
I fell in love at first sight the first time I saw her.Time stopped spinning and my heart stopped beating at that time because she was so strong that she pulled me into her charms.
Hey girl...
Open the door of your heart and make room for me in your heart!.
I tried to approach him with my remaining guts and with half-gathered courage.
Can I knock on the door of her heart that seemed to be tightly closed to open a slight gap so that I could break through it?, to occupy the empty space in her heart.
lefrand
***
Visitors passed by and began to crowd the Mall.This one place was never quiet let alone strategically located and there in the middle of the city center.
Inside boutique.
Anayra's eyes were painful because he continued to stare at the screen of his laptop.And his muscles felt stiff because they did not move from his seat.She stood up and raised both hands up to stretch on his muscles and occasionally he rubbed his eyes and yawn.
The effect of overtime until last night on the morning work connection today makes the energy feel drained.
"Restay time is 1 hour away.". He muttered while glancing at his watch.
Then Anayra circulated her view seeing Dea was doing a transaction with a female customer in Kassa.Diliriknya Melly and Santi was busy arranging the dresses that had been tried by the female customer.Senak took a breath and stopped her to be more relaxed any more.
A moment later turned his gaze on a piece of paper containing Mall's rule points.He read each of his words one by one.Understanding and remembering each of his sentences.
"What's it like to be a boss?.I dream of not being brave, especially in real life.". Her speech.
He said that because he realized that he was born from a simple family.
Shortly thereafter, the sound of the high heels of a beautiful woman breezed into the boutique.
"Haiii Nay'?.I came!.".Walk towards the sofa.
And Anayra reflexively raised her head towards the owner of the voice that called out to her.
"Ehhh, my mother Lulla.Welcome, Mom!.".Sapa Anayra is friendly.
Lulla smiled as she sat on the sofa and Anayra swiftly approached her and stood before her.
"How does it feel in a new environment, is there a problem with Nay'?.".Ask Lulla to investigate.
Shaking her head, Anayra replied."No ma'am!, everything is fine and smooth.We can adapt here.".
"Thank God, if you can quickly adapt.Oya Nay', next week we will hold a boutique anniversary event.You and others are ready!.For the dress, you and Alma choose a suitable one here.Free really, consider it a year-end bonus,ok!?.".Lulla said, laying on one leg.
"Good ma'am, thank you.".Anayra said with a happy face and Lulla nodded in response.
From the door, a man and a little girl walked into the boutique, walking hand in hand to Lulla and Anayra.
"Ekhem.".
The voice of a handsome man shocked Anayra to the point of making her turn to him.
Mr Lefrand, has he returned**?...Bathin Anayra looked at him with wide eyes.
"Mmas Lefraaand?.Are you here?.".He quietly hardly sounded so surprised as he pointed at the face of the man standing beside him.
Anayra was stunned to see the face she missed, the face of the man who once filled her heart and was now here beside her.
It was never suspected that she would meet him again today after so long without seeing him.
"Haiii Ana', how are you?.We'll see you again!.".He held it while smiling widely.
Can't hide his pleasure to see again the face of the girl he loves.
Lefrand stretched out his hand and was greeted slowly by Anayra's hand with a racing heart.
Deg,deg,deg.
Instantly his blood felt rustling and warming when his hand touched Lefrand's hand.Anayra could see Lefrand's routine implied to keep a longing for him and vice versa.When Anayra wanted to cuddle him but he tried to stay calm and control himself.
"Ba good mas!.Aaku's good.".Anayra replied stammered with nervousness mixed in surprise while looking at her.
One second, two seconds, three seconds.The two looked at each other and looked at each other's appearance.It feels like a dream for Anayra to be able to meet him again after almost a year of not meeting and vice versa.
You're getting prettier and looking more mature Ana'...Lefrand.
*A*i'm really awkward like I just got to know...Thought Anayra.
"Haiii aunty Nay', I'm coming?.".Greet the little girl who was struggling spoiled in Lefrand's arms and instantly disperse the interaction of their eyes.
It turns out that Lefrand did not come alone and Anayra only realized it.Lefrand brought with him his beautiful nephew.
Anayra's eyes reflexively blinked upon awakening and spontaneously withdrew her hand from Lefrand's grasp.
