Casanova Brief of Widows

Chapter 29

I'm still with Alvin bang and Arumi's mother. They didn't let me go home asking a lot of questions. Bang Alvin never endlessly tested myself with questions that could have made me hesitate to continue this closeness. I don't know if this applies to all the men who approached Arumi or me.

"This is like this bang. I am serious about what I do. My brother and aunt wouldn't know how deep I would be if I didn't see my own eyes. Since as much as any brother and aunt tests me with questions, it will not guarantee whether what I say is honest or not. What determines is just his actions. Once again I ask, can I get your blessing to take Arumi's heart and give her as much happiness as I can? I promise nothing, I have nothing to promise. I will try to make Arumi and Caca happy all her life." Once again I made sure I could try to get what I wanted. Impressed in a hurry, but I also need certainty from at least bang Alvin and his mother. I don't want Arumi to marry me but there are still doubts in her family's heart.

"What this is not rush bar. You just knew Arumi."

"I'm not asking to get married now bang. I just ask for blessing. Arumi is still difficult for me to approach. His heart is very closed and hard on men. I know how, I understand that he is also to take care of his heart and himself. Brother and aunt can not always take care of Arumi and Caca. Brother has his own family to look after and in ayomi as well. Aunty also can not always take care of them, because not always healthy aunt. Sorry if I speak impolitely. We'll talk reality."

"If the same mother Alvin actually does not want to see Arumi this way continue to son. I also want Arumi to have a partner, have a good husband inside out. But the decision goes back to the one who lives life. Mother and Alvin will support whatever Arumi lives as long as it is good for him. You better get to know each other first. For our blessing, we leave it to Arumi if Arumi is willing to marry you, why should we refuse her?" the light of Arumi's mother who had been silent since.

Finally, this talk has a bright spot as well. I just fight for Arumi, my blessing is already on hand. I went home after that, not forgetting I gave a piece of my personal business card to Alvin bang.

"Make what?" he asked when I handed him a business card.

"Bang Alvin just heard it fit on the phone. I said I would take the streets of Caca if allowed with Arumi. Later brother or anyone can contact me if Arumi give permission. I'm just trying to take responsibility for what comes out of my mouth. If the problem is allowed or not, I return it to Arumi. I'm sorry assalamu'alaikum," I said shaking hands with them.

"Getishalight."

All the way, my mind really can't be separated from Arumi and Caca. I thought of both of them who seemed to be equally strong. Behind Caca's cheerfulness, it turns out that the little boy also harbors a deep sadness. I just heard one bitter thing from him. I'm sure it's not the whole thing, I'm sure there's still a lot of things he feels growing up without a father figure. Moreover, said my mother, Caca only get affection from her mother after being over a year old.

"Where are you from?" ask the mother in the middle of the main door by crossing her arms in front of her chest.

"Arumi's house" I replied lightly.

"That doesn't mean mom. I was just trying to get Caca to school, but there was an unexpected incident and I had to stay there."

"Mom knows you have the same heart as Arumi, but don't forget that you also have the responsibility of the Bar. You are free to fight for anyone. While he is still you fight, do not forget your responsibility that you have taken. It's all Bar time. Work yes work, play yes play, do not mix. If Arumi is already your wife another story."

"Yes, sorry, this is the last promise. I'm not repeating that."

"Some of you did take the initiative to send Caca to school. You know what you've been playing at the house?" Mother asked as she walked into the house and sat in the living room chair.

"What?" I asked because I didn't know what Mom meant.

"If you have played home, it means there are two hearts that you must take care of. The hearts of those you love and the hearts of both parents. Do not disappoint both of them. If you are not ready, it is better to prostrate and set the heart. Don't go straight to the house when the heart is not certain."

"Who is not sure, ma'am. Who is not ready? I am ready to be born if I have to get married. And I will definitely marry Arumi. I'm sure of my choice, Mom. My own mother told me I had to take care of my life because I was no longer young. And I also want to like my mother's friends who have carried grandchildren. Why is mom the same as everyone else. I doubt how I feel and my changes. Why does it seem like the humans in this world behave as if they have no mistakes. Was I a female player and I can't change Mom? What do I have to do to let you believe that I've changed, Mom?" I was really frustrated today. I've been dealing with complicated and truest humans all day.

"Why are you getting angry? The name of this disease is your kayak hempangkal Bar. Maybe you're crazy about Arumi now. No one guarantees some not then you will feel this way again to another woman. I'm just afraid that you're hurting Arumi. She's a mentally weak Bari. You told me her life story, didn't you?"

"It's up to what mom says. I'm tired of having to explain to everyone that I can change. And as for your fear of me hurting Arumi or not, I won't explain anything. I'm tired of explaining this one by one to everyone. Enough time to talk."

I left after saying that. I'm tired of having to explain the same thing. I leave all opinions and judgments of people to me. It's up to them to judge me how. Not everything needs to be explained in words.

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