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Storied building LN Art, Lefrand sat in a sofa next to Reza in his office cozy and spacious.They spoke at Lefrand's leisure time accompanied by a cup of black coffee without sugar in each hand after berjibaku with his job earlier.
"When did you guys go Honey Moon Za?.".Lefrand asked as he inhaled the scented aroma of his coffee.
Lefrand finds out that Reza hasn't had the chance to go on a honeymoon with his wife after their wedding.
"Maybe next week after the party.Gue and wife will attend the invitation mbak Lulla first!.".Reza said after sipping his coffee and then put the cup on the table.
Without a sound Lefrand nodded in response.
Reza deliberately came to the office because Lefrand contacted to discuss something on the sidelines of his marriage leave.This is the second time they met after Lefrand returned a few days ago from a neighboring country.He returned to take over his position again he was the owner of the building, which was temporarily replaced by Reza during his departure.
Lefrand went abroad at that time because there was a job offer there and also at the same time to calm himself after his separation with Anayra.Galau and despair that he felt since then.Then Lefrand accepted the offer and do not waste his opportunity to go and want to rearrange his heart that is messy.And after all the nominal he will receive as his work wage is fantastic.
After his farewell to Anayra,he was so devastated and tormented inwardly.But it can be overcome when busy himself and immerse his mind on work.Lefrand went to the neighboring country a year ago and for almost a year he also lived there with his brother his cousin named Arie Aryadinata from the father.Arie who has lived there for many years and has a company engaged in the same field with Lefrand.
Lefrand a reliable architect is certainly not a few works that have been designed domestically.And he always won a project in a large company.After achieving success at his age now by going through a long process.However it does not make it satisfied and happy.la feels in vain with what she has right now because there is no one she loves.
His return to the homeland because he had finished his work there and because he missed the person he loved.la came with the intention to fight back his love.Especially he heard the news if Anayra was still alone after parting with him and during it was also not close to any man after him.Contact with it made him more eager to return and to pursue the girl he loved.
"Mmhhhh...Ok, now we discuss business issues.Za, we will handle the STAR group project for hotel construction in Bogor.They like the results of my design Za.Do you want to help me Za?.".Lefrand said turning the subject over while putting his cup on the table after sipping his coffee.
Just a few days to set foot in the office, he has got some big projects.But currently the construction of the Hotel building he is doing.
"Off course, why not Jo?!.Wahhh,gue salut lu emang great and more reliable than me.Of course I may not reject this big class project Jo.Lu know right as long as you go,gue only get small projects only, but,but only a few days you come and take the lead in this office, you've got a big pass.Hahaha...".Reza said with a happy laugh and applauded as a tribute to her.
Reza acknowledged Lefrand's ability far above him even though he was plunged in the same field, he said,but Lefrand's talent exceeded him.When he occupied the position of Lefrand only a few small projects that he worked on and even then only made the design of the restaurant and shop building only.
"But Za...I think your honeymoon time will be delayed.Since we will start work 3 days ahead!?.".Said Lefrand stifled while squeezing his finger.
Lefrand seems hesitant for fear that Reza will refuse and is anxious that Reza will choose to go on her honeymoon instead of helping her.
"I'ts ok Jo!, it can be arranged!.women just need a touch of affection and attention, not just Honey Moon.And do not forget to pamper them with money!, hahahaha...".Reza said while laughing out loud and leaning his back on the couch.
Lefrand breathed a sigh of relief because Reza did not refuse and was willing to help him.
"Lu's better at women than I am Za, and you're smarter at women than I am!.".Lirih Lefrand with a sad face and bright eyes admitted his shortcomings without feeling embarrassed in front of Reza.
Lefrand already knows the character of Reza and realizes the advantages of Reza that are not in him.Reza does know more about the weaknesses of women compared to him and better understand how to conquer the heart of women and understand the wishes of women than him.
Hearing that, Reza was stunned until he rowed up to sit up straight on the sofa because his words had offended Lefrand.But not the intention to offend him saying that.
"Sorry Jo!, you don't mean that!.".Reza said while patting Lefrand's arm in regret.
"I'ts ok!,gue understood!.I'm just disappointed and sad because I can't win her heart anymore.".Lefrand said as he leaned back and crossed his hands with his legs sloped down the table.
He knew and understood his friend did not mean that.So far his feelings are very sensitive because his efforts have not been fruitful and instead had to find Anayra in love with Khaffa.
Devastated his feelings after knowing it.Padahal during this time he had never heard news and confessions from Anayra or others if Anayra had a lover.But suddenly without a doubt Rena proclaimed if Anayra is Khaffa's future wife, a man she does not know and has never met before.
"Lu don't give up easily and break Jo's spirit!.I'm sure you can be together again if you keep fighting hard!.".Reza said as she patted Lefrand's arm to encourage him.
Reza understands and knows his current mood.Lefrand is struggling to get the heart of the girl he loves back.
"Yaaah, please do!.But she- ...".
'Reza doesn't need to know that Anayra now has a boyfriend...Lefrand's inner self abandoned her intention to tell Reza that Anayra already had a lover.
He wanted to bear the burden of his own mind and keep his grief in his mind without having to burden others.
"Ekhm....Oiya Za, later contact Mr. Heri and Mr. Beni, set my meeting schedule with them!.".Lefrand said as he scrambled to get his car keys and phone spelled.
For the sake of smooth work, Lefrand told Reza to contact two people he had trusted.Heri a head of the project and Beni a executor.They both have often been invited to cooperate to participate in every project handled by Lefrand.
"Ready Boss!.".Reza said as he moved his hand saluted.
