaffa was told to look at some incoming messages that had not been read.Without hesitation he read them.
X Candidate lmam.
Ana' You home?
You off today?
I know from Alma, I'm going to your house!
Ana' Why aren't you active ?๐คจ
Are you angry?๐ค
Hey babe!.Why is your phone dead and don't read my message ๐ค
Activate and reply to my message!
Patience abis dear ๐ก
But bo'ong because I love you! ๐
Khaffa immediately turned off Anayra's phone and kept it nailed to his suit.
Sighing heavily that suddenly his chest felt tight."That's how deep his love for the rese girl.Indeed, the woman in this world is just him?.".Sit back in his chair and flick his shirt collar as it feels hot and sultry.
Khaffa is upset to see the message Lefrand sent to Anayra.