
ARUMI POV
I honestly didn't let Caca go with Bari. But the more I forbid, the more I was upset because of Bari's words that always call me selfish. I don't mean it that way, am I wrong if I just want the best? I'm afraid that Bari's just a mess with my son. Then he gives her affection and will leave her for a long time. Eh but why do I feel like I'm going to wish Bari to stay?
Even though I was forced to come along to grant my son's wish that continued whining all night yesterday. I don't know what dantet Bari gave to my son, so anything that came out of his mouth always ended in whining my son who was allowed to ask for something.
In the midst of thinking about Bari, the man had arrived with his luxury car. My son is not playing.
"Om Bari I'm just as your mother is ready," she cried gleefully.
"Mother's coming too?" tanya Bari walked over to us.
I accidentally looked at the man, there was a feeling I had a hard time explaining. Feelings of nervousness, gerogi and also like a heart that suddenly beats abnormally. The feelings were mixed and I could not separate them.
"Where's mom?"
"Go away," I answered briefly with a sensation of dag dig dug.
I admit Bari is handsome, even when he only uses T-shirts and knee-length pants like now he looks handsome and charming. Several times I accidentally looked at him, and I could not bear to look at his bead. Don't know why it could be.
"You're leaving now. It's a little far away."
"Why choose the far away? Near here there is," I said.
"There are many pool macems, there is also a play area for children. So you all play in one place. Must be good for Caca."
I didn't answer, I was lazy, it would end up in me being wrong. Caca asked to sit alone in the back. Bari just opened the door for my little daughter. Ah must be in his heart he's happy not to be a bitch.
"Are you ready to go?" ask her shortly after getting in the car.
"Ready," cried my son.
"Honey next to you there is a snack, you can take and eat as much as you are."
Ah Bari is indeed good at making women happy, no wonder if Diana had to cry as much as she broke up with him. The advantages of Bari are sensitive to the surrounding, and that not all men have. But I'm sorry, I won't be consumed with that cheap, gombal seduction.
"Why are you doing all this?"
"Why is that all of a sudden? It's wrong if I try to make the people I love happy. Where's wrong? I love you and Caca from my heart Rum. Don't ask for strange things" Bari protested during an upset.
"I asked why are you doing this? Strangely where?"
"I told you I love you. I want to be your husband, I told you that I want to get you married. Do you think I'm kidding?"
"I was just asking. I'm asking you, why did you answer me so?"
I'm so pissed off. I was just asking, I wonder what the reason is for doing this to my son. But the answer is really bad to hear. I crossed my arms by throwing my face away from him.
Suddenly, Bari's words warmed my heart. Sometimes his hands were moved tidying up my veil and hijab for some reason. Either messy or how I don't know. And strangely I had no intention to avoid, as much as possible and as slow as possible he tried not to touch my skin.
"I'm sorry, this is your hair coming out, less up the veil. In iket again real."
I'm just an ordinary woman. I would be the same victim if I welcomed what he was doing. I myself do not know and do not understand whether what he said was right from his heart or just a joke like he did to other women.
Istighfar Arumi's. Don't let you deny your own arrogance. Just now you said you would not be eaten by cheap sheep from him. But your heart seemed to deny the words earlier.
Not long after, we arrived at the bathhouse which was already crowded with people. It can be seen from the number of cars parked there.the place if seen from the outside is good and spacious. Lots of great photo spots for different ages.
Caca was very enthusiastic once he got inside the ride. That's right what Bari said. There are many swimming pool options and also games.
"Mother I want to go in the pool, there's a big bucket," pointed Caca with a gaiety I can't describe in words.
"That's a bit deep for you, baby. Your height hasn't arrived."
"There's me Rum. Let him in there, let me take care. You just take care of our bags. Let's like another couple. A lot of people are waiting for their husband's son to swim." Bari returned with his identity and pointed at some women who were recording and sitting quietly waiting for their children.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Tumben didn't say no."
"Meles, I was wrong. I'm the selfish one" I said a little sniffly and walked to a stand not far from the pool Caca pointed to.
I sit next to young mothers too. If I had guessed, maybe her son was a toddler. I saw Caca and Bari who had gone into the pool. Caca looked happy and laughed. I haven't taken that kid to the bath in a long time.
Not wanting to miss this rare incident I took a cell phone and recorded their togetherness.
Soon, Caca and Bari rise to the surface. Happy faces can't hide from me.
"Mother I want noodles."
"Yes my mother bought it first."
I stepped into the mini canteen at the bath. On the way, I accidentally hit someone.
"Sorry, s...."
My mouth was immediately shut. My breath suddenly went up and down quickly. The memory of five years ago suddenly rotates in the head. Unable to see it, I twisted my body and walked quickly towards where Bari and Caca were resting.
"Let's go home" I said with a trembling tone.
"Why? What was? Is anyone hurting you? Why are you afraid this way. Calm down Arumi. Sit." Sit." Bari asked me to sit down with a bottle of mineral water. She seemed eager to calm me down with her touch, but she hesitated and stopped doing so. She can start to respect me as a woman.
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