With pleasure Reza always carry out his orders without daring to refute or reject it.Since Lefrand is a co-worker who understands and never calculates the matter.
"Za, you standby here and check the blueprints!.".Said Lefrand while pointing at the paper roll at his desk.
The picture of the hotel whose design is ready to be realized.
"If there is a shortage, then discuss it with me!.".Reciprocity.
"OK, Boss!.".Reza said while nodding.
It was time for Lefrand to turn his mind to work after yesterday that made his heart ache and his mind go awry.
Since then Lefrand became sleep deprived overnight because of the thought of the incident at the Restaurant.He was restless and restless in his bed.His body went back and forth to find a comfortable position in order to fall asleep.But still could not make his eyes closed and fell asleep because every word he heard at that time continued to ring in his ear and the incident continued to swirl in his brain.
"Ok,gue go get some fresh air first to refresh my eyes and brain!.".Lefrand said as he stood up and Reza stood up as well.
"Be careful Jo!.".Reza patted Lefrand on the shoulder.
Along the way Lefrand pondered on the sidelines driving his car.Whether he will continue to fight or have to give up to get Anayra's love back.
"Are they really close now?.But why did I just know about it?.".
"Is their relationship really real or just fabricated?.Where did the story start and when did they get close?.".
Lefrand shook his head.Not out of thought because suddenly without any wind and rain Anayra had a lover and became the future wife of a man she did not know.
Lefrand shook his head in disbelief.He felt he had to investigate it himself.
"Ana', I promise.If it is true that your relationship with him is true then I will give up, but if it is wrong then I will continue to fight for you!.".Lefrand said firmly with a round intention in his heart while tapping his steering wheel.
Without Lefrand speeding by quickly splitting the highway and overpass entering the area out of the city.He wants to go to a place that he once came with Anayra.At this time his heart is pushed to that place.
After traveling far enough and more than 1 hour finally reached his destination.She pulled her car in the parking area and went out with long steps to the beach.
Upon arrival on the beach, Lefrand set foot along the white sand with eyes glaring away at the breadth of the beach that is not visible at the end.
Lefrand POVs.
My eyes glare far away staring at the scenery in front of me beautiful and cool.Kuhirup cool as breeze wind that hit my face and pulled my hair.Kulihat pounding waves dancing and pushing each other hit the rocks and scattered sweeping the stretch of white sand on the beach, I heard the faint chirping of birds flying up there.
I see the sun light is dimming because of the day before the afternoon.Kutatap mondayung twilight that still shyly show its light, but still beautiful and spoil the eyes.Kusuri stretch of white sand on the beach.And I embrace my body with both hands, but still beautiful and pampering the eyes.Kusuri white sand on the beach,because I feel cold.
I was cold as my silent heart.I was lonely as a lonely life as alone and without love.And I was in pain as much as my heart was broken.
I noticed a couple of lovers who were laughing and joking in the corner there.Its envy to see them running around on the beach throwing sand and water each other.
It made my heart feel long.
Missing his face, his smile and his laughter.The longing for this place and this twilight shade that bears witness to my declaration of love to him.And long for the beautiful moments and loving days when he is with her.
Heart wonders.
Could it be that day I will return?.Can I get her love back?.Can I take it off and let it go?.And can I live without it.
Instantly my tears dripped with no power to contain it anymore.Tetesan that accompanied my heart wailing sadly.
Sad because of the loss of my beloved.Saddened by not being able to get his love back.Sadly because it can not express my sense of longing.And sad because it has to see him with him.
He who looks perfect from me.He who is far above me.He who became my rival and took my position.He who can break into his heart.And he who managed to have it.
"Huhuhh...
I took a deep breath to gather strength, strength to be able to see him sitting next to him.Exhales me to throw turmoil and pain.Although because I can not realize my dreams and hopes.And sick because I have to lose it.
For a moment I thought.
Is what I feel right now the same as how he once felt when he saw me with the girl?.Is this karma for me?.
"Let's'...Has your love really turned on her?.Is there no place for me in your heart, Anna'?.".I murmured softly with a sad feeling.
My heart feels empty and empty without you by my side.My life feels dark and lonely without your presence in my heart.And all I have is meaningless because it is not able to pull you back into my arms.
"Anaaa, I miss you, love you and love you!.".Shouted as loudly.
Shouting in the wind, on the sand and on the water.Speak the words that I can no longer say to him because he has become the property of others.
In my turmoil, I smiled bitterly lamenting my sad fate left behind by him.That I laughed laugh at my stupidity first to have to erase my dreams with him.
I violently kicked the sand and water to vent all the burdens in my heart while running around.
Ana'...It turns out that what I have right now is meaningless without you by my side.And all I have is unable to pull you back into my arms.
My heart feels empty without you.I feel pain and pain at this time.Should I lose you for the second time?...
"If time could be replayed!.".
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Pov Author.
Slowly Lefrand set his breath that huffed after running around on the beach while venting his feelings.la then threw himself sitting on a stretch of white sand.His heart was moved and his hand moved to write his name and name Anayra sand it in a heart-shaped circle.
Then he moved while patting the sand grains attached to his wear.Lefrand spread his gaze to look around him with a nanar gaze.As if he said goodbye because he would not set foot again in this place.
After being satisfied there, Lefrand then walked with a step back to his car.She started and drove her car in the opposite direction to return to the city with a feeling of emptiness.
Lefrand's mood was a little treated after visiting the place.Historical place for him and most memorable in his heart because in that place his love story with Anayra began.But he did not know whether he would return to this place?.
Actually many places that became his stopover with Anayra.But that place was the first time he came with Anayra.