
At 10pm I went back to my hotel room. My way to the room, I had thought of wanting to soak in warm water, my feet were so tired. We went to the bar for a drink but it turned out to be dinner instead. Although I came but my heart and mind are not here.
Disappointed, sad to remember the incident this afternoon. Christian went to Paris without saying goodbye to me. Arrived at the door of my hotel room. I opened the lock and went to my room. I was confused while frowning my forehead. I arrived at the room with a different view. There was a bouquet of roses in the room.
there is a card attached to the flower. I picked it up and read the card
...Andersons...
My heart beats fast when I read it
...We have unfinished business. Go to Paris this week. Xoxoxo...
"what?" I whispered too
I sat quietly in bed staring at the card in front of me.
It's not something I'm thinking about. I didn't think Christian wanted me to follow him to Paris.
I can't go to Paris. I have to go home to see my kids!
I thought of spending 3 days together in Paris. The city I always wanted to visit. Alone with him. . . . It's gonna be so much fun.
Damn . . . I'm going to Paris.
But I can't. . . Ugh . . Stop Clara's... Don't think weird.
while I was making tea, my phone rang indicating that there was text coming in. Christian sent me a text message.
"have you gone back to your room?" ask Christian.
I smiled to see it too. Christian wanted me to call him and say thank you for the flowers he gave me. I kept the phone on the table, and saw a large rose and gave off a very fragrant aroma.
christian attitudes and behavior are very unpredictable.
I decided to call my mom and ask the kids.
"hello." I heard my mom's smile from this phone line.
"hi, mama.. How's everything going in there ma?" ask Clara
"oh, we're all fine here. How you doing there?" ask mama
"well." I walked over there and came here feeling nervous. "were the kids home, ma?"
"there are no, the kids are still at practice all."
"ma. . ." I closed my eyes. What are you doing Clara?. "I got an offer to do a conference in Paris on Friday, Saturday, and this week ma, but it looks like I can't come."
"why can't you?" ask mama
"i don't feel good about my mom taking too long to take care of my kids."
"oh, no my dear. The boys and mom are so happy to spend time together. Nothing is different if you are at home" replied Mama
"really ma?" ask Clara
"right darling. Mama here is very happy to spend the same time as your granddaughter. You have fun in Paris."
"what about Patrick Ma? It's gonna be restless."
"oh, Patrick's gonna be fine, Clara. Mama won't say it but Patrick doesn't feel bad about you at all, Clara."
I smile feeling happy to hear it. "mama sure?"
"very sure." replied Mama
"all right, I'll think again, and I'll tell my mom about my decision."
" yes ma, I slept first. Ma'am night."
"my dear night." answered my mother.
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An hour later I had finished my bath, and everything was done. But I think about Christian..
Christian left without saying goodbye..
He gave me this rose.
But I don't want flowers. Because it's not us. Or maybe he felt guilty leaving without saying goodbye?
Christian is a different man from the rest, even from my late husband.
I'm very confused.
If I went to Paris, I would be happy, laughing and something fun.
If I don't leave, there's no chance I'll bond with Christian.
Christian is playboy. Maybe Christian has a lot of girlfriends. He's not the kind of person I can rely on and bond with.
But he's very pleasant.
After two days spent together, Christian and I laughed together. And it feels so good, to be able to laugh again with the opposite sex.
my phone rang and I saw Christian's name. Oh no!
I closed my eyes and replied, "hello."
"Anderson's."
I smiled broadly at Christian's voice. "what do you want?" i tease.
Christian laughed. "i called you just to know, have you got a present from me?"
"ohs... I haven't received it yet, I'm in Nelson's room." - and my inner self laughed
"What the ...! Don't joke Clara!" there was a very loud voice in the place where Christian was.
Clarapun laughs "the flowers are so pretty."
"then?" ask Christian
"then what?" answer Clara
"go to Paris. Spend time with me here."
Clara was silent
"one of my favorite cities, I can take you around town" Christian added.
"come on, Claraaa. Don't make me beg you" he added.
"okay, fine." replied Clara
"well what? At least get excited a little."
"well, I'm gonna spend the weekend with you, Christian."
Christian laughs. "that's my girl. Okay, tomorrow I'll give you the flight info."
Clara answered "okay"