"Haaaiii Davy.You're here too apparently.I don't think you're coming, heee...".Sahut Anayra clumsily while grinning horses at a little girl aged 11 years who is none other than the daughter of Lulla.Daveena.
"Yupz aunty!, I came with my handsome uncle to give a surprise with aunty!.Isn't it uncle?.".Cetus Daveena looked up at Lefrand's face.
Daveena Lulla's daughter who now sits in the 5th grade of elementary school.The beautiful girl with blond hair is a boat of Indo-English descent.
While nodding, Lefrand muttered, "Hemmmhhh...".He looked down at the girl who was high in his chest.
Anayra's cheeks met red and misbehaved when she heard it.Disofanya, Lulla smile for herself observing the interaction of the two without saying.He gave both of them the opportunity to talk to each other.
"Ana', are you here now?.".Lefrand asked neutralizing the atmosphere that felt awkward.
"Th-iiya mas!.".He answered nervously while looking at her.
Then Anayra complains of Lefrand's masculine and mature appearance like never before who always appear casual with jeans and T-shirts and denim jackets.
"Cieee...Aunty Nay' n uncle shy but miss,hihihi.".Daveena's innocent and innocent chirps with her hands still pampered in Lefrand's arms.
Sett.
Feeling caught off guard by her daughter's babbling, Lulla pulled Daveena's arm so tightly that she sat down next to him.
"Awww...Sakiiit!.Mommy what's wrong with you?.".He said while grimacing and rubbing his arms with a frowning face.
"Davy', when the adults are talking again don't like to interfere!, do you understand?.".Hardik Lulla reminded.
"Isssh Mom', what is my fault?, why am I always wrong in mommy's eyes?!.".His spirit scowled in annoyance while crossing both of his hands.
Daveena does like to tease Lefrand and Anayra, but his presence here is not because he wants to tempt them but because he wants to find something for his friend who will have a birthday.
"liish, this kid.You're too pampered, this is what it will be.Let's go with mommy!, won't it be your birthday tomorrow?, we're looking for the card now inMall!.".Cetus Lulla stood up.
"Le', Anayra.I go first!.".Said Lulla and put his foot out.
"Yes mbak.".Lefrand.
"Good ma'am.".Answer Anayra.
"YESSS MOM'!.".Daveena cried while standing up and then ran away to his mother.
In their respective positions, Anayra and Lefrand stared at the departure of Lulla and Daveena until it disappeared from his view while smacking a smile because of anxiety at the behavior of the little girl.Selang then Lefrand focused back on the girl beside him.
"Ekhm...Ana' since when is here?.".Tanya Lefrand made small talk while sitting herself in a sofa.
"Since yesterday!.And the boutique just opened yesterday.".Nervous and stammered answering the question of the man who was now in front of him.
"Yes I know, I just want to hear your voice.".Lefrand said with a sweet smile.
"Haaa?.".
Simple sentences but able to make Anayra agape and dumbfounded but make Lefrand careless to see it like that.
"Ana',ayo sit down and don't be awkward!.Why be so shy?.".Tell Lefrand while patting the empty space next to him.
Anayra suddenly confused face this handsome creature.Entah la must behave how because instantly his brain can not be invited to compromise again.
settts.
With a quick movement Lefrand pulled his hand to sit next to him.
"Akhh...".While screaming loudly Anayra jumped in shock while sitting on the sofa and squinted her eyes at Lefrand.
"Mas ka-...".He pointed at Lefrand's face.
"Just relax Ana'!.Don't be awkward and shy.We're like just getting to know.".Lefrand interrupted his words.
"You're getting pretty Ana'!.".Connecting quickly.
Lefrand's words of praise instantly made Anayra's cheeks blush and blush.
"Look at you like gini, I remember when we first met, wkkk...".Lefrand said teasingly while holding back his laughter.
Anayra increasingly wrong behavior again made.Henning while bowed without saying.
"Heiii, why are you quiet Ana'?.".Lefrand asked as he watched her fall silent.
Anayra looked mute and mute in her eyes.Entah what she thought.But make Anayra's mood becomes hot.
"Where do I want to talk if I keep talking!?.I'm gonna talk, but I interrupted!.".Anayra answered with a sigh, but it made Lefrand laugh.
"Haha....I can finally hear your chatter too!.This is you Ana', this is what I miss from you!.".Lefrand said with pleasure that Lefrand could finally hear his chattering.
What does that mean, he just lured me in to hear my babble?....Anayra thought while glued and her brain floated somewhere.
While Lefrand was now looking at him fixedly while propping up his chin.
"I miss you Ana'!.Did you miss me?.".Lefrand softly and quietly whispered in Anayra's ear.
Lefrand missed Anayra's face and babbling voice.In a matter of seconds Anayra regained consciousness.
Relax Nay!don't baper, he just wants to make you ge'er !...Her thought.
"I have a lot of work!.Sorry!, I'm staying!?.".Moving on from his sitting.
Anayra looked for an excuse to cover up her nervousness then walked to her desk and sat down in her chair, looking for something at her desk and opening a drawer,I don't know what he was looking for he didn't know and just wanted to look busy in Lefrand's eyes because he could guess if Lefrand must be watching him right now.
Anayra guess right.Lefrand is currently watching his movements there.He rose from his seat approached Anayra and sat in the chair in front of his desk.
Indeed, Lefrand's attitude managed to make Anayra again misbehaved.Especially at this time Lefrand looked at him while holding his hand to support his chin.
Mas, don't look at me like that!.I'm afraid I can't bear to hold you...Anayra thought as she glanced at him at a glance.
Anayra pretended to focus on staring at her laptop screen and then checked and reread the report she typed on her laptop monitor screen to distract her and her mind from Lefrand.
Lefrand POVs.
...I can now look at her, look at the face of the girl I've been missing for almost a year.She's in front of me now.The person who is always present in my dreams and fills my mind.
...She was getting more beautiful and mature.Traced every curve of her face, her beautiful eyes, her thin lips and red.But I could not see her long hair that was beautifully scratched by her curl.
Huooh...
...He turned out to be fine and could take good care of himself even without me by his side.I feel grateful but also feel neglected and forgotten.Without my presence by his side makes it much better.
...Do you know Ana'?.How do I hold my chest tight because I miss you?.How it feels to live in regret and be overshadowed by guilt.
...I still love you and never stop loving you.I have come back to take your love and to keep you who still occupy the space of my heart.I hope you will accept me back.
*end.
As Anayra glanced at her watch, an engraved smile on her lips.
"I'm sorry, I have to go.Well get in at break time, I'll have lunch.Excuse me!.".Anayra said as she stood up.
Rushing Anayra stepped out but only a few steps Lefrand suddenly pulled his hand, grabbed him and led him from behind then walked in front of him and guided him out of the boutique.
Anayra's heart beat faster and faster.His eyes did not stop staring at his hand held by Lefrand while walking.Gut Lefrand's palm felt warm to make his heart rustle.When his heart began to waver.
O Allah, you can make me die standing like this.Control yourself Nay'!...Thought Anayra.
Lefrand did that because he felt ignored and ignored by Anayra.And until Anayra's heart left him alone.It is not better if he went with her.
Anayra POVs.
...He has returned to this land, this city.He is in front of me now, with me and holding my hand.
...Hey heart...Stop beating so hard when you see it!.Shut up as she looks at me and holds my hand!.What if he hears it?...
The liver...Do not falter, keep to your principles!.Let go of this longing in the chest and throw away the love that still lingers in my mind.
Remember that!...He hurt you, let you down and betrayed you.
Ye...
It used to come like the wind and whisper the word love in my ear then sow the seeds of love between us and knit the strings of romance and carve a monument of our love history.But then you broke it instantly and ravaged my heart.Then go after vaporize like dew and disappear like smoke.
Didyou know?...
How do I rearrange my fragile heart after your departure?.How does it feel to hold back the turmoil in my heart in order to hate and forget you?.
It was hard and hard for me to do it.
But now you come back to shake my heart.What do you want?.What should I do and how?...
*end.
Lefrand was once part of Anayra's life and once occupied a space in her heart.Men who were once loved and special in her heart.But their relationship has long run aground because of something that made Anayra stay away and avoid him...